Chapter 65: The Day of the Reunion of the Dead
The prime minister's son is surnamed Su and his name is Su Yu.
When I met Ji Lingxuan, I had just turned fifteen.
Compared with his somewhat out-of-the-box mother, Su Yu perfectly inherited the strict temperament of the prime minister.
was born as a minister, and since he was a child, he has been reading with the two princes, and he has also followed the two princes to round a lot of fields.
Among his peers, Su Yu is the best.
But in private, Su Yu couldn't wait to be comfortable.
On the outside, he pretends to be calm and calm, but at home there are countless complaints.
After stepping out of the Prime Minister's Mansion, how calm his face was, after returning to the Mansion, a sense of disgust for all kinds of people and things would follow.
It's like what Taifu said chiseled "As a human minister, you should be broken bones" and the like,
In class, Su Yuhui respectfully said "what the student knows",
When I returned to the house, my face changed.
He would secretly distract the people around him for various reasons, take his personal guards, turn around and walk quickly towards the prime minister's wife's house.
Sometimes the prime minister of the court will also be there, but it does not prevent Su Yu from taking advantage of the majesty of the prime minister's wife to vomit.
He kept a calm face and secretly made all the salutes, and when the maids of the prime minister's wife left, he would be indignant.
So in a sense, before meeting Ji Lingxuan, Su Yu was a complete hypocrite.
A fifteen-year-old boy should be eye-catching, arrogant and cheerful,
At least that's what the Prime Minister's wife thinks.
Although every time the prime minister hears his wife's theory, he always opens his mouth and wants to say something,
But in the end, the prime minister still wanted to say nothing and stopped.
Fifteen-year-old boy, already having his own ideas,
There are already different views on good and evil in the world.
As a parent, the prime minister was silent for a long time, but still didn't say anything.
Then, the two couples will sit silently on the side like ordinary people.
Listen to your son talk about the sky and the earth, and talk about poetry and distance.
Su Yu is very grateful for such parents.
The child represents the image of the parents outside,
Su Yu undoubtedly did a good job,
But when I got home,
Grievances can be vented as soon as possible.
With such a family, Su Yu is undoubtedly happy.
But at the same time, the teenager at that time,
A little bit in the blessing of not knowing the blessing.
What to say and what not to say, that is, as a prime minister, he always admonishes himself to be cautious in his words and deeds,
Not to mention Su Yu, who had just turned fifteen.
Above the main hall, in front of the emperor,
The first time he was specially appreciated, Su Yu still got carried away in the end.
In the presence of all the courtiers,
Eloquent.
Prime Minister's face changed at that time, but Su Yu at that time,
After all, it is a passion that is greater than reason.
What is the scenery like in the court,
What did the ministers think of his views?
How did the generals understand,
Is the historian recording his speech well,
He didn't know anything.
Immersed in their own ambitions,
I can't see my father's helpless and gloomy face,
I can't feel the momentum of hundreds of people in the court,
The historian's stunned eyes and the pen and ink that he silently put down,
And the calm emperor.
Now think about what was said in the temple,
Why is he impassioned, why can't he feel the disapproving eyes and demeanor around him,
Su Yu didn't know anything.
What was right when I was young may still be right now.
But for Su Yu,
Or, for the boys,
It's still too early.
Looking for mistakes from himself, Su Yu slowly entered such a dead end.
People who are too gentle, frankly hit a wall,
Slowly closed himself.
If the world can't understand it, then it must be the mistake of its own immaturity.
This is the solution that Su Yu finally came up with.
Hurry up and become mature, and become a courtier as soon as possible.
Fifteen-year-old Su Yu thought so, becoming more and more gentle for the sake of others, and finally hurt his original intention.
In the eyes of outsiders, the fact that the first audience was not approved by the emperor was not a big deal.
In fact, everyone didn't pay attention to it.
But whenever Su Yu went out and saw the crowd,
He will inexplicably feel the malicious eyes of others,
And all he can do is look ahead, straighten his chest,
Looking at a road that leads somewhere,
Ignore the existence of others.
The self-esteem for no reason brought Su Yu a secret sense of pride.
Behold, no matter what I do, I will not be affected by you,
He secretly wanted to tell the world this.
The praise of the crowd became a kind of material to support his pride and self-esteem,
Su Yu thinks that he is alive and well.
The sun is like fire, and the sun is hot.
The world thinks so.
Su Yu hated worldly views, and he hated it deeply.
But at the same time, he hates,
It seemed like something else.