Chapter 126: The Meaning and Value of Existence
Obviously, from the perspective of temperament, it is the two extremes of movement and stillness, but I don't know why, whenever Ai Puli faces Xiao Yueluo, she always subconsciously coincides with the person in front of her and Ye Lianli's figure.
Of course, it is undeniable that the two do have a lot of similarities: similar height, superb medical skills (Xiao Yueluo: What do you say?). I'm just a rookie pharmacist, you know? This can be seen from the length of time she has been cured this time, and it is clear that she needs to lie down for a month or two in the hands of ordinary doctors, but now it is better that half a month has not arrived (Xiao Yueluo: That's just a good effect of medicinal herbs, do you know?). There is also caring about others (Xiao Yueluo: Well, I don't deny this) and the same verbosity (Xiao Yueluo: You are wordy!). Your whole family is wordy! )。
Of course, in April's eyes, Xiao Yueluo naturally has a quiet time period, that is, whenever a girl holds a medical book in her hand and sits in the corridor to read quietly, such as now...... The tranquility of the setting sun directly integrated Xiao Yueluo's whole person into it, and that natural temperament made even April feel that this was the true appearance of this person.
"Do you like to read?" April stood at the door, saw Xiao Yueluo close the book, and subconsciously asked.
"I like it." Xiao Yueluo nodded, and then didn't look at April, just turned her head to look at the sunset in the distance, "Because books can record many things, even if the author dies, as long as they are properly preserved, then these books will be passed on." It's like this medical book......"
As she spoke, Xiao Yueluo directly withdrew her gaze, and then lowered her head and kept stroking the thick book on her thigh, her eyes were deep, as if she wanted to see something else through it: "I don't know when this book started to be included here, but I can feel the author's mood when he created this book through this book." ”
"Mood?"
"That's right, the mood, what kind of thoughts and intentions are used to write this book, you can see it in the words." Xiao Yueluo smiled faintly, and then when she looked up, she saw April's expression that hadn't changed at all, and raised her eyebrows and asked, "What?" Unbelief? ”
"It's not that I don't want to believe it, but it's hard to believe, after all, it's impossible to read the author's mood when he wrote this book just by words." Maybe it's because what Xiao Yueluo said is too mysterious, so at this time, Ai Puli couldn't help but say a few more words.
"Well, it's normal for you to have such thoughts, after all, this is just my feeling." Xiao Yueluo naturally expected April's words, so she was not much surprised at this time, but when Xiao Yueluo was about to get up, she heard April open her mouth again, and this time the opening also successfully attracted her interest.
"But I don't deny the first thing you said."
"Oh? Which point? Xiao Yueluo stared at Ai Li and asked.
"'Books can record many things, even if the author dies, as long as they are kept properly, they will live on.'" Aprili repeated the words that Xiao Yueluo said at the beginning, and then paused before continuing, "It's like the library of the empire, there are also many books in it, in addition to various medical books and travelogues, there are also some records of major events in the history of the empire, all of which are a hundred years ago. ”
"I see, you came from the Empire......"
April, from the Empire: "......" so your focus is here?
April looked at Xiao Yueluo speechlessly, but she didn't have any intention of hiding where she came from, or it didn't mean anything, so she didn't deny someone's self-talk at this moment.
"But listening to what you just said, it means that you have been to the library of the Empire." The words that should have been inquiring were not in a half-doubted tone at this time, Xiao Yueluo looked at April, and immediately suddenly lowered her head as if she had thought of something, and muttered to herself, "But if it's that kind of local dialect...... Ordinary people should not be able to get in, that is to say......"
Speaking of this, Xiao Yueluo raised her head again, and then kept looking at April with a scrutinizing gaze.
"What's wrong?"
"April, you actually have a way to sneak into the palace, right?"
"......" The air completely stagnated at this moment, and after a moment, the corners of April's mouth twitched imperceptibly, and the heart that was originally mentioned fell instantly, "You want to go to the palace?" ”
"I don't want to." Xiao Yueluo shook her head, and then continued, "The palace is actually nothing good, all kinds of etiquette and regulations are cumbersome, plus some nobles abuse their privileges from time to time, it is still a question whether commoners like me can come out completely after entering. ”
"It sounds like you're familiar with the palace, have you been there?" Although she knew that this was a little unlikely, out of cooperation, Aprile still asked, but if such a situation had been placed before, it would not have happened to her.
"How is that possible!" Xiao Yueluo suddenly made a very exaggerated appearance, and then paused for a moment but showed a look of indifference, "I just saw such a description in a travelogue once, and I don't remember where that travelogue is put now." ”
The matter of the travelogue is naturally made up by Xiao Yueluo, and the reason why she has said before is also because of the identity of the previous Stephanie Borgia, after all, she died in the civil strife of the nobles at that time, and it is normal to feel this way. It's just that Stephanie's experience is impossible to talk about easily, at least in front of people who don't know it......
"I see." April nodded in understanding, but it was unknown what kind of understanding it was, "But you can't take all the things in the travelogue seriously, right?" After all, many of the opinions in it are based on the person who wrote the travelogue, and of course I am not saying how good the palace is. ”
April has actually read travelogues, and there are a lot of them, but she thinks these are flashy, and most of them are nonsense without any practical meaning, so she is not very interested, and the reason why she read the travelogue in the first place is because Bernice took the initiative to find her, otherwise she would rather find a place where no one practiced swords than would never touch these things.
"Travelogues are indeed personal opinions, and there are some exaggerations in them, but do you know that April?"
"What?"
"Why do travelogues exist? Well, in other words, why is there such a thing as a travelogue? Xiao Yueluo stared at April, her eyes full of the words "I'm serious" (wait a minute, are you sure it's two words?). )。
"Isn't it because the people who write travelogues want to write it?"
The expected answer made Xiao Yueluo hook her lips, and then said: "That's right, the travelogue was indeed initiated by some unknown people at the beginning, but the travelogue was not called a travelogue at the beginning, but a diary. ”
"Well, judging from the content, there is indeed a shadow of a diary, but does this have anything to do with what you said?"
"Of course...... It does not matter. ”
April: "...... can you talk without panting?"
"But even if it doesn't matter, it's certain that the predecessor of the travelogue was a diary, and the diaries written by people who traveled around, and what they saw and heard were sorted out to be travelogues, so the greatest value of travelogues is naturally in this aspect."
Ai Puli didn't express any opinion on what Xiao Yueluo said, but for a while, her heart was faintly shaken.
"Of course, the above is just my personal opinion, and you don't have to take it too seriously." Seeing that Ai Puli fell silent, Xiao Yueluo naturally knew that her words had an effect, but as a person who did not impose her views on others, it was necessary to add such a sentence, "Another point is the content of the travelogue, because most of the people who write the travelogue are civilians, so as long as they can read the words, in other words, they are written to civilians to increase their knowledge." ”
"Is this the purpose of the travelogue?"
"No, that's my personal opinion."
April: "...... "Do you think I'm good-tempered just because I'm not angry?"
"In short, everything has the meaning and value of the existence of everything, medical books record knowledge, travelogues record what you have seen and heard, books are like this, and the same is true of human beings." Xiao Yueluo stood up and stretched as she stood, then looked at the half-set sun in the sky, "I believe that since we have come to this world, there must be a reason for it." But whatever it is, we don't need to care too much, because fate will arrange everything, and what we have to do, or what we can do...... It's just about being ourselves. ”
The last half of the sentence was said by Xiao Yueluo turning her head to look at April, of course, even she didn't know why she said such a thing, as if she was feeling. But I have to say that Xiao Yueluo's half sentence is very meaningful, at least to April's ears. It's just that this kind of life insight that can only be obtained by experiencing a lot of things, but it appears in the mouth of a young girl at this time, but it gives people an indescribable sense of disobedience.
What do you really look like......
As the sun set, Aprili couldn't help but fall into deep thought as she looked at Xiao Yueluo's back. To be honest, it was the first time she had met such a contradictory person, obviously many things that should not happen to one person at the same time, but the reality happened, and it happened so naturally, even if she felt obviously disobedient, she felt that it should have been so......