281.Xu Xian on the line (3)
Xu Xiaochen's mood is actually completely understandable. The most subtle thing in this world is emotion. You like me, I don't like her, or somewhere you have a dislike for someone, it's subtle and unspeakable. The poem says that falling in love with someone actually only requires one look, which is very right, Xu Xiaochen is the kind of person who can't get half of Tang Yao's response with countless eyes. Tang Yao didn't particularly hate him, but he just felt that this boy was a little darker and not good-looking. The previous impression was deep-rooted, so no matter how Xu Xiaochen whitened his skin later, in Tang Yao's eyes, he was as dark as ever.
When Tang Yao was young, she liked her third cousin more, and she often walked around her third cousin with her short legs. Tang Yao concluded that the main reason is that the third cousin's complexion is white and translucent, and the good-looking person can always take advantage of it. Later, Tang Yao discovered the true meaning of the sentence "knowing people, knowing faces, but not hearts", and he was a few distances away from the third cousin, and then felt that the second cousin's complexion was just as white and translucent. But blood is thicker than water, and Tang Yao's temperament never sleeps overnight, so over the years, the two brothers have always been by Tang Yao's side and have become indispensable good partners with each other throughout the year. Spring, summer, autumn and winter, year after year, the tables are constant.
When Tang Yao came out of the art classroom, it was already dark. Xu Xiaochen rushed out after Tang Yao and wanted to say something to Tang Yao, when he saw a man and a woman standing two steps apart at the door. I couldn't understand it for a while, and the ambiguous atmosphere could be felt by blind people, but these two people wanted to stand apart, were they bullying that it was dark, or were they sure that there were no teachers on campus at night?
"Tang Yao, it's getting dark, I'll take you home, I'll go get the car. You are waiting for me at the door of the carport. Xu Xiaochen spoke first.
Tang Yao shook his hand and replied, "No, let me introduce you to the male classmate standing next to the tree named Jin Li, you should have seen him, he and my partner hosted the campus singer last semester, he and I live in a community, childhood sweethearts, grew up together." Tang Yao specially accentuated the four words "childhood sweetheart", so that Xu Xiaochen would dare to mention anything ridiculous with his childhood sweetheart next time. Tang Yao then went on with his childhood sweetheart, "And I'll give you an inside story, the male host of the campus singer is also recommended by me." Also, the female classmate standing one meter away from Jinli is called Mu Sisi, and my classmates are all best friends. The two of them came to wait for me to go home together. I've hugged left and right, and I'm so sorry I can't tell you. Please go home by yourself, and don't say anything in front of me about sending me or not. Again, I don't know you well enough to go home together. ”
Tang Yao stepped forward and grabbed Mu Sisi's arm, took two steps and pulled up the strap of the schoolbag that Jin Li was carrying behind her, and the two little friends who were her childhood sweethearts walked away in front of Xu Xiaochen.
The night was very hot, and it was already dark, Xu Xiaochen didn't know if it was the sweltering heat before the heavy rain that made him a little out of breath, or Tang Yao's sentence "childhood sweetheart" just now pressed on his heart, like a jack to make himself a little uncomfortable with lack of oxygen. It seems to be raining on this day, this girl who would rather walk back by herself, never accept half of her kindness, and push herself out of the door again and again, what do you want to do with her?
Si Shen didn't know when he came behind Xu Xiaochen, and sighed heavily, "I said Comrade Xu Xian, emotionally I sympathize with you, but from the conscience I still want to persuade you, you are so kind and attentive to copy a love poem behind each painting of the chivalrous girl, a semester has passed, has the chivalrous girl found it once?" ”
Xu Xiaochen shook his head, as if he was answering Si Shen, but he was actually saying to himself. Last semester, every time he took a sketching class, he waited until the last one, and when his classmates left, he secretly wrote different love poems behind Tang Yao's paintings, or complained "This year's flowers are better than last year's, but next year's flowers are better, who do you know with them?" Or the appreciative "there are beautiful people, see them and never forget", or the lovesick "lovesick and know when you see each other?" It's hard to feel the night at this point. Xu Xiaochen also specially bought a book of Tang and Song poems for this purpose, and the book was read through, and he wrote it in a different way every time. But Tang Yao didn't seem to have found it before, and he didn't react at all. Life can wait, you can wait until the other party fully understands her mind and then confess, but there should be some interaction between the bits and pieces, and the other party should also know that there is someone who has been by her side, not asking for anything, just hoping to see her bright smile when she looks back.
But none of this happened between Xu Xiaochen and Tang Yao at all. On the contrary, there was no progress in the matter, and it was actually discovered by Si Shen in the middle of the half. Adolescent crushes are the most taboo to be discovered, and this kind of stuffy feeling in the bottom of my heart suddenly changes when I see the light. Originally, joys and sorrows, joys and sorrows, all had the final say from their own hearts, but now that others know, it seems that their solid thoughts have been unloaded, and they are very scared in their hearts.
"The revolution has not yet succeeded, but I advise you not to try, comrade."