CHAPTER XLIV
CHAPTER XLIV
After the two get acquainted, Yu Xie will also make a little innocuous joke.
Once, Jiang Liu suddenly asked her, "Why do you want to live in isolation?" Living alone in the mountains? ”
Yu thought for a while, and said very seriously: "I'm too good-looking, I'm afraid that living with others will cause unnecessary trouble!" ”
Jiang Liu was silent, and after being silent for a long time, he said in a low voice: "This is good." ”
Yu Xie didn't listen to it all, and immediately asked, "What's good?" What's good? ”
Jiang Liu shook his head, but he refused to say anything more.
Yu Xie sighed, but the temper of a teenager is really not small!
In fact, on the question of living in isolation, Yu Xie's answer was still serious. First, she is not familiar with the way of life of humans in this era, and if she lives with them rashly, she will inevitably get into trouble. Second, as an out-of-this-world character, Yu Xie is very disdainful of pestering those parents who are short. Thirdly, she will live here for many years, so how can she explain that an old girl always refuses to marry? Her appearance is also first-class in the world, to put it bluntly, it is very easy to recruit wolves, although she is not afraid of wolves, but it is also very troublesome to fight wolves every day!
Well, she's narcissistic.
There are many so-called beauty rhymes.
Yu Xie felt that although he was not beautiful enough, he was not ugly either. But this rhyme or something, but rarely encountered, makes her wonder if she is not romantic enough?
Aside from the river, Yuxi has almost no affection for mortals. This lack of affection still originated from the hundred years she lived temporarily in Qingqiu. Those monsters are not practical, don't let the high-quality male foxes around you, but fantasize about how good the scholars in the world are, how wonderful! Yuxi listened a lot, but the more he listened, the more bored he became. This is probably the so-called extreme reversal of things.
But it's one thing to be bored, and she's still a little curious about it.
When Jiang Liu was thirteen years old, she finally tasted her long-cherished wish and met a scholar in the world.
It was a man with a very romantic personality, and he was attached to the mountains and rivers, so he sent it to Jinshan Temple...... The family should be well-off, as can be seen from the clothes he wears. looks good, a pair of peach blossom eyes lined with a handsome face is extraordinarily affectionate. Yu Xie had seen him a long time ago, and it was strange why there were people other than Jiang Liu and woodcutters in this broken place? But she didn't deliberately dodge, this is her territory, why should she hide! If you want to hide, it should be these outsiders who hide!
She pretended not to see it and continued to swing her swing.
Unexpectedly, he didn't come up to talk, but after saying hello, he measured and drew on the side, estimating that he was recording the terrain or something.
This made Yu Xie deeply doubt whether he was not attractive enough.
……
The next day he came again.
Day 3 is also ......
On the fourth day, when the rain broke and went again, he was gone.
Day 5, Day 6......
Yu Xie finally admitted that there are scholars in this world who are not tempted by beauty!
She talked about this matter as an after-dinner chatter with Jiang Liu, and Jiang Liu didn't even move his eyes. Yu Xie sighed to himself: "I originally thought that all scholars were womanizers, but it seems that there are exceptions. In this way, I was really a little too extreme before. ”
Jiang Liu's eyebrows were raised obliquely.
Jiang Liu was like a bun when he was a child, soft and cute, and most importantly, he was very obedient, and he was also worry-free when he rested in the rain. Later, as he grew older, Yu Xie found that the child had directly skipped childhood and entered puberty, becoming more and more rebellious, and was so angry that Yu Xie's menopausal syndrome had an early onset.
When he was a child, he was willing to call her sister twice, but I don't know when he refused to call her anymore. No matter how much she coaxed or crutched, his mouth was like a mussel shell, very firm, and there was not even a gap.
When he was a child, Yuxi often ate his tofu, hugging and touching, and he would not resist. It's very different now, and she's not that old, but she won't let her hug anymore.
Originally, Yu Xie could still find some sense of accomplishment in cooking every day, but later he went up the mountain earlier and earlier, and most of the time Yu Xie had not gotten up, and when she got up, Jiang Liu had already prepared breakfast for her. What made her even more sad was that the breakfast he made was much better than what she made!
By the time Jiang Liu was older, going up the mountain to chop firewood had become his side job, and he began to recognize herbs, and he spent more and more time in the mountains. Yu Xie saw that he liked it, and deliberately took out a copy of "Mountains and Seas Herborist" from Hainer to him, and then thought that the broken book seemed to record the rare and exotic herbs of the demon world, which was not very useful to him, and he went down the mountain to collect a large number of medical books and pharmacopoeias for him. She knew very little about this aspect, she couldn't tell the good from the bad, and the medical books she collected were good and bad, and he didn't say anything, but he sorted the books into categories and read them seriously.
The longer the river flows, the more sullen it becomes, the longer it grows, the more silent it becomes, and the longer it grows, the more disobedient it becomes......
The river flow when I grow up is so uncute!
Yu Xie felt very lost, feeling disgusted.
When Jiang Liu was fourteen years old, Yu Xie finally finished making up for her eight pieces of broken souls, and he became more and more calm, which made Yu Xie tremble. In the second half of the year, Fa Ming couldn't help but reveal his background and handed over the blood book to him. Everything seems to be calculated, incredibly accurate.
Then it became so simple, so simple that you didn't even have to think about it, because it was destined to be a vulgar story.
She has been looking for the golden cicada for thousands of years, and now she has finally found him, so she naturally won't let go easily. Jiang Liu was going to find his biological mother with a blood book, so she accompanied him. There is no doubt about it.
Yu Xie felt like a flower messenger, blocking a lot of wild bees and butterflies for him along the way, she felt that she had done a good job, so she didn't understand why his face was so ugly?
The young man's heart is guarded to the death, and he is unwilling to open it to anyone, but once he accepts it, he treats each other thoroughly and sincerely.
Yu Xie felt this clearly, she went from being frightened at the beginning to being at ease later, and finally receiving his restrained but unreserved feelings.
When he finds his biological mother, what should he do after taking revenge? It's a question she thinks about occasionally, but never over.
Until the young man broke away from the path set by the Buddha and was no longer willing to become a monk......
Until, Kajayan found her. She lived on the mountain behind Jinshan Temple for eight years, and he never bothered her, and wordlessly indulged her in everything. Because her starting point is indeed for the sake of Jiang Liu. It's just that now, the wind has changed, and two people who have been next to each other for eight years but have never seen each other have to meet together.
"Do you want him to be distracted?"
His straightforward question was more lethal than any attack, and she was silent, naturally she didn't want to.
"He is now a mortal in the flesh, and he will not last more than a hundred years. And he suffered the catastrophe of scattering his soul, and his soul was not complete, and he definitely couldn't bear to disperse again. The ancestor loved his disciples, so he took this opportunity to reshape his Buddha body, and once he was killed, he could regain eternal life. Now he has changed his mind for you, and he wants to return to the vulgar, ignoring the will of his ancestors! He doesn't understand anything now, don't you understand either? Or do you want to watch him wander away in front of you one more time? ”
It's really a word!
That's not what she wanted. “…… I don't want to! ”
"So, leave him! Just for his good. ”
Yu Xi lowered his eyes, it turned out that her existence had always been a burden to him.
She didn't have a choice. She told herself that she had no other choice.
So, she had no choice but to leave.
Yuxi muttered, "Why? After all this, your fate is over, why...... Not a monk? ”
"I thought you knew."
She subconsciously retorted: "I don't know ......"
"You're running away, why?"
"I didn't!"
"Yu Xie," the young man's slender fingers grasped her shoulder, so strong that she felt pain, and he said word by word, "You know, I like you...... Don't run away. ”
"Jiang Liu, you're crazy! I've always treated you like my child! ”
His expression was a little cold: "Is that so...... But I never thought of you as my mother. You were never my mother. ”
She has always been extremely ruthless, but in the face of him, the child she raised since childhood...... But she felt that she couldn't let go of that heart and said something cruel.
Finally, she said sneeringly, "I am a demon." ”
"I know."
Yuxie's eyes widened in astonishment, Nima, how do you know everything?!
"You never wanted to hide it, how could I not know?" He smiled, smiling beautifully: "Yuxie, I want to be with you, whether you are a human or a demon, I just want to be with you." When he said this, his expression was sincere, with subtle anticipation and vulnerability.
has no father or mother, but is gifted and intelligent, and in the process of growing up, he will inevitably be excluded by others. In this life, he is just an ordinary person after all, and he will be afraid of being hurt.
For the first time, he pulled out his heart and sent it to her.
But it is destined to get no response.
She lowered her eyes and said slowly and clearly, "But I don't want to be with you." ”
He gave her sincerity, but she didn't want his sincerity, she couldn't ask for it, and she didn't dare to ask for it.
His soul was too fragile and he had to compromise with the Buddha and accept his new body. She had no choice at all...... That's why he was allowed to change his memory and take him back to Jinshan Temple to start over.
What's more, the ending has been decided, and it no longer matters what the process is.
Sun Wukong won't ask these things, and Yu Xie will naturally not answer, Sun Wukong is not a good listener, and she is not a good teller, not to mention these past things, she wishes she would have forgotten them sooner.
It's a luxury, and she's always known it.
Her biggest failure was that when the damn Kajanyan stripped away the memory of the young Chen Jiangliu, she didn't have the courage to let him rip out his own memory by the way.
It's not that she hasn't had this kind of thought, but she wants to be a clear monster. If there is no memory, with her personality, she will definitely get back those discarded memories at any cost. Not to mention that her mind has become a blank and she is easy to be bullied, which is not the situation she wants - she doesn't like to be controlled by others.
Besides, since she owes someone else, she must pay it back, and she can't afford to pay it back.