017: Reactive depression

"Please, the future is not something that can be succeeded by talent alone, do you think you are the only painter in this world? Are you the only genius? You're wrong, it's all over the place, you can catch a lot of it casually, but what is the result? How many of them became famous with these hands? You don't want to be naΓ―ve Xue Yimai, you have to know that without a certain economic foundation, it will only be a way of pastime, don't you understand? ”

Xue Yimai never imagined that Bai Yueguang, who was in his mind, would one day say such realistic words to him, "But we've always been happy, haven't we?" ”

He couldn't believe that the good old days would disappear in just a few words, and he couldn't believe that the girl in front of him, who was once so bright and cheerful, would now be so powerful.

Lily snorted coldly, and her expression became extremely unfamiliar: "Happy? Yes, I used to think that you would rely on your family strength to achieve success, but what was the result? ”

Xue Yimai frowned, endured the heartache, and said, "Family strength... I never told you about my family situation, how would you know..."

Lily turned her head and said, "Xue Yimai, there is no sudden love in this world at all, wake up." "I don't want to talk to him anymore, she turns around and wants to leave...

Xue Yimai had a feeling that with this turn, the two people would become two eternal parallel lines, never fixed point, no intersection.

When a person never has it, he will never ask for it.

If he suddenly has something precious in a world that he did not expect, he begins to fear losing it, and he begins to beg for mercy like a beggar for this possession...

Xue Yimai hurriedly grabbed Lily's arm and pleaded, "Lily, don't go..."

Lily didn't reply, only to see her side face indifferently look at the hand he was holding tightly, and said, "Xue Yimai, don't be stupid, we maybe, it's not very suitable." ”

Xue Yimai was almost heartbroken, he ignored the eyes of everyone around him, and begged bitterly: "Lily, I will change, I can change it, as long as you don't leave, I will change whatever you say, if you like me to get ahead, then I will go out to sketch every day, I will sell paintings, I will make money every day, please don't go..."

"You live too pitifully." Lily shook off his hand in disgust, turned to look at him, and said word by word: "Xue Yimai, you heard clearly, I don't like you, I was with you because I knew that you were the second son of Xue Teng Group, and now, you have fallen into this appearance, how can I be with you?" By love? Or do you make money by going out and setting up stalls? You don't really think that I, a student at Imperial Capital University with excellent character and learning, will be stupid to be with you, an autistic man with no future, right? ”

Lily's words were like a blade, cruelly separating Xue Yimai's flesh and blood, one after another, and watching them be soaked in salt water and drowned...

He collapsed and knelt on the ground, watching Lily's figure fade away little by little, until it blurred and turned into a snow-white patch...

……

"Don't go... I was wrong... Don't go... Lily..."On the hospital bed, Xue Yimai kept dreaming in a coma, his eyebrows were tightly wrinkled together, his lips were pale, and his expression was very painful.

Jian Ran sat on the edge of the hospital bed, and said a little unbearably: "Xue Yimai, why have you been admitting your mistakes..."

He had never seen such a humble person, whether it was his own mother or his ex-girlfriend, he was always admitting his mistakes, and his hysteria seemed to be forever reserved for retention, but he never defended himself.

How tired should such a person be...

"Hasn't this classmate woken up yet?" At this time, the school doctor walked in, and when he saw the girl who was still in a coma on the hospital bed, he couldn't help but feel strange, "All the data of the body are normal, why haven't you woken up yet~"

The school doctor used to be a general practitioner at the Imperial Capital Hospital, and he was involved in all kinds of symptoms, but with the emergence of talents in the medical field, he was very old, so he retired early.

As a result, Imperial Capital University specially hired this senior to be a school doctor with a high salary.

Fang Zheng entrusted Jian Ran (Xue Yimai) to Xue Yimai (Jian Ran) because there was still a night class for a while, and now there were only two people left in the entire infirmary, Jian Ran and the school doctor.

She finally waited for the opportunity, ready to put forward the question that had accumulated in her heart for a long time, and wanted an answer, "Uncle Gu, I want to ask you a few spiritual questions, I don't know if you are involved..."

"Huh? What's the problem? "The school doctor who is called Uncle Gu, formerly known as Gu Xiukai, is very prone to minor injuries in the art department and physical education department, so after coming and going, Jian Ran also got to know Gu Xiukai, and in the two departments, most students will respectfully call him 'Uncle Gu'.

"When a person is very afraid of the outside world, and even locks himself in his room all day and does not go out, is this considered a mental illness?"

Gu Xiukai put down the notebook in his hand that recorded medical records, he lifted his heavy glasses, turned to look at Jian Ran, and asked seriously: "Are there any other symptoms?" ”

Jian Ran thought for a while, "In the crowd, I will feel difficult to breathe, I will be confused all day long, my expression will always be very dull, and I will remember something at a certain moment, I will be so excited that I hit the wall, but the next day I find that I can't remember anything." ”

Gu Xiukai frowned, and carefully looked at the boy in front of him, although he was slender, he was full of skinny, giving people the illusion that he couldn't resist the wind. He is also very handsome and handsome, but his face is not as ruddy as other young people.

If this man is talking about himself, but his eyes alone are not like...

Gu Xiukai looked at Jian Ran and nodded, then shook her head, which couldn't help but make her a little stunned.

"Uncle Gu?" Jian Ran reminded loudly.

Gu Xiukai was called back to reality: "Hmm... The person you're talking about... It's not you, is it? ”

"No, it's a friend of mine." And this friend is lying here.

"If I'm not mistaken, it's likely that this friend you're talking about suffers from reactive depression." Gu Xiukai said truthfully.

Really.

Gu Xiukai's words really confirmed the doubts in Jian Ran's heart.

Merely...

Jian Ran couldn't help but be a little strange, "Reactive depression is..."

"This kind of depression is caused by some kind of mental stimulation and frustration, and generally a series of things that cause the person to collapse will occur in a person, and because they are really unable to bear this kind of collapse, they often choose to escape, which is what you said will not be clear about what happened to hurt yourself in the next day."

Stimulated by some kind of psychic ...

Yes.

When Xue Yimai thought of his mother last night, he would be excited to hit the wall, and today he suddenly fainted, he must have had some unknown past with Senior Sister Lily.

And these things are actually the root cause of Xue Yimai's depression...

It's terrible, it's really terrible.

One is his own biological mother, and the other is his girlfriend who is in a relationship with him, what kind of stimulation can make a normal boy become so extreme...

Jian Ran shuddered when he thought about it.