Chapter 229: Let Yourself Go

When Feng Zili returned to the side of this stage, it was already the first scene, and he didn't know, at this time, he saw the woman with his back to him from a distance, and he wanted to find the words that the woman had written in his heart just now.

"Don't mind"

He walked towards him with his feet up, but before he could get to the side, he smelled a strong smell of wine.

This woman never knows how to take care of herself, why is there such a strong smell of wine at this time, this woman is drinking wine, and Yan Cangmoss is enough.

Sometimes I really don't know what this woman thinks, why would he go drinking?

Didn't he just do well? How can you suddenly drink alcohol?

I didn't see Yan Cangmos in the whole store today, what kind of emotional fluctuations are there, how could there suddenly be such a big emotional fluctuation, could something happen?

There was immediately a very heart-wrenching tangled feeling in his heart.

Feng Zili used a very deep voice to directly drag the wine jug in this woman's hand, and looked at the wine jug without any drop of wine in it.

"Why are you still drinking? Don't you know that drinking alcohol hurts your body? And such a cold day! ”

He put the flask straight outside, and without saying a word, he pulled the woman's hand tightly into his own, and in a voice that was very annoyed with him.

"Yan Cangmoss, why don't you know how to protect yourself at all, don't you know that now is the time when the weather is cold? It's the cold winter moon now, why are your hands so cold, do you have to make yourself sick to feel happy? ”

Feng Zili didn't say a word, she cared for the woman's hand tightly, wrapped it tightly, so that the woman's hand got a little warmth, she knew that she was really heartbroken at this time.

finally understood that I really couldn't go in front of this woman, and I had to avoid my feelings excessively, or this feeling was sincere.

Maybe this kind of relationship is something that I have been visiting for a long time, and I don't know that I am very confused, and I don't know what it is at all.

Anyway, he knew that at this time, he couldn't let this woman be hurt once.

Yan Cangtao looked back at the man in front of him, and his whole face was already flushed, and the whole thing was completely drunk, and his whole movement was now completely in a trance.

And looking at him with a very sad eye, this man seems to be silently complaining about his domineering, his toughness and his ruthlessness!

Feng Zili looked at the resolute expression of the woman in front of him, and he really had a very rippling feeling in his heart.

It was the kind of heartbeat that I had never felt before, and that feeling really never existed, whether it was for Li Xuanji or other women, there was no feeling that could exist at all.

I feel that my heart is pounding, and there is a very painful feeling, how can there be such emotions in it?

He used to be a very stable man, and he was very able to keep it.

How can a man have a pounding heart at such a time, and let himself feel a feeling of astringency?

Yan Cangmoss was very dizzy at this time, he didn't know the southeast, northwest, and northwest, and he didn't know where Jingxi was?

It just felt as if he needed to sleep, he needed a stable and quiet environment, he didn't want to wear a mask in this environment, he wanted a lonely place to let his wounds go.

Let yourself be able to completely relax yourself at this time in the process without any interests, without any entanglement, without any conflict.

All the stories, all the stuff and everything let him fuck off!

"I want to go home, I want to go home now, I'm going home right now, I have to go home now, I have to go home now, so you can't stop me, so don't stop me, I don't want me to go home!"

Yan Cangtao was completely drunk at this time, and now he was dancing with his hands, playing with Feng Zili's heart.

And he was completely drunk, and he said it completely and repeatedly, completely as if he was unconscious, but a little sober, when he saw this young man.

He suddenly had a very painful feeling, he couldn't stay here any longer, he felt that things were too boring.

He needs to go to the lonely place to find a place, go to sleep well, and then when he wakes up, nothing will happen, and when he said this, Yan Cangmoss lifted his feet and left directly.

He didn't want to stay with a man, he didn't want to, he was afraid that he would explode at some point!

Feng Zili hurriedly pulled him to look at that at this time, he was drunk at all, he didn't listen to persuasion at all, and he hugged him tightly with a very intimate action.

Let him feel this warmth of each other, let him feel these things, his one of his values and his one presence.

He coaxed Yan Cangmoss with a very heart-wrenching voice, as if he was caring for the most precious treasure in the world.

"Okay, okay, don't make trouble, don't make trouble, go home, I promise you, we will go home now, but you have to get dressed now, don't let yourself catch a cold, okay, don't let yourself get cold, you know this thing will make my heart move, wait for me to go back to the Queen Mother and the emperor immediately and say that we will go home, okay?"

Feng Zili's words are completely this kind of very gentle language, and it is completely a kind of thing that is very caring for the most precious thing in the world. He spoke very softly and lightly at this time, and he was very sexy.

He didn't seem to dare to make too big a move on Yan Cangmoss at all, and he seemed to use a kind of humble action that even he looked down on.

He didn't even know why he still had such a gentle side, he was considered three fires for so many years, and he was ruthless for so many years, but he didn't expect that he would have a gentle side to face the moss.

Yan Cangmos knew that he really giggled when he went home, and the whole appearance was very bright, and he was very happy, showing him a very sweet smile, and immediately nodded obediently.

"I'll wait for you ......"

Feng Zili got the clothes from the palace, directly put Yan Cangmoss on well, helped him tie the cloak seriously, and used this very gentle tone, and this tone was completely melting, even the palace maid next to him was envious when she heard it, as if his princess and prince were really very affectionate.

Naturally, it can be seen that this so-called prince is really fond of the princess to the extreme, and looking at his movements, his eyes are completely doting.

The palace maid next to us secretly looked at each other and smiled secretly.

"Does Yan Cangmoss know? Obediently standing here still, waiting for me to stop drinking, don't run around, I'll be back soon, we'll go home when I get back, okay? ”

Yan Cangmoss was very docile at this time, he nodded, and seeing all this in front of him now, he felt really happy, as if only in this way could he hide his sadness at this moment.

Everything he was already restraining his emotions completely, sometimes letting him know that he couldn't let all his emotions be exposed at this time, and everything he had just seen and knew made him feel a painful feeling in his heart.

Maybe this kind of thing will soon be very impressive, and maybe this kind of thing, but it is because of my own drinking that it causes this kind of thing.

And the sad thing is that because of drinking, nothing has anything to do with it, and it is because of drinking that such a sad emotion arises.

When Feng Zili left to report to the Empress Dowager and the Emperor, when he turned to leave, two lines of tears immediately slipped down Feng Zili's face.

Yan Cangmoss turned his head to look at the boundless moonlight, as if this month really had nothing to do with his tears, was he really okay?

Why is this thing really itself shedding such tears? If you don't drink this damn wine, you'd be happy, wouldn't you? Is there really a reincarnation in all of this? Will all of this really start over?

You really shouldn't be making the same mistake again, right? If you come back to life and you make the same mistakes again, how can you be worthy of your father, how can you be worthy of your family, how can you be worthy of those who care and love you!

When these tragedies are all caused by themselves.

Do you really let that kind of tragic tragedy happen to the people around you because of this kind of joy and sorrow of your own?

Can't really can't.

What should I do? What should I do, I can't control myself at all, I can't help it, I just drank, I shouldn't know that these things can't be too willful, but I can't control my mood.

God, tell me what to do, how could I possibly avoid all this, maybe I'll really get out of here if I get out of here.

Maybe it's going to be over, for me to get out of here, soon, I'm going to get out of here, I'm going to end it all, all the stuff of people, all the people can't stop me from leaving.

Maybe once I get out of here, it's all over, right?

At the end of these so-called joys, sorrows, and sorrows, I want to go to the desert, I want to gallop my horse, and I want to bend my bow and shoot eagle owls......

Yan Cangmoss was very haggard, prostrate on this railing weakly, he was thinking about this thing right.

This has actually been agreed for a long time, and Feng Zili said those things clearly to himself on the wedding night that night.

He once told himself that as long as he was in this palace, he would give himself a place, and he would let himself have more courage and opportunities to survive.

But it's just a puppet, it's just an ornament, but it's not a puppet, and it's not something anyone can put on it.

There's a feeling, too, right?

Everything he did, everything couldn't withstand Li Xuanji's haggard tears.

Li Xuanji is his real love, if Li Xuanji is really the white moonlight in your mind.

You can have given up these things yourself.

Let them do what they should do, it really has nothing to do with themselves, I am willing to give up.

Am I still not good?

When Yan Cangmoss thought of these things, tears couldn't help but shed a line of tears, he had to let his mood calm down slowly at this time, he didn't want anyone to peek into a wave in his heart.

Feng Zili, the reincarnation of heaven and earth, God didn't let me go, let me care about you so much again, I let myself go...