Chapter 268: Self-reflection

In the valley, the mountain peaks collapsed, the streams dried up, the delicate flowers withered, the trees and meadows quickly faded and dried up, and the butterflies and bees turned into stars and disappeared......

The messy memories came flooding in, Ye Qingyu closed her eyes, and dense beads of sweat appeared on her forehead.

From noon to sunset, when Ye Qingyu opened his eyes again, he couldn't tell what it was like in his heart.

Ye Qingyu remembered everything, she had already strung together all the memories of the past. But instead of the joy of recovering her memory, she was a little at a loss for a while, not knowing whether to continue to stand here or find a place to sit down.

Ye Qingyu stood in place for a long time, so long that her stomach "gurgled" and protested. She hadn't been idle for a long time since last night's battle began. Only at noon, I ate a small piece of mutated dragon fruit.

threw a small horse on the ground, and Ye Qingyu sat down on the spot. Take out a box of jerky and chew it tastelessly. After eating a few pieces, he was choked and couldn't swallow anymore, Ye Qingyu took out a bottle of water and poured it a few times.

Ye Qingyu simply solved the day's rations, nested on the pony, and spit on what he had done!

Ye Qingyu was about to be stupidly cried by himself! What did she think at the time? After asking Wen Juan, she quietly ran away? Ye Qingyu felt that he was stupid, stupid, cowardly, and hypocritical at that time, and he was still doing it!

"Woo, can I forget this experience? Can I think I didn't remember it? That idiot is not me! It must not be me! How could I be so stupid? ”

Ye Qingyu rubbed his hair angrily with both hands.

"Alas, I don't know where Ah Ye is now? How is he? I must have been hurt a lot at that time, right? ”

Ye Qingyu spit on himself, and Shen Ye was even more worried and sad.

Ye Qingyu suddenly remembered her previous life, when her mother was still there, and she was in elementary school. Every day carefree, know to play. At that time, the saddest thing for her was the week before school started after each winter and summer vacation. Because that's when she's crazy about her homework.

But I struggled for days, and I couldn't finish writing anyway. Every time it was the night before school started, how did she comfort herself? She said to herself that she would be scolded by the teacher tomorrow, and she might be punished, and she would lose a big face in front of her classmates. However, sooner or later, this incident will become history.

At that time, she could see clearly, good things and bad things will become a piece of history sooner or later, and after a while, everyone will forget about it. How many people can remember? Even for herself, many things have been forgotten.

But she can't forget this incident, and she doesn't dare to forget it. She was going to remember it forever and ever.

became an alien, with the same spiritual power as divine consciousness, all of Ye Qingyu's memories became clear. Whether it is from a past life or from this life. At this time, Ye Qingyu also remembered the book she remembered.

When he first came to this world, Ye Qingyu was confused, and he didn't know why he came to a middle and apocalyptic world; is also worried, worried about when he will become a character in the middle of the project, and become a cannon fodder. At that time, Ye Qingyu also had a fear of zombies, mutated animals and plants, and the unknown world.

She lived very carefully, and still remembered the caution when she received supplies at the beginning, hiding space and mental power, and eliminating any hidden worries. Slowly, Ye Qingyu realized that this was not just the middle world, maybe just one aspect of this world. This is a real world, and a group of real human beings with flesh and blood and feelings live here.

Now, she can be regarded as avoiding the fate of cannon fodder, three and a half years after the end of the world, and she has not seen the characters in it for a long time. She should have jumped out of the plot and become a passerby who appeared in it.

The confusion, the worry, the caution, the entanglement, the fear...... In the face of life and death, it becomes so worthless.

Shen Ye is the first person she came into contact with in this world, and it is also the destination of her feelings. Shen Ye conveyed to her what love is with practical actions.

No matter when, Shen Ye would want to be ahead of her, guide her when she was negligent. not only protects her, but also allows her to grow up step by step. This is also why her love for Shen Ye has the illusion of her father's care.

But Shen Ye, the love she gave her was not only caring, sweet, domineering, exclusive, selfish, and gentle...... Along the way, Shen Ye's love runs through it.

She is so hypocritical, so uncherished, she can't use her cowardice in love as an excuse, to blame...... Can she say without conscience that Shen Ye was too good to her and spoiled her.

Perhaps when she made the decision to leave alone and go out to seek medical treatment, she had not caused irreparable damage. If she figured it out in time and turned back, everyone would be happy.

But it backfired, because she left alone, leaving her in a desperate situation. And her near-death caused Shen Ye to suffer unprecedented pain. The death of his lover, that kind of pain, that taste, Ye Qingyu didn't dare to think about it. This is also the place where she can't forgive herself the most.

Speaking of which, hurting her hurt her, she forgot Shen Ye, forgot herself, and forgot Xia Fengjiao who returned to the base, I don't know if she died?

Ye Qingyu grinded her teeth, if Xia Fengjiao was in front of her now, she would definitely pounce on it and tear Xia Fengjiao apart!

Xia Fengjiao is really weird, listening to her tone, how can she live for a thousand years. In this era of the end of the Dharma when the aura has disappeared, it is not small to be able to live for so long. If Xia Fengjiao hadn't died, in this increasingly mysterious world, that old witch would definitely become a big scourge.

"Don't let me touch you again!"

Suddenly, Ye Qingyu remembered the ice crystal space she had brought into this valley. Throwing out a car, after repeatedly confirming that there was no one around, leaving a shadow enchantment, Ye Qingyu entered the space.

Ye Qingyu returned to the bedroom and saw the ice crystal space on the dresser. Sitting down in front of the dresser, Ye Qingyu began to check the items placed in the ice crystal space.

First of all, there are star stones, which are very good night lighting materials, and it is estimated that this is what the immortal cultivation world calls moonstones. But the appearance of these moonstones is like bright stars, and Ye Qingyu wants to call them "star stones." ”

There are also luminous plants that also have the effect of night lighting, Ye Qingyu doesn't have to worry anymore, even if the candles will not be produced in the future, outside the base, it will not be dark.