Chapter 265: Habits
Lin Yourou listened, the smile on her face slowly put away, and she looked at Yin Suinian very seriously.
Yin Suinian didn't look at Lin Yourou, he was lying on his back, his eyes were looking at the ceiling, or he didn't look at anything, just caressing Lin Yourou's hair like that, and said in a voice that was not hurried, not slow, not high, not low:
“…… Feelings are a matter of two people, no matter what the final result is, and it doesn't matter who hurts whom...... We've always been through a situation where we just didn't come together in the end, and I don't want to see you do something for the sake of money, bow your head to people...... I still hope that the other party will have a good life and that the other party can be happy......"
Lin Yourou slowly put her head on Yin Sui's chest.
She listened to Yin Sui's heartbeat, listened to Yin Sui's voice, felt her chest rise and fall slightly, and suddenly felt very relieved.
She believed what Yin Suinian said, no matter what kind of changes would happen to the two of them in the future, at this moment, Yin Suinian said these words sincerely.
It is precisely because of belief that I am particularly moved.
In her previous life, she had also heard a sentence.
said that when two people get along, they should not only look at their strengths, but also their weaknesses.
When the love is deep, everything is good, but for a lifetime, no matter how strong the feelings are, they may fade, for a lifetime, there may be a long time, and you may encounter a lot of things that you can't think of at all, at this time, his shortest point may be used on you.
Yin Sui is lonely, or not a perfect person.
He is soft-hearted and caring for his old lover.
Lin Yourou once heard that when the two broke up, Ding Xinling's request was basically agreed to by Yin Suiling, in addition to giving money, she also bought a villa for the other party, which is where Ding Xinling lives now.
It is precisely because of this that although Lin Yourou didn't like the matter between Yin Suiling and Ding Xinling, she didn't say anything.
Because, Yin Sui's loneliness made her feel at ease.
"Then if we are separated, if I want you to live here, will you give it to you?"
Yin Sui was stunned for a moment, and looked down at Lin Yourou.
Lin Yourou felt Yin Sui's lonely movements, and raised her head to look at him.
One second, two seconds.
Lin Yourou slowly showed a smile, soft and warm.
Yin Suixi smiled unconsciously, he lay down again, put his hand on Lin Yourou's head again, and stroked it without a match: "Yes." ”
No matter what happens to the two of them in the future, even if it is unrecognizable, after all, they have been happy together, and he may not be able to do anything else, but, materially, he doesn't want Lin Yourou to suffer for this.
Lin Yourou lay on Yin Sui's chest, and the corners of her mouth unconsciously curled: "Then what if I also want money?" ”
"Give it too."
"What do you want, maybe all your possessions, or you can't pay at all?"
"That's for that, too."
"Do you give it all?"
Yin Sui's hand paused for two seconds, and then continued: "Give it all." ”
Lin Yourou was silent.
Although she was very happy when she heard this, she was very happy, but thinking of what Yin Suinian said, it was not her who was right, but "his object", Lin Yourou suddenly felt a little awkward in her heart.
"What's wrong?"
Yin Suinian didn't hear Lin Yourou's voice, looked down at Lin Yourou, and only saw the top of Lin Yourou's black hair, as well as her hand, unconsciously tapping on his chest.
He stretched out Lin Yourou's hand, and when Lin Yourou looked up, he said:
"Money, you can still earn it without it, but you ...... I can't forget when you were embarrassed to be on the show for money...... I'm not saying how great I am, but, no matter how good you are, you've been with me for so long, I feel that I try my best to satisfy you in this external thing, so that you won't be embarrassed by this. ”
What does she look like?
Lin Yourou suddenly had some doubts.
All she remembered was that she closed her eyes in another world, and when she opened them again, she was faced with the shouts of the scene, her mind went blank, and she reacted only instinctively.
Lin Yourou asked softly, "What was I like at that time?" ”
Yin Sui paused, and suddenly smiled: "At that time, you looked quite confused, as if you didn't know where you were, but you had to ...... forward."
Belch.
Lin Yourou was silent.
She was, indeed.
As soon as she opened her eyes, it was a completely different scene and a completely different body, and she didn't even have time to see clearly, and she had to face the whole crowd's shouting proposals......
"So, you, look at me pitiful?"
Lin Yourou said softly.
Yin Sui thought for a while and shook his head: "It's not pitiful, it's just a feeling, I shouldn't treat you like that...... Or rather, you shouldn't force a person like that......"
"Then you haven't thought about what if I'm a bad person?"
"Bad guys are bad guys, help the bad guys once, and if you know about it afterwards, you may still have a chance to remedy it, but if you miss the opportunity to help the good guys because you are afraid of helping the bad guys, I will regret it."
Lin Yourou lowered her head and lay on Yin Sui's chest again:
"Then if I become unrecognizable in the future, and ask you for this and that, even after separation, I will also ask for you, or cry to you about how it is not easy for me...... Ah, what are you doing looking at me like that? ”
Lin Yourou felt that something was wrong halfway through speaking, and raised her head to see Yin Suinian looking at her with a strange expression.
Yin Sui saw Lin Yourou looking over, smiled, and patted Lin Yourou's head:
"What do you think of me? Are rotten good people? ”
Lin Yourou blinked her eyes and didn't speak.
It can be seen from Ding Xinling's incident that it is not a good person, but ......
Lin Yourou still felt a little strange in her heart.
"You!"
Yin Suixi patted Lin Yourou's head, shook his head and sighed lightly.
"If you have anything in the future, just tell me directly, and if you have any questions, ask me directly......"
Ask?
How to ask?
Asking it like this, will it seem that she is particularly stingy?
After all, it's already in the past.
Lin Yourou's eyes blinked again.
Yin Sui couldn't help laughing, and after laughing, he said very seriously:
"I'm not a bad person, in fact, I don't think I'm a good person, I do all this just to make myself feel at ease...... There is a scale for all this, and it does not mean that I will agree to any unreasonable and endless demands......"
Is it within reason?
Lin Yourou still had a bit of a tangle in her heart.
She is very sure that if she breaks up with someone, no matter what she did at that time, she will break up, and she will not tie up anyone again, nor will she ask for anything.
But.
Others, it's hard to say.
Just like Ding Xinling.
Ding Xinling has always been tied up for consumption.
The previous ones, Lin Yourou can be seen as a spectator, everything Yin Suishan did, Lin Yourou felt that she could not care, but after that, ......
She didn't like it.
"Then I ask like this," Lin Youjudo said, "If it is Ding Xinling, she wants to get back together with you again, will you get back together with her?" ”
Yin Suixi looked at Lin Yourou in surprise and said, "What do you want?" We've both been separated, I already have you, what am I going to get back together with her? ”
Lin Yourou insisted:
"I mean, if, she comes to you, says she regrets it, cries and says, says she has been thinking about you since she left you, she wants to go back to ......"
"Impossible."
"Listen to me."
Yin Suixi looked at Lin Yourou's serious appearance and nodded: "Okay, you say." ”
"I mean," Lin Youjudo said, "I'll put it another way, if Ding Xinling comes to you and says that she doesn't have a film to shoot now and has a hard life, can you help her think of a way?" Will you give her some more money? Or introduce her to some roles? ”
Yin Sui's loneliness: "......"
What the hell is this problem?
Yin Suixi looked at Lin Yourou's serious eyes, pressed his forehead, and said:
"There will be a bottom line, if she really comes to that point and comes to me, I will help her and lend her some money, but we have a saying that I can't help her endlessly if I don't help the poor."
"Then if she, after you helped her, came to thank you, and asked you to take me to dinner or buy some small gifts, will you accept it?"
"No, it won't."
Yin Sui replied without thinking.
Lin Yourou raised her eyebrows slightly.
Yin Suinian hugged Lin Yourou and lay on the sofa again: "You don't like me to have too much contact with her, and of course I don't like it either...... What has passed is what has passed, and whether there is a partner on either side or not, the best thing to do is to stop bothering. ”
Lin Yourou: "......"
She raised her head to look at Yin Suishuang, only to see Yin Suishuang's chin.
Yin Suinian sensed Lin Yourou's movements, glanced down at her, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Lin Yourou propped her hands on Yin Sui's side, and with a slight effort, she climbed to the same height as him.
Yin Sui's brows jumped and jumped.
He is a normal man, who is the object of his own affection, on the body, such a climb, or in the summer......
He took a deep breath and tightened his arms around Lin Yourou slightly.
"What about me?"
"What about you?"
In the emotional turmoil of Yin Sui's loneliness, he didn't react for a while to what Lin Yourou meant.
His voice was hoarse, with a hint of irrepressible emotion.
Lin Yourou didn't notice it at all, she asked:
"I mean, if it's me, I'll come back to you after we're separated...... I want to get back together with you, I regret it, I want to start over with you...... Are you going to do the same to me? ”
What the?
It's all where it is!
Yin Suishan struggled to grasp his reason: "If it is...... We're not separated yet, so you wonder what will happen when we are separated...... What are you doing here? ”
Lin Yourou fell on Yin Sui's body with a smile, and after laughing, she continued:
"I mean, what if? Where does it go so smoothly between people, maybe because of one thing, the two of us lost our temper, and we separated......"
"No whatever!"
"I mean, what if......"
"There are no what's ifs!"
"That is, if! If! ”
Lin Yourou straightened her upper body, lying on her stomach and facing Yin Sui's lonely eyes,
"I am not allowed to refute it, that is, what if, I want an answer...... I'll come to you again, will you do this to me, will you ignore me, will you ......"
Saying that, Lin Yourou suddenly felt a little sad.
It seems that such a scenario came to mind.
Yin Sui saw that Lin Yourou's eyes turned red, sighed, sat up, hugged Lin Yourou, and pressed her to his chest:
"Under normal circumstances, I would not be separated from you."
At the beginning, when he was like that with Ding Xinling, he still wanted to get married.
He is a person who is very dependent on feelings, and he will never be the one who walks away first.
"If there is a day, you will be separated from me...... I'll let it go......"
Lin Yourou raised her head and looked at Yin Suiliang.
She didn't know why, but she suddenly wanted an answer to this matter.
“…… If you come back to me...... I'm not going to ignore you, I won't. ”
Lin Yourou's tears suddenly fell.
"What if you have a new partner?"
Yin Sui sighed lightly and said, "Fool, do you think that everyone is like you and thinks that I am a treasure?" I'm going to be forty now, and in a few years, I'll be fifty...... I'm going to get old, and there are so many young people waiting, and I'm a bad old man in the eyes of others......"
Burst!
Lin Yourou was successfully amused, and she slapped Yin Sui for a moment:
"People still say that the older a man gets, the more flavorful he is."
"Don't listen to those nonsense, they all like the young, where do you like the old?"
Lin Yourou raised her head and looked at Yin Suinian with a puffed face: "You also like youth?" ”
Yin Sui's loneliness: "......"
The topic shifted.
Fortunately, he is not old, otherwise, his heart would not be able to stand it.
Yin Sui said: "This, look at people, everyone likes to look at young people...... I prefer the pursuit of the spiritual level. ”
Burst!
Lin Yourou couldn't help laughing again.
Yin Sui looked at Lin Yourou's eyes that were still full of tears, and said softly: "Don't worry, right?" ”
Lin Yourou bowed her head embarrassedly.
Yin Suixi stroked the top of her hair and said:
"Don't think too much, neither of us is an impulsive person, and we generally don't encounter anything embarrassing, so we have to break up...... If it really comes to that...... There are no problems with the relationship between the two of us, and I will look forward to you coming back to me. ”
Lin Yourou's tears fell again without warning.
Yin Suishan is a good person, she has always known.
That is, because he is a good person, she is both relieved and uneasy about him.
Rest assured, he is a good person and he will not fail her.
But.
It is precisely because he is a good person that she is afraid that he will be used for his soft-heartedness in dealing with Ding Xinling's affairs.
Lin Yourou knows very well that Ding Xinling is a very utilitarian person, when she was not with Yin Suiling, Ding Xinling tied up Yin Suiling, and said that Yin Suiling was not good, and consumed Yin Suiling......
These, in Ding Xinling's view, are taken for granted.
But, suddenly, one day, there was her.
Yin Suiling is unwilling to be consumed, and Ding Xinling will think that Yin Suiling is sorry for her.
Or, she will regret her previous decision, and she may want to return to Yin Sui's side.