Chapter 382: Cold Summer
Bai Mei doesn't know much about the emotional experience between Duanmu Qing and Han Lingxi, but after all, she has lived together for so long, and she is not an ignorant girl who has not yet opened her love, so she can naturally see that the two of them treat each other sincerely.
But in the current situation, it is clear that there is a problem between the two.
Walking into the room, Duanmu Qing didn't say a word, just stood in front of the window, as if he was looking at the night sky without stars, and as if he didn't see anything.
There was no reaction to Bai Mei walking in.
There must be something in her heart, Baimei knows, but she didn't ask, mainly because she knows that Duanmuqing doesn't necessarily want to say it.
And, there's a big reason for that.
Although Bai Mei was sure that she was 100% sincere to Duanmu Qing, she had already secretly sworn that in this life, she would definitely follow Duanmu Qing.
But she knew that in Duanmuqing's heart, she was always different from Cai Wei who stayed in Changjing.
Until now, Duanmu Qing only regarded her as an ordinary entourage, and did not treat her as a family member from the bottom of his heart.
She doesn't mind this, but it doesn't mean that Duanmu Qing doesn't mind.
So, she wouldn't open her mouth to ask.
Maybe standing behind her like this is also a kind of support!
"Baimei." Just when Baimei thought that Duanmu Qing would not speak at all, Duanmu Qing spoke.
"Hmm!"
She answered, but Duanmu Qing was silent, as if she didn't know where to start.
"I ...... Isn't it too stingy? Duanmu Qing asked for a long time.
"Huh?" It's just that this question is a bit clueless, which makes Baimei a little confused.
"Han Yazhi grew up with him since he was a child, and he has experienced many things, and all the important things in his life, Han Yazhi is by his side and accompanies him through it.
So they have a good relationship. ”
Duanmu Qing said this, stopped again, and then the lights outside, Bai Mei saw her do something she had never done before.
She bit her lower lip, as if she was very entangled.
At the same time, Baimei also knew that Duanmu Qing was actually jealous, eating Han Lingxi and Han Yazhi's vinegar.
"Han Lingyan is sincere to you." Baimei understood her a little, but still reminded her sensibly of this matter.
"I know," Duanmu Qing immediately took over, "I know, I don't doubt his heart for me.
I also know that he is just a family relationship with Han Yazhi, but I can't help but be jealous.
Sometimes, I even think that he and Han Yazhi are the ones who will be together for the rest of their lives, but I am the one who has been inserted all the time. ”
Hearing this, Baimei couldn't help laughing, she couldn't imagine that Duanmu Qing, who had always been calm and self-controlled, would have such a confused time.
"Miss, you should know the difference between family affection and love, family affection is because it has been cultivated as a kind of dependent feeling, and love is a kind of mutual affection that bursts out after two people meet and know each other.
Family affection and love are both very important, but they are absolutely different, love can be transformed into family affection, but family affection cannot be transformed into love. ”
After Bai Mei finished speaking, she was a little stunned, is this what she said?
Once she and Qianjiao swore not to believe in love for the rest of their lives, to believe, but would rather believe in love in bed.
But now, she is so relieved Duanmu Qing!
Duanmu Qing was still looking at the night sky, as if he had listened to Baimei's words and was thoughtful.
"Really?" In the end, Duanmu Qing still asked rhetorically, "Maybe what you said is right!" But I still can't help it, especially after she told me those words. ”
"Who? What words? Bai Mei suddenly realized that maybe these words were the most important thing.
"Han Yazhi, she once told me that she loves Han Lingxi, and she wants to give me a name so that she can stay by Han Lingxi's side for the rest of her life."
"What?" Baimei also couldn't believe it, "She told you something like this?" ”
Duanmu Qing nodded: "She told me this, it's actually very ridiculous, compared to her, I'm nothing in terms of name." ”
Bai Mei was taken aback, she didn't expect Duanmu Qing to say such a thing to her.
She didn't know what was going on with Han Lingyan in the past and what kind of relationship she had with her.
And her rules of survival all along told her that she couldn't inquire about these things that had nothing to do with her.
So until now, she still doesn't know why Duanmu Qing got involved with Han Ling.
I don't know what the relationship between the two of them used to be.
And Duanmu Qing actually took the initiative to talk to her about this today, does this mean that she believes in her more?
Bai Mei's heart warmed, stabilized her emotions and said softly: "Although this is the case, Han Yazhi knows that in Han Lingxi's heart, you are the most important person, and the others are nothing at all, so she will tell you." ”
"Really?" Duanmu Qing muttered.
Baimei nodded, remembering that she was looking outside, and couldn't see herself nodding, so she said yes again.
"Maybe!" Duanmu Qing let out a long sigh and paused before saying, "But I don't want to." ”
"Huh?" Baimei didn't react to what she said for a while, but Duanmu Qing turned around and looked into her eyes.
"I said, I don't want to, even if I have this right, even if Han Ling listens to me, even if she only needs a false name, I don't want to."
She said this in a hurried tone, as if she was affirming something.
"Why does Miss care so much?" Bai Mei was a little puzzled by this, "Jia Wenrou is the princess of Hao, and you didn't show such a big reaction to Xiao Liyue before, why are you so disgusted with this woman?" ”
This point was asked to the point, because Duanmu Qing had also reflected on himself in this way.
Later she got the answer.
"They are different from Han Yazhi, whether it is Jia Wenrou or Xiao Liyue, Han Lingyan has no feelings for them, on the contrary, they are a little disgusted and repulsed, even if they really accept it, they will definitely not have the slightest thought.
But Han Yazhi is different, she was originally different in Han Lingxi's heart, I sometimes suspect that if Han Yazhi asked that question not to me, but to Han Lingxi, maybe, he would really agree. ”
Bai Mei was shocked, but thinking of Duanmu Qing's emotions at this time, she immediately covered up her thoughts and stepped forward: "Don't think about it, don't you know Han Lingxi's feelings for you?"
I dare to guarantee that even if for some special reason, he promised Han Yazhi, in his heart, there is still only you in the place. ”
In fact, this answer not only did not play a comforting role for Duanmu Qing, but made her even more sad.
In the night, her eyes were a little dim: "Then Baimei let me ask you, he can willingly give her a name for some special reason."
So will you be willing to kiss her skin for some special reason?
Will you willingly have a baby with her?
Willing to live with her for the rest of your life? ”
These words had a somewhat aggressive taste in Duanmu Qing's mouth at this time.
Although Baimei knew that Duanmu Qing really wanted to ask not herself, she still felt very difficult to answer under her question.
"Do I still need a man like this?" When Baimei racked her brains to find a better way to comfort her, Duanmu Qing turned around again and asked herself.
The room was quiet again, and only the sound of the back and forth could be heard outside.
It's all around Han Yazhi's room.
"I know it's selfish for me to think so, after all, she's still lying in bed, life and death.
But there was no way, when I saw her blocking the chest-piercing sword for Han Ling, I felt that my heart seemed to be missing.
She loves him so much! Can I stop it on my own? ”
Her voice suddenly became a little helpless.
Baimei stepped forward quickly and reached out to put her arm around her, she didn't know why she did it at this time.
But that's what she did.
Maybe it's because Duanmu Qing in her memory is too strong, too calm, as if she is fearless at all times, and can think of all ways to get through it.
So at this time, she was so helpless, which made her suddenly feel pity.
She suddenly realized that the emaciated woman who was held in her arms was only seventeen years old.
In three years, I will be two seventeen years old.
In the past, how could you think that the person in this small body was so powerful?
Duanmu Qing leaned on Bai Mei's arms, his nose was suddenly sour, he didn't feel anything at first, but at this time, he suddenly felt extremely aggrieved and scared.
Bai Mei gently patted her shoulder and whispered, "Don't worry! Miss, believe me, no, Han Lingxian is measured.
In my eyes, he really understands you, he must understand what you are afraid of, and he must know your heart. ”
Duanmu Qing didn't speak for a long, long time, and seemed to be sobbing faintly.
"Hmm!" A simple syllable seems to be as long as a hundred years.
Baimei also breathed a sigh of relief.
The two of them were snuggling up to each other, and suddenly heard footsteps approaching, and Duanmu Qing hurriedly stood up.
"Why don't you light the lights?"
Is it Han Lingxi's voice?
Duanmu Qing cleaned up his emotions and took a step forward: "The two of them forgot when they spoke." ”
"Be careful, you haven't had dinner yet! I'll have someone bring it later. ”
Before Duanmu Qing could speak, Han Lingyan hurriedly continued: "Yazhi's situation looks a little bad, you can sleep in peace tonight!" I'm guarding over there. ”
"You ......" As soon as she opened her mouth, Han Lingyan interrupted her again.
"Don't think too much, I'll go." After saying that, he didn't wait for her to say anything more, and walked out.
Coming and going hurriedly, like a gust of wind blowing inadvertently.
Only the coldness of a room inside the door remained.
On this June night, Duanmu Qing looked at his back in the darkness and shuddered. 638