Even so, I don't feel the loneliness you mentioned, and I can't empathize with it, and in my opinion, wanting to have others is not a concern for yourself, but an instinctive tendency, just like desire. ”

"After all, the reason why others are called others is that they have the same independent mind as you do, and they can determine their own behavior and movements—"

"If they are willing to be hugged by you and have the same mood as you, you can experience the happiness and joy of hugging, if they are not willing to be hugged by you, then even if you hug them, it is just an action."

"Therefore, putting expectations and hopes, and even care on others, is not a manifestation of caring for oneself, but a kind of demand, asking for an existence that can make oneself feel at ease, and this peace of mind will be lost at any time, and it will put oneself in negative emotions, so that it is on the verge of getting out of control."

"From this point of view, this kind of demand is not about self-concern, but about endangering oneself."

This can almost be regarded as a ruthless dissect, which made Lu Shen's eyebrows and eyes show astonishment.

At this moment, he clearly felt how cold the woman opposite was in her nature, no, or rather, she had no love at all.

She doesn't understand that people are social creatures, and they can't live long in isolation.

Moreover, I don't think there's anything wrong with being alone to survive, but I take it for granted.

In her cognition, there is no loneliness, no loneliness, no joys and sorrows, no joys and sorrows, only the clarity of opening her eyes, the deep sleep of closing her eyes, and other than that, there is nothing.

This person, she can no longer be called a human, but an emotionless spirit, or a god.

"Could it be—"

I couldn't tell what I was feeling in my heart, Lu Shen slowly curled up his hand and asked in a hoarse voice.

"Isn't there anything you care about, or is there no one around you who can stand with you?"

The woman opposite blinked.

"What you care about, no, the person standing next to you-"

She paused.

"There is a little cutie, a colorful owl, but they are not my belongings, they just live with me, they can leave at any time, they can seek their own life at any time, and I do not hinder them from staying."

Lu Shen's breath was suffocated.

He suddenly understood where his powerlessness came from.

It was this woman who made him feel powerless.

He couldn't catch her.

It's not that he can get it by trying his best and putting a lot of effort into it.

This woman, she won't stop for anyone-

No, she never left and returned, but stood where she was, living her own life, watching others come and go, doing nothing, watching time pass and species reincarnated.

Everything is about her, everything is not about her.

"Ahem, ahem, ahem—"

Suddenly, he covered his mouth and coughed.

The violent coughing made him tear his heart and lungs, and also made him vomit a mouthful of blood, and his soul body was even more turbulent, and the soul lamps involved were all defeated by the fact that they were clearly extinguished.

Even the framework of this world made an unbearable creaking sound, as if it would collapse at any moment.

This scene, the system watching was terrified.

[Hey, hey, hey! What's going on? Didn't you say it's good? Why did the world suddenly fall apart? What the hell! 】

"I don't know."

The big guy is also a little confused.

Hurriedly waved his hand to freeze the world, looked at the blood bar on the skull of the alien soul lamp and quickly retreated, until it was about to run out, and quickly reached out to pull out the soul body of the alien soul lamp, and even opened the space-time mirror, and grabbed the child for backup.

In a daze, the child who was caught by the big guy stared in horror at the world around him that was suddenly frozen, and Lu Shen, who was sitting on the bed with his mouth covered but his mouth full of blood, and his whole little body trembled.

He stammered as he looked at the big guy.

"Fa, what's going on?"

"Well, your dad might be going to die."

！！！！

The child was so frightened that he almost fell to the ground.

"No, isn't it okay? Why, why are you going to die? ”

"Well, it's a bit complicated to explain."

The big guy reached out and poked his chin a little tangled, grunting strangely.

"I didn't do anything, just to solve the confusion of the alien soul lamp, to help him understand the current situation, so that he can figure out the cause and effect, and after living to the finale clearly, he will completely sort out his mind, so that he can make a wish that is beneficial to himself, and send him reincarnation, why did it become like this? It's weird—"

？？？

She muttered, so that the child didn't resist at all, and fell to the ground with a full face, 'Who am I?' ', 'Where am I?' 'What's going on now?' 'What the hell is going on?' 's five confusion and three inverted.

And, I couldn't figure out why the alien soul lamp had become such a virtuous boss, so I sighed sadly, looked at the two-headed giant baby, and wondered where to start.

At this moment, the strange soul lamp, which was obviously unconscious, actually opened a pair of gray-blue inorganic eyes and looked at the woman in front of him.

This scene made the system gasp.

[It, why did it wake up?!] 】

"Hmm-"

Facing the pair of gray-blue eyes, Si Ruan blinked, feeling that these eyes were a little familiar, vaguely like her little cutie.

"Taiyi?"

【？？？ Too, Taiyi is that little cutie in your family? No way?? ! Is the target of the quest your cutie? Isn't this your internal conflict? 】

The systems that were completely stunned were a little malfunctioning.

Correct.

The big guy shook his head after spitting out Taiyi's name.

"It's not Taiyi, the eyes are very similar, but the feeling is different."

When the words fell, she looked up and down, almost copying the appearance of the soul lamp and soul body to exactly the same, except for the different eyes, the soul lamp blinked.

"What do you have to do with Taiyi?"

After asking this, the big guy seemed to react.

"You're Tai Er?"

【…… Tai Er? 】

The corners of the system's mouth twitched, and he suddenly felt that the serious and suffocating scene in front of him had suddenly become a large-scale confession scene.

[No, does your little cutie still have a brother? Why did you still come out with a second child? Are you sure it's the two of the too one-two, not the two? 】

Which two?

Of course, it's the second of the mentally retarded stupid!

However, the big guy who was complained about by the system nodded and explained it seriously.

"I see, vaguely remember, that the cutie had a twin, and then they fell out, and when the two were fighting, one of them didn't pay attention and fell into the negative line-"

looked up and down at Taier's boss, and reached out to poke him curiously.

"You're still alive, if you don't go to take revenge on the cutie, why are you here to make trouble?"

…… Is your cutie really your cutie, not your bad cutie?

He even instigated his own brothers to go back for revenge?

You're just—the boss!

The system bared its teeth, fortunately it was not the dead woman's subordinates, otherwise this would have been cold in the front and back in the heart!

It's cold!

Chilling!

"Hmm, why don't you speak?"

The big guy blinked and looked at him strangely.

Second, big and small babies, happy Lantern Festival and good night.

(End of chapter)