Chapter 186: Freemasonry

But as soon as Tang Manman spoke, Xu Yinlong had already guessed what Tang Manman wanted to say, and he smiled at Tang Manman very calmly.

"You probably want to ask me, why do you have severe depression and still be able to come out and work? Why haven't I escaped the glitzy life of the entertainment industry yet? ”

Xu Yinlong's words were very frank.

This made Tang Manman feel a little weak, maybe she was thinking too narrowly.

"Don't get me wrong, in fact, before I came here, I was also diagnosed with depression, so I will escape my original life and leave the entertainment industry temporarily, I just want my condition not to continue to deteriorate."

"I thought I would be able to let go of my anxiety when I left the luxurious metropolis, but in fact, it wasn't until I came here that I realized I was wrong."

"Running away doesn't keep my condition under control, and I really hope I get better as soon as possible."

Tang Manman doesn't like such a gloomy self, and he doesn't like himself who wants to cry on a rainy day.

She was afraid that one day, she would be completely disappointed in life and life, and when that day came, she would probably not be able to notify others and disappear into this world.

"In fact, sometimes escaping will not solve the fundamental problem, and will make the situation more and more serious, I have watched the drama you performed in the past, and I also learned some news about you from Gu Mian's mouth."

"You are already a very good actress, just to say that we are in the entertainment industry, the better you are, the more you will attract the attention of others, which will cause some malicious speculation from others."

"There's really no way we can control other people's attitudes towards us."

They strolled along the country road, and Xu Yinlong's tone was calm, as if he had seen through everything.

Tang Manman nodded in agreement, "I know what you said is right, but when things really fall on you, it is difficult to stay calm, and it is difficult to think about everything so clearly." ”

Tang Manman felt a little depressed.

Maybe it was because she couldn't get Qin Shi's understanding when she was frustrated outside, or maybe it was because Qin Shi had always supported herself and believed in herself.

But this time, Qin Shi changed her attitude towards herself, she couldn't bear such a big contrast.

In the final analysis, it was actually Tang Manman who had habitually begun to rely on Qin Shi, but at this time, Qin Shi seemed to want to distance himself from her.

Tang Manman has not yet learned, while loving a person deeply, he keeps a clear distance from the other party, becoming two relatively independent individuals.

She had tried her best not to cause trouble for Qin Shi, but she still made Qin Shi change her attitude towards her.

As an actress, she really has no way to avoid contact with other male actors, she has tried her best to control her scale, and she has made a clear request with Cheng Yu that she will not take too intimate scenes.

Even so, it still aroused Qin Shi's dissatisfaction, and Tang Manman really didn't know what to do.

Seeing that Tang Manman remained silent and cranky, Xu Yinlong subconsciously wanted to raise his hand and hug Tang Manman in his arms.

He couldn't imagine how a fragile person like Tang Manman could survive in the entertainment industry.

Tang Manman suddenly raised his head, and saw Xu Yinlong a little embarrassed, raising his hands.

"Thank you very much, Mr. Xu, thank you for explaining me, no one has said these words to me for a long time, I don't know why, I can't listen to such words from other people's mouths at all."

"But coming out of your mouth makes me feel different."

For Tang Manman, Xu Yinlong is like a patient of his.

The depression in her own heart may only be understood by Xu Yinlong.

Only Xu Yinlong can empathize with her, which is why she treats Xu Yinlong with her eyes.

"Actually, you don't have to confine yourself to this school, when you're not busy, you can also come to watch the shooting of our movie on the spot, I don't think Gu Mian will mind."

"Maybe you can help her." Xu Yinlong took the initiative to send an invitation to Tang Manman.

Tang Manman heard Xu Yinlong's words and imagined everything in the crew, and Tang Manman unconsciously looked forward to it.

"Okay, I'll definitely go when I have time." Seeing that it was not early, Tang Manman said goodbye to Xu Yinlong and returned to the dormitory.

She was lying on the bed alone, and when she thought of Qin Shi in her mind, she could clearly feel that after chatting with Xu Yinlong, her mood and mood had improved greatly.

Tang Manman hesitated, wanting to send a message to Qin Shi,

After all, Qin Shi is still looking for her traces all over the world, and she wants to give Qin Shi a sense of safety, at least let Qin Shi know that she is safe and sound now, although she is not ready to go back.

Holding the mobile phone in her hand, she found Qin Shi's number, looking at the number that was very familiar before, Tang Manman hesitated a little, and she edited the text message.

"I'm fine, don't read it." She hesitated to send the few words.

However, half an hour later, Tang Manman deleted the text messages he had edited word by word.

She still didn't have the courage to answer Qin Shi's questions, she knew that as soon as her text message was sent, Qin Shi would call immediately.

At that time, Qin Shi will definitely ask her where she is, or ask her what she has encountered in the recent period, although Tang Manman's condition has improved somewhat.

But she didn't think about how to answer Qin Shi's questions.

So she could only put aside the idea of contacting Qin Shi in her heart for the time being.

Maybe everything has not yet reached the right time, Tang Manman comforted herself like this, she is still living her own stable life, hoping to use such a peaceful life to let her heart slowly let go of all defenses.

And at this moment, Qin Shi had already almost gone crazy because he was looking for Tang Manman, and he finally tried to contact Gu Mian.

He didn't expect that since Gu Mian accepted his invitation last time, he wanted to switch to the film industry, and now he is shooting movies in a remote mountainous area.

When he dialed Gu Mian's phone, his tone was unusually excited.

"Gu Mian, do you have any news about Manman, I can't find her." Qin Shi's tone was hurried.

Gu Mian naturally knew how anxious Qin Shi was at this moment, Qin Shi had probably tried his best to find Tang Manman.

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