Chapter 19: Cooking wine on heroes, green plums beat bamboo horses.
But there is no if.
Nor can time be reversed.
Therefore, he can only work hard, with the rest of his life, to replace this unpleasant memory with something else, a pleasant memory.
He didn't say the rest of the words, but Zhan Qingming understood.
He looked at this villain with a complicated expression, and suddenly felt that at this moment, this villain had put down the past and looked forward.
In the past, the memories of his madness and madness in his previous life have been replaced by new, flesh-and-blood, new life, and energetic memories.
Let him have a new life and a new beginning.
At this moment, Zhan Qingming seemed to understand why the girl would say that all this was his own choice.
He wanted to start from scratch, but he didn't know where to start, his memories were full of bad pasts, all dark pasts, all disgusting, desperate despair that made people want to destroy the world.
If such a person cannot be reborn after death, he cannot turn back at all, and he does not want to turn back, because everything is meaningless to him.
However, the arrival and existence of that girl did not stop his revenge, let alone criticize him, but it was just free-range, but it penetrated into his life in the free-range, and all the beautiful things like starry fluorescent were imprinted in his mind bit by bit.
Even though he hated, even though he wanted to destroy, he still had a merciful heart.
Otherwise, he would still have the power to kill him at the moment when the ship did not set sail, but he did not, let him go, let him break his siege.
As for the outcome, he didn't care anymore, but—
Or is it because the girl has remorse and remorse that she is so painful.
But it is precisely because of this pain that he has been able to stand up and walk out completely, with expectations for the future and a thirst for tomorrow.
This man, this villain, he is back alive.
I can't tell you what kind of mood I feel like -
Let Zhan Qingming reach out and cover his eyes, and laugh in a low voice.
"Really, yes—"
"What?"
His inexplicable words made Xiao Bojun look at him.
He shook his head.
"It's okay, you can rest, if you want to, you can stay in this exhibition house, if you don't want to, find another place, as for what you want to do in the future, it's up to you, come, come to me for tea and chat, it's okay."
With that, he got up and went out, took Anna, who had been hiding outside the door and eavesdropping on them, threw her into another room, and sat down in the courtyard by himself, with his chin propped up, looking up at the sky.
The sky is bright and bright, the sun is far away and hot, and the occasional breeze caresses it, and the air is filled with the smell of earth and the smell of flowers, which makes Zhan Qingming feel for the first time that meditation time is also a kind of enjoyment.
This kind of enjoyment can be compared to his hobby of collecting beautiful things.
He pulled his mouth and laughed.
"System—"
[Hmm.] 】
"Ai Baobao, Muyu, she's a very amazing person-"
【……】
Looking at the host who suddenly had a feeling, the system fell silent.
[Why do you suddenly think so?] 】
"Hmm, what do you say?"
He leaned down on the table, his eyes half-closed, his slightly long eyelashes quivering.
"In my previous cognition, the purpose of a task like Gongluo is very clear, which is to make the villain accept you, identify with you, admit you, and even obey you, but that person is not-"
"She free-ranges the task objects, let them play freely, will not interfere too much, except for the occasional mention, the rest is up to you, even if you go the wrong way and do unforgivable mistakes, she will not blame you, nor will she educate you, but at the moment when you make a mistake, she will turn the situation around, but she will not tell you, let you think about it yourself, to understand it, but understand where you are wrong——"
These words made the system quiet for a while and nodded.
[Well, that's true. 】
"The main thing is—"
Zhan Qingming buried his face in the crook of his arm and laughed, but there were some emotions in his voice that the system could not distinguish.
[Huh? 】
"The tasker usually regards the task object as the goal, as the goods in the bag, it is enough to complete the task, and she doesn't have to worry about the rest, but she treats the task object as a person, not to complete the task, but to redeem others."
[Redemption? 】
The system was stunned.
[You mean, Xiao Bojun, the villain, was redeemed by her? ] 】
"Well, you take a good look at his expression, it is the relaxation and relief that he didn't have before, even if he didn't get Ai Baobao's like, but he didn't feel unwilling, only calm and attachment."
"It seems that it doesn't matter whether Ai Baobao likes him or not, the important thing is that she is still alive, still there, and can still let him see him, talk to him, and watch the world with him, and slowly grow up with him."
"Xiao Bojun's state of mind, grown, such a person, will not fall into the darkness in the future, this is salvation, you look at the villains I once completed, their expressions can distinguish the difference."
【……】
The system silently looked through the previous archives, looking at the villains who had been attacked by its host, they seemed to be just like marionettes, and they did whatever the host told them to do.
There are no more independent souls and minds.
It turned its head sideways, looked at the young man sitting there in the room, looking out the window, with a calm and smiling expression, and always felt that his heart seemed to have been hit by something, it didn't hurt, it wasn't uncomfortable, but it was a little indescribable.
Even.
It looked at its host, which was rarely quiet, and the corners of its lips twitched, and it wanted to ask.
Do you regret what you did?
However, I don't know why, but it thinks it's better not to ask.
Let him reflect.
It always felt that this time, it was not only the villain who was redeemed, but also its host, but it didn't know how long this dog thing could last.
For the nature of this dog thing, it really didn't give much hope.
Can a dog change to eat?
Scold.
Stop dreaming!
Xiao Bojun stayed at Zhan Qingming's house for a few days, and then left the development house to find a teaching job in Wencheng.
faded away from indifference and deep, became gentle and polite, and also a little shallow and alienated youth, coupled with his gorgeous appearance that was raised, instantly made the big girls and little girls in the entire Wencheng, and even the mothers and grandmothers, like it to the bones, and from time to time to send him some this, send some that, just to take a look at him and be beautiful for several days.
There are many unmarried girls who are very attached to him, but when they know that he has a favorite object, they are all sad, and even many girls say that they can serve the same husband.
But he refused, and bluntly said that if he didn't marry in his life, he would only marry one person.
And who this person is, but no one knows, only Zhan Qingming.
Well, there is also the big guy herself, after the last Xue Guangxuan estrus incident, she already knows all about these things, so she has long seen that this strange soul lamp is also in heat against him.
However, Xue Guangxuan's estrus couldn't be concealed, and the subtle forbearance of this strange soul lamp's estrus was not mentioned on the surface, so she wouldn't say it.