"Is there any smoke?" Jiang Hui asked lazily, with a shallow wound in her eyes.

Cigarettes, Xing Ruyi didn't have it, but Xiao Lu did, he sent one slippery, ignored Li Run's objections, picked her up, and stood aside.

"I waited for him like a fool for half a year, or I waited for him like a fool for another half a year. Half a year later, I became pregnant, but he gave me two options on the grounds that I couldn't convince my parents. The first, knock out the child and give him some more time. The second, knock out the child, and we break up. That's our child, it's the crystallization of our love, but in his eyes, I don't see half of the information, half of the reluctance, but trouble. I'm in trouble, and so is the child in my belly.

I chose to break up and chose to go to the hospital alone to send that unwanted child away. I thought I could be free, I thought I could start all over again until I saw him and the girl on the street. He held her hand tightly and took good care of her, and that kind of intimate appearance did not look like he was coerced by his parents at all. I knew in my heart that I had been deceived by him, and what he said to me before might have been a lie. ”

"If you know a lie, you should let it go completely."

"My sanity tells me that I should let go, it's not worth doing anything for such a liar, but my feelings tell me that I can't just leave it at that. What are my feelings and the child I lost? What is it? I locked myself up, for seven whole days, the more I thought about it, the more I was wronged, the more I thought about it, the more angry I became, I wanted revenge, I wanted revenge. ”

"Revenge? It's nothing more than a lose-lose situation. ”

"No, it's not that both sides are hurt, it's that I'm hurt more. Life is not, it's not a TV series, it's not that if you say blackening, you will be blackened, if you say revenge, you will take revenge, and if you say revenge, you can take revenge. How to retaliate, how to retaliate, how to make the other person experience the pain you experienced, all these things are general and difficult to do. It is a crime to kill someone, and it is also a crime to beat someone, but if you don't kill him or beat him, how can you make your heart happy. At that time, I was only a girl in my twenties, blinded by grievances and hatred, but I struggled to know how to pour out my pain.

In the end, I decided to find out what happened to him and the girl first.

I found out that the girl was in the same place as him, and in the seventies and eighties of the last century, the girl's parents made a fortune by making horns and plastic flowers. After leaving the countryside and settling in Los Angeles, she began to get involved in various entertainment venues and real estate, and was a veritable girl from a wealthy family in their village.

His relationship with the girl is not as he told me, his parents like the girl and force them to be together, but he took the initiative to pursue the girl, and even spent a lot of effort chasing the girl. The reason why he pursued the girl was entirely because the girl's family had money, and the girl's parents could also help him in his career.

Most importantly, they are not unmarried boyfriend and girlfriend, but married couples. When I met him, the girl was pregnant, and he pursued me only because he coveted my beauty, my gentleness, and the things I could give her that a girl could not give. To put it bluntly, I am his pastime outside of marriage, in today's words, a junior.

This realization made me more and more painful, and I hated them more and more. ”

"What did you do?"

"I found the girl, his wife. I told her about what had happened to me and her husband, and she was furious and hit me with a pair of scarlet eyes. I didn't show weakness and hit back. I told her that it was his husband who provoked me by hiding his married status, that he had deceived me, and that I would never let him go. ”

"And then?"

She laughed, and she said casually, saying that her husband would never abandon their mother and son for the sake of an outside woman. I laughed too, and I said that she was right, that I was indeed the one who was outcast, but that the man did not stay with their mother and son because he loved her, but because her family was rich. She said that money is also capital. I slapped the table in anger and ran away from her in embarrassment. I'll admit it, I lost, and I lost completely. I thought I could provoke her and appreciate her pain as a victor, but as a result, I got more humiliation and pain. This feeling made me feel so painful that I wanted to kill that man every minute. ”

"You're controlled by your own demons."

"It doesn't matter, people get out of control sometimes, don't they?" Jiang Hui played with the cigarette in her hand: "I went to the bar and wanted to anesthetize myself with the help of alcohol, and when I was drunk, I met a man. A very strange man wearing a black top hat, a black tuxedo, black trousers, and black leather shoes. He is dressed as a gentleman in a Western movie, but he looks like a clown. His face was white, his eyes were thin and long, and his bright red lips seemed to be smiling, whether he was speaking with or without his mouth. If I saw him at first glance in a conscious state, I would definitely think he was terrible, but at that time I was drunk and I didn't mind what he looked like. ”

"A man?"

"Yes, a strange man who came up to me with a glass of wine and asked me in a low voice if I wanted revenge, if I wanted that man to pay the most painful price of my life. I smiled and nodded. He said he could help me, but only if I had to pay a price. I asked him what he wanted me to pay. He said, "Taste, a unique taste that belongs to me." Flavor? What is that, of course I can give it up. ”

"And then, what happened?"

"I don't remember, I just remember that when I woke up the next day, it was in my own house, the TV was on, and a piece of news was playing on it. The man's wife died, and it died a strange death, and the police took the biggest suspect as a matter of course, the man who was with the woman. My mind went blank and I just stared blankly at what was happening on TV. I don't know how long it took me to wake up and wash my face, and when I walked out of the bedroom, I saw the strange man sitting in my living room. He said that the man who cheated on me would die in prison, that what he promised me had been done, and that it was time for me to pay. ”

Jiang Hui's expression became strange: "I want to speak, but I can't open my mouth, and my whole body seems to be frozen." I watched as the quirky man walked up to me, raised his hand, and pressed the index finger of his right hand between my eyebrows. I don't know exactly what he did, I just felt like he had taken something from his body. After a while, he took out a small bottle with some light blue liquid, and he told me that those light blue liquids were my taste. I thought it was so funny that he was a big liar who was acting, and I kicked him out of my house. ”

"But you've really lost your taste."

"Yes, I really lost my taste, but when I first started, I didn't know it. Because of the man's affairs, I stayed at home for a long time in a daze, until I regained my strength, and then walked out of the house. When I stood in the sun again, ready for a good life, I noticed that everything was getting weird. I was standing in front of them, but they didn't seem to see me. ”

Jiang Hui said, raising her eyes to look at Xing Ruyi: "Can you imagine that scene?" I have warmth on my body, there is a shadow on the ground, I can do everything in life, I can communicate with strangers without barriers, but I can't get along with my relatives and friends. The closer people are, the more they can't see me. I tried to befriend strangers, only to find out to my despair that once we crossed the boundaries of strangers, they couldn't see me. Loneliness, special loneliness. Scared, especially scared. ”

Jiang Hui closed her eyes, "I went to that bar again, only this time, I wasn't drunk, I looked for the man, looking forward to his appearance." I stayed in that bar until the wee hours of the morning, and just as I was about to leave, he showed up. I pounced like a madman, and I begged him to give me back the smell of mine, and he looked at me with a teasing, mocking, cold look. He told me that he had sold my taste, but that I could work for him. As long as I am willing to work for him, he can provide me with a steady stream of other people's flavors. ”

"You've been fooled!"

"Yes, I was fooled, I fell for a man again, although I don't know, he is not human. In order to get the taste, in order to be able to let the relatives and friends around me see me, I became his helper or slave, and I began to constantly use my identity and beauty to help him find different objects, and then induce those people to sell their taste willingly. Those smells were finally packed into perfume bottles and turned into that pale blue liquid. That kind of perfume, we call it Mrs. Xiang. ”

"The bottle on the ground?"

"That's just one of many flavors. The uniqueness of Mrs. Xiang lies in the fact that none of its flavors are repeated, they are similar. Because of its taste, it's all from different people. ”

"And how are you ......?"

"I fell in love with a man, and in my third year of service to that man, I fell in love with the second man of my life. It was also because of this man that I lost my life. Jiang Hui stroked her hair: "I saw him in a hospital." He was sitting in a flower bed, with a cigarette in his hand, and he was crying. I walked over and asked him what was wrong, and he said his wife had just been diagnosed with terminal cancer and it wasn't that long. I listened to all their stories, and I felt a little envious in my heart. ”