108: Concealing the past
The shocking picture came into her eyes, Jian Ran's temples beat uneasily, looking at the little boy's trembling and begging for mercy, her nose suddenly became sour, the corners of her eyes became moist, and the familiarity between her eyebrows made her get a cruel affirmation: "This is... Xue Yimai..."
The boy's skillful movements and frightened eyes in the video reminded her of her days in the apartment.
The adult Xue Yimai is afraid to see anyone's eyes, as long as his voice is slightly raised, he will hide in the corner and tremble, and if he doesn't pay attention to his words, he will mumble to himself: Mom, I was wrong, I won't dare next time...
He kept apologizing, he kept shaking...
It turns out that all this insecurity really came from his mother!
And he committed suicide again and again, and even suffered from depression that should not have belonged to him at this age, thanks to his mother!
Thinking of this, her legs went limp, and she staggered and fell to the ground...
In the video, the woman screamed: "How many times have I told you that when your father is not at home, don't eat at the table, don't you understand, ah?" Syllable! The woman said, whipping the boy hard.
The piercing sound made Jian Ran's heart thump...
What a child!
As a mother, how can she bear it, how can she bear it!
Tears quietly slipped down her eyes, and she covered her ears so that she would not listen to the boy's poignant voice...
"I don't eat at the table, where are I going to eat...", she murmured tremblingly, "This is your son..."
"Who's in this room?" At this moment, a familiar voice came from outside the door.
Jian Ran was startled, she hurriedly wiped the tears on her face, and she quickly locked the door.
"Knock knock... Is it who's in there? Ruyu's voice outside came again, he tried to open the door, but found that it had been locked, and knocked on the door curiously, "Is it Aunt Wu?" ”
"It's Xue Yimai..."Jian Ran stood up from the ground in a panic, "Can't... I can't let him see this..."
Thinking like this, she suddenly turned on the light next to the door, the whole room instantly brightened, and the projection on the wall finally became dim, "Remote control... remote control..."
Her eyes quickly searched for the terminator of the video, and finally found it on the windowsill behind the curtain...
She jerked the video off, gasping for air, trying to adjust her breathing...
"Aunt Wu, isn't it you?" At this time, Xue Yimai knocked on the door again: "Knock knock..."
Jian Ran hurriedly took out the strap of the projector and put it in the cabinet, and after checking it, she finally opened the door.
The moment Xue Yimai saw Jian Ran, his eyes immediately lit up: "Jian Ran, it's actually you!" ”
She was originally adjusting her mood, but when she saw Xue Yimai with a pure and warm face, she still had a sour nose...
How bleak was this boy's childhood...
"Jian Ran, are you in a bad mood?" Xue Yimai saw Jian Ran's strange expression, and couldn't help but worry.
"No," she sniffed, and as she walked out of the room, she closed the door and closed it tightly, "You... Have you been to this room? ”
"You mean this screening room?" Xue Yimai shook his head, "The entire second floor is my brother's location, and he doesn't like others touching his things the most, so I almost didn't come here." ”
Xue Yifeng's territory...
After hearing this, Jian Ran's brows suddenly furrowed, her eyelashes trembled slightly, and she suddenly thought of what Aunt Wu said: This morning, Yifeng ordered the driver to take Yimai back to the Xue family's villa early, and in the past few days, in order to let Yimai adapt to his own environment, he deliberately put all the hired servants on vacation, leaving Yimai alone.
Leaving only one person...
Xue Yifeng, as the head of Xue Teng, could not have been so careless and went to work before these videos were turned off, and it just so happened that on this day, it turned out to be the day when Xue Yimai went home...
In this big empty house, Xue Yimai is bound to hear the sound of the second floor...
Scold...
Jian Ran suddenly understood.
Her cold hair stood on end, it turned out that all this...
It's all Xue Yifeng's arrangement...
He deliberately took everyone away, in order to lead Xue Yimai to this screening room, so that he could see with his own eyes the unbearable pictures that had happened...
He knew Xue Yimai's condition, and even deliberately stimulated him...
How dark his heart is...
She looked around in horror and suddenly felt a chill in her body...
This glamorous Xue Mansion on the surface should have the most enviable family affection in the world, but under this hypocritical family affection, it is a cold calculation...
His mother's ruthless violence turned Xue Yimai's childhood gray, and his biological brother wanted to add salt to his indifference, his father was already a vegetative person who couldn't think, and Xue Yimai...
can only live alone in this cold house, the pain in his heart, the pain in his body, others can't feel it, he can only lick his wounds alone...
"Jian Ran, are you cold?" Xue Yimai saw that Jian Ran saw that her face was bloodless, her lips were pale, and her whole body was trembling, and she couldn't help but reach over and test her forehead, "It's very cold..."
"Xue Yimai... You... Don't want to go back to that apartment? ”
"I..."Xue Yimai pondered for a moment, a tangled expression in her eyes, "You're right, I always have to look forward..."
"You're going to be uncomfortable, aren't you?" Jian Ran asked with concern.
"I'll get over..."Xue Yimai pulled the corners of his dry mouth, "Just like the day I handed out the leaflet, I must overcome the fear in my heart, right?" ”
"But..."
Xue Yimai lowered his head, "I already know..."
"What..."Jian Ran's heart trembled.
"My condition..."Xue Yimai laughed at himself, "It turns out that I didn't know I had this disease all along..."
"Your brother... Told you? ”
Xue Yimai nodded: "He said that he would find a good doctor to treat me and provide me with a job." ”
"Oh..."Jian Ran pursed her lips, looked at Xue Yimai's happy face, and couldn't help asking, "Are you very happy that your brother has set a plan for you?" ”
After hearing this, his cheeks turned crimson, and he nodded embarrassedly, "This is the first time my brother has given me care since I was a child..."
Jian Ran nodded, but still decided to hide what happened just now, "Oh yes, it was Aunt Wu who called me over, and she asked me to give this to you." ”
Xue Yimai took the takeaway business card handed over by Jian Ran, and his face was full of softness: "Aunt Wu is really thinking about me..."
"You haven't eaten in a day, have you?"
Xue Yimai touched his shriveled stomach, "It seems to be..."
"So what did you do all day today?" Jian Ran asked curiously, the screening room on the second floor could not have started playing just now, only from the morning, after all the servants had left, it would be possible for Xue Yifeng to start playing.
So what has Xue Yimai been doing all day? Had he not noticed anything unusual on the second floor all day?
"This house... It's still a little strange to me..."Xue Yimai looked around at the unfamiliar, "Even on this second floor, from childhood to adulthood, the number of times I have come is very few..."
"So... Have you been in your room all day? ”
Xue Yimai nodded, "Only by staying in your own room can you feel a little more comfortable..."