176 private messages

Shi Liyan pushed open the door and looked at the empty room, and for a moment a very complicated feeling welled up in her heart.

Emptiness, loneliness, loneliness, loss, panic......

Almost all the bad emotions came flooding over.

Shi Liyan stood at the door and stood for a while before she raised her feet and walked in slowly, she moved step by step to the sofa where she used to sit before, and it was also the sofa he used to sit on.

She leaned back on the couch and closed her eyes slightly, as if she felt his breath.

A strong smell of dust permeated Shi Liyan's nasal passages, and she felt that her breath and mouth were full of dusty smell.

Shi Liyan opened her eyes and looked around.

The light shone in, and she saw the table, the chair, ...... No matter what it is, there is a layer of dust that is not too thin......

How long has he not come?

As soon as this thought came to mind, Shi Liyan automatically made up for Ye Pengfei in her mind:

He is about to graduate, and he has to do his graduation thesis, graduation defense, and graduate school entrance examination......

Shi Liyan thought of Ye Pengfei and said that he wanted to go to graduate school, but there were still younger brothers and sisters at home who wanted to study, and they were still young, so he couldn't be selfish and couldn't prevent them from reading and writing.

And at home.

is not rich, his parents are not in good health, and it is quite good to be able to provide for him to go to college, and he also has to think about his family and do his part for his family......

Shi Liyan thought of Ye Pengfei pretending to be strong when she said this, and she felt a little pain in her heart.

This kind of pain is different from the pain with Qu Xiaoyi, this kind of pain comes from the heart, which makes her want to be good to Ye Pengfei.

But.

Ye Pengfei is a person with strong self-esteem, he has never been willing to accept her things, that is, the house she rented him, it is better to talk about it, saying that he wants to have a stable place, saying that he is afraid that no one will come to live in it for a long time, and he is afraid that he will be targeted by thieves... Ye Pengfei reluctantly stayed.

As for the rest.

He had a clear deal with her.

She gave him money, but he never wanted it.

Every time she saw him nibbling on a steamed bun and eating the cheapest pickles, she smiled happily and said to her, this is already good, and there are many times when I am at home that I am still hungry......

Shi Liyan felt that her heart was like a knife.

She secretly bought food, clothing, and use, and told him that she also wanted to eat, so that he could practice her cooking skills more......

said many times, once she deliberately lost her temper, and he responded helplessly, and since then he has not rejected her care.

Shi Liyan was very happy.

She likes Ye Pengfei very much, and she really wants to do something for Ye Pengfei, because Ye Pengfei has done a lot to her, and he cares for her meticulously, making her feel that there is still warmth and love in this world.

Be considerate of her, care for her, praise her, treat her gently, and give her encouragement......

As long as Shi Liyan thought of such a person, the corners of her mouth couldn't help but turn up.

It's just that.

It seems like they haven't seen each other for a long time.

This time has been long, making Shi Liyan feel as if she has lived a world.

Shi Liyan thought about it carefully, when the two of them were together, she was filming, the time was very tight, and Qu Xiaoyi often stared at her, but why did she feel that she had met Ye Pengfei a lot?

There are so many things that Shi Liyan has the illusion that the two of them look together.

Shi Liyan knew that at that time, she was looking forward to going home every day, coming back here, she was looking forward to seeing Ye Pengfei's face, looking forward to staying with him, just doing nothing, just looking at Ye Pengfei's face and watching him do things, she would be in a good mood.

Of course.

Ye Pengfei would not let her just look at him so blankly, he would come over and hug her, pinch her shoulders, give her a relaxing massage, and ask her softly if she was tired, and would tell her how hard and tiring filming was, and how difficult it was for her......

A smile unconsciously appeared on Shi Liyan's face.

"Ding."

Shi Liyan was startled and reflexively shuddered.

It was only after the trembling that she reacted, it was the prompt tone of her mobile phone.

Shi Liyan patted her chest, because she suddenly heard a voice, her heartbeat accelerated violently, and it was so fast for a while that she couldn't bear it, as if she was starved of oxygen.

Shi Liyan slowed down for a moment and looked at her phone.

The phone screen is on, and the sign on it is that she has new news.

She looked at her phone and didn't move, her posture didn't change at all, she confronted it like that, as if she was fighting against some kind of force she didn't like.

Good for a while.

It may also not be for a minute.

Because the air is very quiet, and there is no life around, for a while, it is just Shi Liyan's own feeling.

After a while, there was no movement on the phone, Shi Liyan let out a long breath slowly, she reached out and took the phone, opened it, and saw that it was a private message from herself.

Shi Liyan was a little surprised, this was her work number, not the number of her close friends in private.

Neither Qu Xiaoyi nor Ye Pengfei will use this number to send her messages.

At this moment, Shi Liyan was relieved and a little disappointed at the same time:

It's not Qu Xiaoyi, it's not Ye Pengfei!

Shi Liyan nodded with interest.

When she saw the photos displayed on her phone, Shi Liyan, who was careless, sat up with wide eyes all of a sudden.

Her hands shook suddenly.

She shook her hands, stared at the words on her phone, looked at the familiar name she put in her heart, appeared on the phone screen again and again, and saw the other party's experience page by page, especially when she had a history of love life......

Shi Liyan couldn't believe her eyes.

She closed her eyes and took a few deep breaths, opened them again, trembled her hands and shook her body, unlocked the phone again, and clicked on the ......

Nothing has changed!

That information really exists!

Shi Liyan felt that her heartbeat was gone for a moment.

She sat there, looking at her phone, looking at it over and over again, but she didn't look at anything else.

But.

Those words, like a living virus, burrowed into her mind, constantly changing and moving in her mind......

"Click!"

With a sudden sound, Shi Liyan reflexively turned off her phone as if she had been woken up, and hid behind her again.

At the same time, she looked up at the doorway.

The door opens.

Ye Pengfei's honest and reliable face came into view.

Ye Pengfei saw Shi Liyan there, and a smile instantly appeared on his face: "Are you here?" ”

As he spoke, he skillfully picked up his slippers from the shoe rack at the door and changed the shoes on his feet, and skillfully put the changed shoes on the shoe rack.

The movements are natural and fluid.

Shi Liyan's eyes flickered.

Her memory is still stuck in the picture when Ye Pengfei was unwilling to use her things, uncomfortable with her things, etc., but she didn't expect that Ye Pengfei had made this place as natural as his own home.

Shi Liyan looked down at her feet.

Her shoes were not changed.

Compared with Ye Pengfei, she, the real host, was like a guest, and she didn't change her shoes here......

"Why didn't you say anything to me? How long has it been? ”

Ye Pengfei sat beside Shi Liyan gently and asked softly.

Shi Liyan listened to Ye Pengfei's gentle voice, and the content of the message just now kept flashing in her mind:

High school...... University......

"What's wrong with you? Is there something uncomfortable? ”

Ye Pengfei saw Shi Liyan looking at him with straight eyes, and couldn't help but reach out and touch the other party's forehead:

"Ah, why is it so cold? Do you have a cold? ”

Shi Liyan looked at Ye Pengfei's concerned face, and everything in her mind was fighting.

Those girls......

"Why don't you speak?"

"Nope."

Shi Liyan replied softly.

After she spoke, she realized that her voice was low and hoarse, with an inexplicable dryness.

Her hand clenched suddenly, for fear that Ye Pengfei would find out about her abnormality.

In the past, Ye Pengfei could see that she was slightly wrong, and could guess the deepest thoughts in her heart, which hit her heart, and she ......

She didn't want Ye Pengfei to know that she had received a message like that.

Although, Shi Liyan wanted to ask Ye Pengfei if those were true.

But.

She couldn't ask.

She was afraid that the other party suddenly changed her appearance and told her that it was true.

I'm afraid that the other party will say that it's all fake, how can I not believe him so much......

Shi Liyan was afraid of both.

She didn't know how to deal with either of them, so she subconsciously avoided them.

Shi Liyan's heartbeat was quite strong, so powerful that her whole body trembled a little, her words trembled so much that she couldn't speak, and several times, her mouth was scooped.

It's just that.

Ye Pengfei didn't ask.

Not all along.

Shi Liyan was relieved and relieved when Ye Pengfei didn't ask at first, but as she mouthed more and more, Ye Pengfei didn't say anything, only talked about his recent situation.

Like what.

He's graduating soon, and he can't live in school.

He wants to find a job, or he will have no money to spend.

The situation at home is not easy, and the younger siblings are still waiting for money......

In the past, Shi Liyan couldn't hear Ye Pengfei say such things, every time Ye Pengfei said it, Shi Liyan was so distressed that she didn't want it, she would give Ye Pengfei "subsidies" for various reasons every time.

This time.

Shi Liyan's heart didn't react except for the overly violent beating.

Shi Liyan only found out at this time that since Ye Pengfei came in, except for asking her if she had a cold, there was no one who cared about her.

Shi Liyan replayed everything in her mind after Ye Pengfei entered the house.

First of all, why did she come?

Isn't that her place?

Before, she said a thousand things, and he reluctantly "looked" the room for her, but the series of actions when entering the door were so skillful and natural......

I asked her if she was sick, but I didn't ask her if she had seen a doctor, I didn't ask her if she had taken any medicine, if she was unwell......

Shi Liyan closed her eyes and rubbed her forehead vigorously.

"What's wrong with you?"

Ye Pengfei finally realized Shi Liyan's strange appearance and asked again.

Shi Liyan raised her head, and the scene of Lin Yourou playing and laughing flashed in her mind for a moment, and Shi Liyan's eyes also changed:

"I want to separate from Qu Xiaoyi and move over."

If it was before, Shi Liyan would add one after this sentence, do you say okay?

But this time, she didn't.

She paid for it here, so why should she ask others?

Ye Pengfei stiffened for a moment when he heard Shi Liyan's words, and soon returned to his original state.

It's really fast, less than a second, not even half a second, if it weren't for Shi Liyan watching all the time, and there was all the foreshadowing in her heart such as the previous information, Shi Liyan's suspicions, in the past, Shi Liyan would never have found out.

Shi Liyan's heart sank.

Her mind began to strain through the details of the past.

Before.

She is still filming and has to deal with Qu Xiaoyi, but the two of them spend a lot of time together.

Now, she is no longer filming, Qu Xiaoyi has also gone to other places, and she doesn't have to deal with Qu Xiaoyi, but she and Ye Pengfei haven't seen each other for a long time, and they don't have mobile phone chats.

In the past, Ye Pengfei would take the initiative to send her messages every day.

Even if there is nothing to do, I will ask her if she has eaten, whether she is tired from filming, and if she has encountered any troubles......

"Why do you suddenly think like that?"

Ye Pengfei said softly.

Shi Liyan looked at Ye Pengfei and said, "It's not sudden, I just want to be with you, I don't want to wronged you." ”

Shi Liyan suddenly found that she was really good at acting.

She not only thought of Lin Yourou, but also thought of the role that Lin Yourou asked her to play in the film.

If Shi Liyan only applied for that role because she wanted to act, then now, Shi Liyan has completely fallen in love with that role.

Bold, confident......

Shi Liyan didn't notice that her waist straightened.

Want to be with him?

The corners of Ye Pengfei's mouth twitched for a moment, and he smiled: "Where are the grievances?" ”

He was afraid that Shi Liyan would continue to be obsessed with this topic, so he changed the topic with a smile: "I just want you to be happy, it's good if you are happy, if you are not happy with him, then separate." ”

Never have a relationship with a girl.

Shi Liyan's mind flashed the content of the private message.

For the first time, she found that her memory was so good, and she was able to memorize the content of the private messages, and she could also correspond to the real scene.

"Well, after I separated, I posted on Weibo to let the world know that the two of us are together."

Ye Pengfei's smile couldn't be maintained any longer.

"Isn't that okay?"

"What's so bad?"

"This is our private matter, there is no need to make it known to everyone, right? You know, those people on the Internet ......"

Ye Pengfei's voice lowered,

"They will definitely say that I am a little white face, that you found someone who is not as good as Qu Xiaoyi, and they will attack you...... I don't want to see you attacked by them, I don't want you to be wronged. ”

The words were like crying, as if she didn't care about herself at all, and only thought about her.

Shi Liyan's mind matched the content of the private message again:

The popularity is very good, very good at talking, basically does not offend people, and the relationship with the opposite sex is especially good.

Shi Liyan said: "I'm not for myself, it's a good thing for me to expose Qu Xiaoyi's previous behavior, so that other innocent girls will no longer be deceived." ”