Modern Chapter 048 Lovesick Candy (48)
"Can you tell me, what is love?"
"Love is a strong attachment, closeness, yearning, and selfless and all-encompassing emotion between people. Of course, this is an encyclopedic explanation, and I don't know very well myself. β
"Then you, have you ever fallen in love with someone?"
Xing Ruyi thought for a while and returned: "I haven't loved, but I'm currently trying to love someone." β
"And does he love you?"
"It's supposed to be love, right?" Thinking of the fox's care for herself, Xing Ruyi couldn't help but show a slightly sweet smile.
"And how long can your love last?" The woman's eyes were dilated, and she looked behind Xing Ruyi without focus.
"I'm sorry, I can't answer your question."
"Our love lasted less than a year. He and I were introduced to each other, and in today's parlance, it's a blind date. The first time I saw him, I knew he liked me. That kind of liking is undisguised, red fruit. From his eyes, I saw his strong possessiveness towards me, and I felt that this temperature could last a lifetime. Innocence, as expected, is the most advantageous weapon to destroy a woman. β
The woman smiled bitterly and shook her head: "Regardless of my family's opposition, I insisted on marrying him, who was still very poor at the time. After marrying him, I learned that his hometown was in the mountains, and the dilapidated house of his hometown could be dispersed as soon as the wind blew. I have no regrets, no retreat, and I believe that with our hands, we can live happily ever after.
We left our hometown and worked part-time in the city, and those days were really hard, but also really happy. Every day when I woke up, I could see the fire in his eyes, and even in a very tired state, the flame had not been extinguished. Before I go to sleep at night, I can see the distress and the feeling of love in that flame. I think I'm married right, even if it's hard work, it's worth it. β
The woman clenched her fists, her whole body tensing.
"A year later, I got pregnant and gave birth to our daughter. It was a very beautiful female doll, with eyebrows and eyes like mine, but mouth and chin were very similar to him. I fantasized about a happy life for a family of three, but he began to get impatient. He was tired of the child's crying, tired of me holding the child all day, tired of the days when there was no money. Out of desperation, and because I love him, I can only ruthlessly send the child back to his hometown, the barren mountain world, to her grandparents.
On the day of separation, my daughter cried so much that her voice was hoarse, and I cried too, but I could only cover my mouth with my hands. Originally, I didn't like to walk in the mountains, but I came out of the mountains without realizing it that day. My daughter was sent away, and there was no way for us to go back to the way we were. He was always in a bad mood, and he often left me behind and didn't go home at night. Later, in the name of doing business, he did not come back for a few months, most of the year, or even a whole year.
I know he's got another woman out there. A woman's perception is always accurate, but a woman is always good at deceiving herself. I waited, watched, waited, and finally he came back. Not only did people come back, but they also brought a lot of money, and our business began to improve, and life became more and more prosperous. We were lying in the same bed again, but I knew very well that his heart and dreams were stuffed with other people. Improvisation, really is improvisation, improvisation, improvisation, improvisation, improvisation, improvisation. β
The woman cried, laughed, laughed, cried, and the tears began to fall in big pieces.
"In these makeshift days, I lost my eldest daughter, sent my younger daughter away, and now even he is dead. Money, I have a lot of money now, but I don't know how to live the rest of my life. The woman wiped her tears: "I want to buy something that can erase the traces of love on my face." β
"I see." Xing Ruyi looked at the woman's face, which was a sad face that had not been happy for a long time.
"I know the rules of the rouge shop, and I ask you to take my life. Ten years, twenty years, thirty years. It doesn't matter, I'm alone alive anyway. β
"Perhaps, you can do something else." When Xing Ruyi handed her something, he mentioned it in passing: "For example, do something that a rich person can do." β
"What's the matter?"
"You go to the girl in the photo and partner up to open a nursing home or an orphanage. She's just like you, she's a loner living in this world, you've lost your husband and your daughter, she's lost her mother and father. β
Xing Ruyi handed her a photo of Cheng Juan's daughter, and it was Jia Sheng's wife who took the photo.
Yes, Jia Sheng died, died of a sudden heart attack.
Late at night, in front of Jain's grave, a dark figure stood there.
"Jia Ning didn't know until she died, she actually had two older brothers." Xing Ruyi walked out from behind the tombstone and looked straight at the black shadow.
"That black file bag was actually put into the archive room, and that legend was deliberately told to Cheng Juan's daughter. The letter in the file bag is not cursed in itself, but you have smeared it with something special that can cause all those who come into contact with the letter to hallucinate severe hallucinations and thus create fear, and with your deliberate inducement, they will commit suicide at some point according to your design. β
"Do you have any proof?"
The dark shadow looked up, the corners of his mouth raised, and a defiant smile appeared.
"Does this count?"
Xing Ruyi took out a box from behind his back and opened it, which contained black chicken and white phoenix pills.
"Janin has irregular menstruation, menstrual cramps, and you know that. You, as a warm-hearted big brother, bought this for her. Wuji Baifeng Pill can indeed treat menstrual diseases, and can also improve Jia Ning's dysmenorrhea, after taking it for a period of time, she trusts you more, and every time you buy her medicine, she will also take it on time. It's a pity that this naΓ―ve girl didn't know that you had done something in her medicine. Half of this black chicken and white phoenix pill is real and half is fake. Long-term consumption of those fake black chicken white phoenix pills can make her suffer from insomnia, anxiety, auditory hallucinations, and even visual hallucinations. β
"Do you have any proof that I gave these pills to Jia Ning?"
"Unfortunately, I didn't."
"I'm sorry, I still have something to do."
"What about your conscience? Can it really be stable? Have you met Jia Sheng, do you think he has been happy all these years? Have you ever thought that the best revenge is not to see how miserable the person who harmed you is, but that you completely forget about him and start your life well. β
"If it hadn't happened to me, I could have stood here and told you these big truths." The black shadow turned around, and stared at Xing Ruyi with his eyes: "Do you know how much pain my mother has endured over the years?" She would have nightmares every day, and then wake up screaming from the nightmares, and she would constantly question herself, blame herself, and even ask herself what she had done wrong that would make that man treat her so cruelly.
Another point, you guessed wrong, the person with a split personality is not my brother, but me, and the person who is sick is also me, and I am the one who appeared at school to approach Jia Ning, and Jia Sheng's is also me. My younger brother, from the day he was born, he was a fool, a fool who didn't know anything.
When I was younger, I hated him so much because of him, our already unfortunate family, and because of him, I had to face ridicule that I didn't know when, and my mother, she was afraid of other people's sympathy, so we had to move, we had to hide this fool. β
The black shadow smiled, and the smile was particularly penetrating.
"Sometimes, I don't even know that our brother is a human and that is a ghost. Just when I decided to take revenge, to use this way to get rid of the pain that the three of us had endured for years, my silly brother suddenly opened his mouth to speak. He said, "Let me come!" I know that he is also living a very miserable life, and I choose to let him leave first, and when I am done, I will go to him. We are twins, and our genetic similarity is very high, so even if the police go to test some DNA, I don't worry about what they will find. My stupid brother and I were born in the mountains, without a birth certificate, and the only one who knew the truth wouldn't tell it. In the household registration department, only me, my mother, and my brother are registered, and they do not belong to this world. β
"Jia Sheng is dead, are you happy?"
"Not happy, from the time I started dying in school, I knew I wasn't going to be happy. But if I don't get revenge, I'll be even more unhappy. β
"Have you ever liked Jia Hui?"
"My sister? Do you think I ever liked her? β
"I liked it."
"Yes, I did, but it's definitely not what you think you like. Any idea why I didn't go after that woman? Because I think she's just as pitiful as my mom, they've all been ruined by that bastard named Jia Sheng. Jia Hui, although she is that person's daughter, the daughter of the rightful name, she is even more pitiful than me. At least, I still have my mother, but she has no one, and she is abandoned in that place. β
"So, what about Janin?"
"She, she's dead." The dark shadow pointed to the tombstone, "I've told you enough, goodbye!" Oh no, yes again! β
The shadow descended down the path between the cemeteries. Xing Ruyi turned around, looked at Jia Ning on the tombstone, and asked softly: "Fox, you say, who is he?" Is it Xu Shaoyuan, or someone else? β
"Xu Shaoyuan." The fox appeared: "At least, on the household registration book and ID card, he is Xu Shaoyuan." β
"Then you say, who gave her Jia Hui's book. A girl who grew up in the mountains, a girl who grew up with her simple grandparents, how could she be interested in refining ghost babies. Aren't the people in the mountains taboo about these? β
"If mothers are not surrounded by hatred, how can sons be single-minded for revenge." The fox sighed: "People, what often can't escape is their own demons. β