Chapter 1096: The Monster Who Bears All His Grievances (4000)
Entering ward 0011, Chen Ge found that this room was different from the previous two wards.
The interior furniture and decoration are similar, but they look very oppressive, and you will feel out of breath just standing in the living room.
The feeling of oppression came from all directions, and it seemed that something very dangerous was left on every piece of furniture.
"You two don't touch the furniture in the house, there's not quite something wrong with this room."
The walls were painted layer after layer, but they still couldn't hide the large blood clots on the wall, and the floor tiles were neatly paved, but the gaps in the floor tiles were black and red, and there were a lot of blood stains that were difficult to clean.
"Three wards, one more terrifying than the other, the cursed hospital is like raising Gu, constantly throwing rag dolls into other wards, stimulating the inner ability of the rag doll, and completely distorting its world."
Chen Ge walked around room 0011, and he searched for many places but did not find the diary: "Strange, didn't the patients in this room leave any clues?" ”
Most of the world behind the door is the memory of the person who pushed the door, Xiang Nuan's door is more special, he and the memory of the underworld overlapped, just like the buildings in the Jiuhong community and the Jinhua community, intertwined with each other, not distinguishing each other, so there will be a situation where the two worlds overlap.
"These wards should be the memories of ragdolls, as long as it has read the patient's diary, the patient's diary should appear here, unless patient 0011 has no habit of recording his condition."
Chen Ge's state was getting worse and worse, his vision became blurred, and his body seemed to be about to be assimilated by the darkness.
But fortunately, Wen Qing followed him into the door this time, and the world behind the door did not have any impact on Wen Qing, whenever he was in a trance, Wen Qing would always remind him as soon as possible.
It took half an hour for Chen Ge to find Patient 0011's diary under a hollowed-out floor tile, which was tattered, every page soaked in blood, and there were traces of burning, like Zhang Ya's bedtime storybook.
"The person writing the diary seems to have tried to destroy the diary many times, and when he couldn't do so, he decided to hide it in his room."
Chen Ge sat on the sofa, put the skull crusher hammer on his lap, opened the diary, and read it.
"A lot of people say that I was born to be a psychiatrist, that I have a myriad of so-called qualities that make me suitable to be a psychiatrist, but only I know that I deliberately showed it in order to become a psychiatrist."
"I chose this profession not to help people who are lost, but to heal myself."
"I knew I had a problem from the beginning, and as I learned, I became more and more sure."
"Today is a big day for me, I took off my lab coat and put on my hospital gown, and the hospital locked me up with a stinking monster."
"I hate keeping a diary, but it's one of the treatments in this hospital, and I don't know if I'm telling the truth or not, so I might as well play a game of truth and falsehood and see if my doctor will be driven crazy by me."
Chen Ge looked at the font on the diary, and vaguely felt something familiar, he seemed to have seen it somewhere, but if he thought about it carefully, he couldn't remember it.
"Everyone has the most precious part of their memory, and for me, my daughter and wife, who have just learned to speak, are all I have."
"My story is very cliché, and in order to give them a better life, I chose this private hospital located at the junction of Xinhai and Hanjiang."
"Frankly speaking, before I received the invitation, I had no idea that there was such a hospital around Hanjiang. I wanted to refuse because it was so far away from my home, but they offered me too much. ”
"I skipped the internship stage, and on my first day on the job, I found that this hospital is different from regular hospitals, there are only a few doctors on the day shift, and the patients are almost invisible, but there are many doctors on the night shift."
"The hospital is in the middle of nowhere, and it's very difficult to get a taxi, and I have to walk 40 minutes to the nearest bus stop. On the morning of my third day of employment, my boss asked me if I would like to live in the hospital, and I decisively refused. ”
"In the first two days, I have found a lot of problems, there are a lot of doctors in this hospital, at least there are a lot of photos of doctors on the wall, but I have only seen a few of them for two whole days, and these people are all newcomers, and the longest working time is not more than a month."
"The pay is high, there is very little to do on the day shift, the income is completely disproportionate to the effort, and if it's not a charity, it means that they want to take something else from the doctors."
"At this time, I was actually ready to resign, and the leader saw that I wanted to leave, and asked me to work a night shift, and then settle the salary of these days normally."
"He didn't keep him, which made me feel uneasy, there are a lot of doctors on the night shift, and I am not the only one who is not bad at all, why would he let me go to the night shift?"
"Anything that doesn't logically make sense has hidden dangers, and I won't risk that little money, and maybe I don't defend myself in the eyes of others for doing three days for nothing without pay."
"I didn't work the night shift, I didn't even finish the day shift on the third day, and I went home after leaving the leader's office."
"My wife thought I was delusional of victimization, and I wanted it to be, but what happened next made me realize that it was all true."
"Whether you are a patient or a doctor reading this diary at this time, I have a word of advice for you here, do everything you can to escape, if you are looking for the closest place to hell on earth, it is here."
"After I fled home, all kinds of curses followed, and a strange and bizarre thing happened to me and my family."
"Those things can't be explained by science, and I can only protect myself by all means, and I can't guarantee the safety of my family at all."
"I knew what the hospital was trying to do, so one night, I went to the hospital again."
"This time, I became a night doctor, and I understood the meaning of the pictures on the wall."
"My story is still at a normal stage up to this point, but what happened next gradually became outrageous and impossible to explain with common sense, and I gradually developed a feeling that maybe I could cure my own disease in this hospital."
At this point in the diary, several pages have been torn out in the middle, and what is missing is the doctor's description of his life on the night shift.
"The specific information about the hospital was torn off, was it a ragdoll who did it? Or did someone enter the building early? ”
Chen Ge continued to look back.
"I managed to integrate into the hospital and became a very good night doctor, and I started doing some interesting experiments with patients in order to find a cure for my own disease. Of course, I was probably the only one in the hospital who was serious about saving them, and the other doctors in this hospital were guiding them to more desperate places. ”
"Over time, my abilities were recognized by everyone, and one night, I finally met the director of this hospital."
"He's a very serious man, that face is very ordinary, you forget it when you see it, I have a bad impression of him, but as for why it's so bad, I can't even tell myself, he seems to have manipulated my memory."
"The dean talked to me for a long time, but because of one thing, he asked me to be in charge of the number 10 patient, and this was the first time I came into contact with the number 10 patient. I have heard rumors about these patients in the hospital before, but I have never seen them, just like God often talks about heaven, but it is a truth that all living people have never seen heaven. ”
"I'm grateful for the dean's trust, but I can't die, I still have my family."
"That was the first time I entered the door, and the first time I saw 'hell.'"
"The top 10 patients are all behind that door, and the hospital behind the door is ten times bigger than the hospital outside the door."
A few more pages of the diary were torn off at this point, and Chen Ge was very helpless, so he could only continue to read hard.
"I cured Patient No. 10, but my own illness was exposed, and on this very day, they took off my white coat, and I was no longer Doctor Gao in the mouth of the patients, but Patient 0011 in the mouth of the doctors."
"I don't have my name, but I won't forget my past."
Seeing this, Chen Ge's heart suddenly pinched, he stared at the three words on the diary, and his eyes didn't blink for a long time.
"Doctor Gao? Is that Dr. Gao I know? ”
Counting the time, the shadow left when Chen Ge was about six years old, and it was imprisoned in the hospital in the form of a rag doll.
The diary mentions that Dr. Gao's wife had not died at the time, and that his daughter had just learned to speak.
Later, it was mentioned that Dr. Gao worked as a night doctor for a period of time, and was locked up with the fetus as a patient.
Chen Ge was twenty-seven years old and Gao Ruxue was twenty-two years old, and in terms of age, all this is possible.
"This 0011 can't really be Dr. Gao, right?" Chen Ge looked at the words in the diary, and the familiar feeling became stronger and stronger: "It is indeed a little similar to Dr. Gao's words." ”
"The most hated patients of the doctors in this hospital are patients like me, who will be persuaded if they don't pay attention to themselves, and then slowly get lost. I also know that I hate it, there are a lot of people in the hospital who want to kill me, they have locked me up with this monster, they must have wanted me to die. ”
"Maybe in their eyes, I'm just a tool to stimulate this monster, and they all think I'm going to die, but in fact they all underestimate me."
"Monsters are called monsters because they see them the way people think, and maybe in the eyes of monsters, people are not a kind of deformed and pitiful monsters?"
"In order not to be killed by my roommate, I started to treat it systematically, and I have never been so fully committed as I am now."
"I'm not going to cure it completely, but I'm going to do everything I can to turn it into my helper and get out of this hellish place."
"Everybody calls it a monster, but I'd like to call it by its name. It took me a night to finally learn its name, and this monster named itself Chen Ge. ”
"Whether I can escape or not, I'm afraid I'll remember this name for the rest of my life."
The diary in the back is intermittent, missing a lot of pages, and the specific way they did Chen Ge is not clear, he only knows one thing.
With the help of Dr. Gao, the distorted and corrupted worldview of the Underworld has become a little more normal, and it is no longer a monster dominated by hatred and curses, but a "deformed person" with a way of thinking that is different from ordinary people.
The doctors at the hospital were expecting Dr. Gao to be killed, but weeks later, Dr. Gao was still alive.
He even got in touch with other patients right under the noses of the doctors.
In Dr. Gao's diary, Patient No. 6 and Patient No. 5 also appeared a few times, a large number of patients and a very small number of doctors cooperated with each other, they prepared for a long time, and finally found an opportunity.
The diary does not elaborate on what that opportunity is, but it can be seen from Dr. Gao's words that it is related to Patient No. 2.
There was an accident inside the door, and Dr. Gao decisively seized this rare opportunity, and he prepared to escape with the rag doll.
They were almost on the verge of success, but unfortunately underestimated the horror of that hospital.
Dr. Gao's diary does not say how he was caught, he only records the consequences of being caught.
The ragdoll was locked in a black iron door, and Dr. Gao was cursed and nearly died.
Ordinary people may have given up at this point, but Dr. Gao did not, he chose to lie dormant for the time being, and he could do anything in order to survive.
Time has lost its meaning in the world behind the door, and Dr. Gao's diary is getting more and more bloodstained, and he is experiencing something very bad, but his diary is full of optimistic words.
This is no longer a simple mentality, he completely accepted the disease in his body, he no longer wanted to be cured, but chose to agree.
There was no detailed mention of that kind of illness in the diary, and Chen Ge guessed that it might be Dr. Gao's biggest secret, after all, he had seen the crazy Dr. Gao in Liwan Town, and he was wrapped in chains, which was a bit outrageous.
The dates in the diary were all erased, and I don't know how long it had been, but Dr. Gao waited for a second chance.
Again, the diary doesn't make it clear what this second chance is, but only vaguely mentions Patient No. 1 and Scarlet City.
Having learned the lesson of the previous time, Dr. Gao, who was well prepared, fled the hospital with the fetus and many other patients.
There are not many contents in the diary, but it has brought Chen Ge a deep touch, one link after another, if all his speculations are not wrong, then many questions can be explained clearly.
"When Dr. Gao heard my name from Gao Ruxue's mouth, he was very interested in me, and when he was doing the twilight middle school mission, he would guide me in the middle of the night, and I also found a lot of information about the horror house in Dr. Gao's house, and he began to investigate my haunted house a long time ago."
"Think about it further, the death of Dr. Gao's wife may be related to that hospital, his layout from life to death should not be simply to resurrect his wife, maybe he also thought about revenge."
Closing the diary, Chen Ge's mind came up with the words that Dr. Gao had said in the underground corpse store.
"Good corresponds to evil, sin corresponds to punishment, so what is the opposite of man? Or is it God? ”
Knowing Dr. Gao's past, Chen Ge has a new understanding of this sentence.