About foxes
Eleven
He sat in the dark corner of the pottery, playing with the small mirror in his hand.
When Yuxi pushed the door in, a ray of light also came in directly, and most of it fell on him, and his eyes narrowed slightly.
"Si Ming Xinjun......" She recognized him, her expression was calm, without any waves, and the two looked at each other face to face, not at all like strangers who met for the first time, as if they were ...... She was already familiar with her face. He thought about it, and the corners of his lips hooked, it should indeed be very familiar, after all...... I have been in the void so far, and I have seen those past events, and there is no unfamiliar reason.
She points it out quietly: "You designed it all. ”
Not an interrogative sentence.
The answer was already in her heart, so now come ......
"You're here to ask for sin?" The tone is rare and serious, although the eyebrows are still habitually frivolous.
She was silent for a moment: "I just don't want to die and be kept in the dark." ”
"You're not going to die. It is destined that you will not die before your life is over. ”
It's unpredictable.
Is the golden cicada destined to die at this time? But he still ...... after all
Yu Xie didn't seem to be entangled in this question, but said to himself: "The Heavenly Recognition Machine has always been owned by Si Ming Xinjun, and it has never left his body. appeared in the demon world for no reason...... You arranged it, right? ”
He doesn't speak.
Yu Xie said: "What you did so obviously means that you didn't want to hide it from me. Now that I'm here, give me a reason. ”
"You want to know that?"
“…… You're the one who wants me to know, aren't you? "If you don't want people to know, why stay here and wait for her?
He finally sighed slowly: "People who don't know anything are the happiest." ”
Yu Xie's face was expressionless: "But you don't want me to be happy." ”
"It's your own choice, and I didn't give you a chance." He ruffled a strand of hair hanging down on his chest, "You know, I'm a person who misses old loves. Tsk, thinking of the past relationship between you and me, I will give you another chance now, do you want to be happily ignorant, or painfully sober......" The corners of your lips are slightly hooked: "Tell me, your answer." ”
"Don't talk nonsense."
His voice was low and softened, as if with a faint sigh: "It's not that I didn't give you a chance, it's that you yourself have forced yourself to this job again and again." Yu Xie, a personality like yours will suffer sooner or later. If you regret it in the future...... You can't complain about me. As for people, they should always bear the consequences of their choices. ”
He smiled, and the smile dissipated before it reached the bottom of his eyes: "Even if it is, bitter fruit." ”
……
The truth is simple, it's not even a conspiracy.
For the man who is being calculated has understood this beginning and the end from beginning to end, that is, the final death, and it is equally thorough.
Xiaoruo's birth was originally against the sky, if it weren't for him and Jiangxian to protect each other, he would not know where his soul would have returned. But even so, as a commander, he is in charge of the fate of the world, and he is not omnipotent after all. He can't rely on his own ability to give Xiaoruo a good ending, just like he can't master the golden cicada, it's a truth.
Si Ming can only be the life of a person in the six realms of reincarnation.
A lament that was destined to happen. He knew the end, but he was unwilling to do nothing and watch everything happen.
The cost of changing one's life is too heavy for ordinary people to afford.
Golden cicada is undoubtedly the best choice among the few people...... And Yuxie's existence is like a medium, linking Xiaoruo to his fate.
With such a cultivation as Jin Cicada, he naturally knows what he does and what he intends to do.
But what if you know?
It was clear from beginning to end that he was still sinking so soberly.
The word love is very harmful.
……
"What else would you like to ask? I will know everything, and I will say everything. ”
Yu Xie was silent for a moment, and his words were difficult: "Master...... Does he know? ”
"He doesn't know."
"So...... Never let him know. ”
She couldn't tell if it was right or wrong? I forgot the purpose of coming here in the first place. The truth really hurts.
He pursed his lips slightly, everyone always has something they don't want others to know. It's like she doesn't want Xiaoruo to know this so-called secret...... It's like the years when she lost her memory after being stripped of her heart by Na Suwan, if there was no reminder, she would probably always think that those lost days were really slept by her.
What is the truth, buried under the fall of the years, and some people don't want her to know.
In the play, people are happy, angry, sad and happy, and he is the only one, from beginning to end, just a bystander.
None of this has anything to do with him.
……
Yu Xie finally made his choice, and it was rare to be decisive and neat, so neat that he couldn't help but look sideways.
She turned away without hesitation, he looked at her lonely and emaciated back, and couldn't help but say something that shouldn't be said, "All this has nothing to do with you, why pile that irrelevant responsibility on yourself." Rain break, it's not like you. ”
He didn't think she would answer.
She replied and didn't look back.
"So what is like me?" She paused, then suddenly said, "You don't know me, and I don't know you." Even in the past thousands of years, we have been together almost every day, and we have never understood each other. ”
Her mood fluctuated slightly: "Fox ......"
She said, but it was an irrelevant remark: "Whether it is a human or a demon, between heaven and earth, everyone is unique." For the fox, the rain break is the only one, but is it different for the priest? It doesn't matter who you are, aren't you still you? Si Ming is good at playing with people's hearts, and over time, he really loses his heart? The memories of the past are real to me, but what about you? Or do you really not care at all? That's why you can use me as a pawn without guilt and use it at will? ”
His heart throbbed unknowingly, for many years ago there was a woman who had said something similar to him.
"Flesh makes a heart that hurts! For Xingnanyue, the island is the only one. Isn't it the same for Si Ming? Whether it's Xingnanyue or Si Ming, aren't you still you? You really don't regret missing out on Shanzhou? Is Si Ming really ruthless? ”
He hung his head, his face hidden in the darkness, noncommittal.
Yuxie's back faded away, and finally disappeared into a pink peach forest, never to be found again.
He pursed the corners of his mouth and straightened his shirt casually, and the next moment, the young man disappeared into the spot, and a small snow-colored fox walked out gracefully from behind a large clump of red coral, its amber eyes narrowed slightly. Golden cicada ...... He was able to know his plan, and he was naturally able to guess what he was thinking. He was not without reservations about the so-called truth that Yu Xie said, such as...... Jin Chanzi changed his life for Xiaoruo, how could the price paid be so tragic?
He didn't say it, it was just a favor for him.
As for the future, it's up to him. It has nothing to do with him.
Where do you go next?
The little fox shook his head, hmm...... Let's go to the wild water and have a look.
There...... It should be very lively, too.