Chapter 182: Runaway Emotions
123 They are competing, they are happily participating in this happy game, a happy game, as if they have not played together many years ago, this is a very happy in their lives, a rare taste of life, according to this kind of life group, this is really not interesting for many years, can let themselves get more of a taste of life.
456 is also very happy, so many years, so many years have never seriously played with themselves, they are completely like becoming a very working machine, many things do not know how to deal with it, do not know how to do it, but so many years have passed, and it seems that I have never been so happy, this is a very happy emotion in the depths of my heart, from happiness actually seems to let myself get a very excited heart.
They were in different houses, and soon reached the sun, and when they were born immediately, if they didn't go back at this time, it might affect his afternoon's affairs, and the identities written on some people's faces became very red, think about how this kind of thing felt very revolutionary, 456 He felt that he couldn't stay with this 123 at this time, and if he was together again, he really didn't know what accidents would happen.
This sentence was really difficult and difficult for him, because he really knew the whole process of this woman, and he wanted to talk to him, but he didn't know how to deal with it.
123 didn't realize this kind of thing at all, he felt that he was a kind of happiness, he didn't want to go back so quickly, he felt that this kind of life was too much for him to get this kind of freedom and relaxation, he really didn't want to go back home, and when he returned home, it was like a real finch that was being noticed.
123 didn't care what 456 thought, anyway, he couldn't control this thing, he just sat down and lay down like this on the grass, did he look at the blue sky in the sky, look at the changing white clouds in the sky, he felt that this is the best pleasure in life, there is a kind of beauty in the joy of life, why bother to exist in this way, this is the most beautiful and happiest everything.
456 sat down on his body, he didn't know why he was so close to him at this time, he wanted to understand him, he wanted to understand him more, but why, but he had a lot of taboos, a lot of meanings, a lot of people were afraid of him and worried that he couldn't control it sometimes, so he left a little distance on his body and said to him.
"Hurry up, it's almost noon now, it's noon and the whole sun is very hot, and the horses need to rest too, let's go back as soon as possible, there are still some things on my side that have not been dealt with, and they are still the things at hand, and there may be some things that are completely many, so we will go back now, oh."
123 didn't want to go back at all, he was sitting here anyway, and he looked at the man with tears in his eyes as if he didn't have any chance.
It's that I want to laugh very much when I see this, but I think he looks really cute, so since he doesn't want to go back, then I'll spend more time with him, so what else to do, this woman, sometimes she helped herself open a birthday last time.
In any case, these things are very rare things, and according to this process, how can I refuse all this that this man and woman have done to me? This woman looked completely heartless at this time.
"123 What are you worried about? What are you afraid of? You know what kind of thoughts you have been having these days, whether you are happy or not in our palace these days, what kind of things you tell me, I may or may not be able to do it, but I try to take care of this thing as much as possible. ”
456 must have to admit much more at this time than this kind of person now, and he wanted to hold on to this evasive woman.
I don't know why this woman has always wanted to escape herself, since she saw herself coming, why has she been in a completely asymmetrical relationship with herself, completely treating herself with a very hard emotion, or in a passive confrontation emotion, and then that woman has ever had an enmity with herself? Otherwise, if there is no vendetta, why is there no way to face your feelings when you keep running away from yourself?
But I'm also very confused, he doesn't know why deep down he feels completely sorry, Li Xuanji seems to feel that he can't handle it well in his own heart, so his emotional feeling is also a very changeable situation.
456 said to 123.
"If you have done these things entirely to get my attention, and I tell you, if there are people in the real society who can't play a role, I now formally tell you that you don't have to worry about anyone, these things have been done, and they have succeeded, aren't you still not satisfied? Why do you still play this kind of trick of wanting to get away with it, you think these things are enough, you have done it, you have completely conquered my heart, I don't think this thing has been done to the greatest satisfaction......"
456 didn't know why he suddenly said this, he really didn't know what 123 thought, but he always felt that 123 kept this sense of distance from him, so he hugged 123 tightly.
He didn't want to let go for a moment, he felt that there was a very exciting emotion in his heart, if everything could go smoothly with more women in this process, this would be the loveliest and happiest thing in life. If this matter has not been resolved at any time, how can there be too many happy feelings in that life, or that happy feeling is completely one of the most beautiful, happiest, and extreme ways of belonging to this one.
123 You don't know at all that 456 will tell him in such a big language in this way, completely look at him without excellent eyes, he doesn't love him in his heart, he doesn't know how to face him, that is, he has a reaction, that is, I can't accept his feelings, this feeling can't, this feeling is passionate, this kind of feeling is impossible to accept, then this is their enemy, they are enemies.
Feelings will not be blessed in the first place, how can they be blessed, if they have to be blessed in the first place, why should they exist like that, so that the beginning will be ruined and destroyed.
"456, what did you just say, please don't pull me, okay? Don't hug me, okay? It's too much, I don't agree with you doing this, you're going too far! ”
123 waved his hand and was wrapped in the other hand, hugging him tightly, at this time, he had to completely control in front of this man, tightly surrounded, and always felt like he couldn't move.
In the middle of the night, I had to see the man in front of me, the man in front of me, to see his beauty, his straight nose, his thin lips, why everything in him was so attractive to him, why he made himself desperate to have a feeling of being out of place with his back as if he was following him and looking at him, as if he was a drug that he could never quit, as if he couldn't get any desire for him, but how he was afraid of him, but how he wanted to get close to him.
No, no, at this time, you can't enter the whirlpool of his kind of love, this love is a detoxifying thing, this love is something that is not dealt with, this is the source of some hatred, how is it possible? Have you forgotten everything that ever happened? Isn't all this hurting you enough right now? Are you still spending time here?
But why is the days so painful, why did he start first, he hasn't said anything, why do he have to put on this dress like this.
What does he mean by this, is it entirely because of such an emotion that he allows himself to get more and more defects? Quite a few why men have so many ......
"I don't know what you're talking about, but I know that this thing isn't what I imagined, I'm very tired today, it's just that Mrs. Sun is too big, what I said is useful, we can go back, but you let me go, I hope you let go of my hand, okay?"
I don't know why, this man hugged tightly, you don't want to separate when 123, he just thinks that if he separates, he will regret it, he will regret it for the rest of his life, he hopes that his hands will always be so tightly surrounded together, and he does not want to separate for a moment.
123 is very timid at the moment, completely a very timid rabbit, he struggles hard, but this man does not give him a chance to grow at all, he is completely vacant and dead.
456 At this time, she looked at the woman in front of her seriously, she felt that the woman in front of her had too many faces, too many changes, too many things that she couldn't see through, such things made her feel scared, made her feel a kind of heartbeat, he didn't know why he wanted to understand this woman, so everything happened, he felt that this woman she even wanted to know her very much, wanted to walk into her.
If this woman guessed correctly, why did she like this white dress at all, why did she always like this kind of exclusivity, could what she saw that day really suit a woman? Was everything I saw that day in the spring flowers and autumn moon everything that happened to this woman? If that's the case, what a big surprise.
But why did this woman go to the Spring Flower Autumn Moon Song to participate in the Oiran Contest that day, why would he do such a thing for a man, why would he do such a thing? Obviously he has done something wrong, he is not satisfied enough to give him something, and he is not satisfied enough to give him glory and wealth?
Why do you even have to go to that Oiran?
And it completely pierced his heart.
"Tell me if there's anything you're not satisfied with? Do you take all this for granted, you tell me what to do, so that you can be a dignified princess in the palace with peace of mind, don't run anywhere, tell me what to do? ”
A little out of control, using this language to talk to this woman, because he knew full well that this woman would be such a real face, rather than this, it was better to say those words frankly and clearly.