385.Sorry Season Strikes Again (3)
Tang Yao actually has a lot to say. But the long-term suppression made Tang Yao's words in her heart become like pickles stepped on by her grandmother in the old mansion, becoming sour and smelly, and naturally she couldn't speak.
Tang Yao and Mu Sisi looked at each other, and for a long time, Mu Sisi took the initiative to speak, "I didn't do well in the exam this time, but I was almost at this level, I barely entered Shengqiao High School, and I was still with Chang Jian, my fate is really in my heart, the grievances between you and Chang Jian have long been my beginning, and I will bear the consequences of my bad ideas, and I deserve it." ”
"Chang Jian can also be admitted to high school?" Tang Yao was a little surprised, it stands to reason that Wuhan City is still above Chang Jian's overall score except for some partial subjects. Even Wuhan City gave up high school and took the 3+3 higher vocational examination, and Chang Jian actually dared to fill in the high school. Sure enough, the courage to engage in sports is great, and the size of the heart is equal to the ability of the person.
"Well, I don't know if it's because he's too lucky, or if I'm too bad. It would bring the two of us together. However, there are several people in our class who were admitted to Linshui like you, Zhu Lingling, Xia Ying, and Xia Ying's star brother. You didn't see Xia Ying knowing how excited she was, the roof of the classroom office was almost blown up by her. With them with you, I'm more at ease. ”
Mu Sisi is still gossiping as always, and what happened in the grade is not something that her gossip queen doesn't know. Tang Yao suddenly found that the months she had spent in seclusion were extremely pale.
"You are a very boring person, and it is particularly oppressive to be with you who are not familiar with you. You're good at everything, it's just not open enough. I won't be by your side in the future, you have to learn to integrate into this world. ”
Tang Yao felt that what Mu Sisi said made some sense. In the past, Tang Yao would only blindly besiege herself, and never wanted to resist for a moment, and with her strength, she obviously had the strength to fight but wasted good opportunities again and again.
"However, I don't want to say this today, I'm like this, every time I have a positive shape, a lot of words, and only you can stand me, and you can listen to me patiently every time." Mu Sisi's eyes were a little red when he said this, he lowered his head and straightened his bangs, and when he looked up again, there was more apology in his eyes, "I've wanted to say sorry to you for a long time." I'd like to hear you say back to me, it's okay. ”
Tang Yao suddenly felt that Mu Sisi's self-directed and self-acting style of asking and answering questions was very interesting, and after a long time between friends, there would always be friction, misunderstanding, anger, and even awkwardness. Tang Yao had thought about the scene when Mu Sisi came to reconcile many times in the past, and when she was angry in her heart, she also thought about scolding the other party a lot, thought about not forgiving again, and also wanted her grievances and the feeling of no one to tell Mu Sisi to taste it too.
But after a long time, the fire in Tang Yao's heart suddenly went out one day. Tang Yao watched Mu Sisi wander among the girls she used to disdain, and at the same time she was a little sympathetic to Mu Sisi, this kind of self-deception is inflammatory, is it what she really wants. Her positive and uplifting attitude of favoritism, and for which class it is, is it really worth it?
Tang Yao and Mu Sisi knew each other when they were in elementary school, and the two of them studied under a painting teacher at that time. Mu Sisi had a deep affection for Jin Li before Tang Yao, and according to the time, Jin Li came earlier than Tang Yao, and it is natural that the weight in Mu Sisi's heart is heavier than Tang Yao. In addition, Mu Sisi has always had a different sex and inhumanity, and the situation of hating people because of love and anger was also expected by Tang Yao. Tang Yao sometimes imagined that if this happened to him, according to his character of making jade broken and not complete, would his own approach and attitude be worse than Mu Sisi's?
Tang Yao's thoughts wandered. Tang Yao deeply realized that it was time for him to stop and think about the first half of his youth, and plan the next three years by the way.