328.Happy Life (1)
When she was young, Tang Yao couldn't understand what life was. Even in the hard years when Tang Yao experienced the rumors, she could still guard the little light and peace in front of her door. It wasn't until Jinli and Mu Sisi were in love with each other, misunderstood, and then separated from each other, that Tang Yao felt that life seemed to be a little unfair.
When Gionee left, no one said. Tang Yao originally thought that Jin Li would not leave until at least the end of this semester, but he didn't expect that before winter really came, Jin Li had quietly disappeared from his life.
Tang Yao was going to paint on Monday, so it wasn't until the next day after school that Tang Yao realized that Jin Li was gone. Since Jinli and Tang Yao teamed up to review, Jinli has never been absent for a day. Jin Li didn't show up on Monday, Tang Yao had some doubts in his heart, but he didn't think much about it, thinking that he would see him the next day, and it would not be too late to ask again. Maybe Jinli talked to Mu Sisi alone, and he couldn't say. After school on the second day, Tang Yao still didn't see Jinli at the door of the class, Tang Yao wondered, could it be that the two didn't negotiate yesterday, and Jinli would continue to fight today?
Tang Yao guessed the stall alone, and Mu Sisi passed in front of Tang Yao with her big red schoolbag on her back. This angry posture and depressed back are clearly written with four words, "I'm alone." ”
Tang Yao instantly had an ominous premonition.
Tang Yao blocked the back door of the second class in three steps and two steps, stopped a classmate who was about to go out and asked, "Where is your class Jinli?" ”
"You are Tang Yao from Class 3, he goes home with you every day, don't you know? He's already transferred. ”
"Already? Wasn't it still last week? Tang Yao couldn't accept such a fast pace, although she knew that it was impossible, she still asked again with hope, "Are you sure he has transferred schools?" ”
"I haven't been here since yesterday. Did you just know? Aren't you a golden boy and a girl? The disbelief of the other classmate's eyes was like a sharp sword poking into Tang Yao's life, forcing Tang Yao to take a big step back, and stood in place in disbelief.
Tang Yao has thought about many scenes of friends separation, thought that Jin Li would leave a phone call for himself, thought that Jin Li would rarely express his gratitude to himself, and Jin Li is likely to point to his head to warn himself not to relax, and compete again in the district unified examination next time. Tang Yao never thought that Jin Li would choose to say goodbye without saying goodbye, he was afraid that the parting would be too hurtful and he couldn't bear it, so he couldn't help but be reluctant? Or is it that Tang Yao has never been important in Jin Li's heart at all.
The words that Jin Li said to Tang Yao last Friday instantly poured into Tang Yao's mind like a spring. Jin Li in his memories was the same as usual, Tang Yao did not hear the slightest hint of parting in his words.
"Do you know that it is rumored that I am a couple with you?" Jin Li's drastic change in painting style at that time surprised Tang Yao a little, isn't this an old news? .
Tang Yao replied calmly, "I know." Isn't it the first time I've gotten rumors about you? Tang Yao glanced at Jin Li amusedly, and jokingly said, "You weren't like this when the first rumors spread, is it that you start to care about it now that there are people around." If you care, find someone. ”
Jin Li's tone did not fluctuate because of Tang Yao's joke, and still maintained his established dialogue mode and said, "However, I don't have any special thoughts about you. It was and is the same. ”
"I know."
"The person in my heart has always been Sisi."
"I know that too."
"If I leave suddenly one day, please say goodbye for me."
"No, I don't know."
"Why?" Jin Li turned his face sideways, looking hurt in his heart.
Tang Yao's inner monologue at that time was also broken. "Big brother, your woman, you don't say it, but let me say it. What will I say then? You've had her in your heart all the time, and then you're gone? I don't know. When the time comes, Sisi asks me, why are you leaving? How long are you going to go? When will you be back? How do I answer questions like these? ”
Tang Yao's emotions exploded all of a sudden, "Please make the matter between you and Sisi clear up with her." Are you going to go or are you still going to go, I feel reluctant to go away for my friend at most, and to Sisi, you are the object of her fantasy since elementary school, you are all in her youthful memory, you want to say goodbye now, and want me to say goodbye for you, then I'm sorry, now Sisi doesn't pay attention to me at all. I can't help it. As Tang Yao spoke, he happened to walk to the big tree around the corner of the street.
The turning point of all the stories of Tang Yao and the three of them happened next to this tree, and the memories were projected in front of the door of their minds one by one like a pair of stick figures, and Jin Li warned Mu Sisi not to look at him; Mu Sisi asked Tang Yao to deliver a love letter; Jin Li angrily exchanged Mu Sisi's feelings; Gionee and Mu Si are in love.
Tang Yao instantly felt a warm current rush towards his eyes. Tang Yao leaned against the big tree and asked Jin Li, "What I said just now, since I haven't heard it, since you always have to leave in the end, then please say goodbye to Sisi before leaving." I am just a bridge to you, how can you expect a bridge to speak for you? There are some words you can say that can top me a thousand times. ”
Gionee was silent.
The sun had set early that day, and in the dim night, Tang Yao couldn't see the change in Jin Li's eyes, he seemed to be contemplative, as if he was struggling, and as if he was missing. After a long time, Jin Li moved his body and said, "Let's go first." I hope my departure will reconcile you and Sisi. ”