Chapter 148: How can you have a face and live again

Unlike the celebratory atmosphere of the Second Prince's Annex, the atmosphere in Luofu is oppressive.

Old Madam Luo and Luo Beijia didn't say anything about Luo Ling's return, but just instructed the maid to quickly "invite" people back to the courtyard.

Ah, yes, Luo Ling's personal maid has been killed with a cane, because Luo Ling's fault for being kidnapped is all attributed to her, so the maids in Luo Ling's courtyard, and even the people in Luo Mansion, are all guarding every corner of the courtyard and outside the courtyard, for fear that Luo Ling will disappear again and lose his life.

She was locked up like a finch again.

Luo Ling leaned on the bed with blank eyes, it was already night, but she couldn't sleep.

My mind was full of tears streaming down my mother and sister Luo Qing, and my mother cried and beat her, blaming her for why she did this, saying that she was ripping out her heart.

But in this Luo Mansion, who is not ripping out her heart?

Even if my sister says that she is a child, she always likes to mention her dismissal.

Although she was complaining about her, every word was ripping out her heart, and she had to pretend not to take her words to heart like a nobody.

Has anyone thought about her?

Luo Ling wept silently, and did not dare to make the slightest noise, and the maid slept outside the pedal, and woke up only to say that she was sick again.

When will such a day be the end?

Luo Ling covered her face, and the thought of "dead for a hundred years" reappeared in her mind, her eyes were straight and she held her breath.

"Nope."

Luo Ling shook his head and muttered, "I don't want to die...... I don't want to die......" as if I could hypnotize myself after saying it a few more times.

But the irritability in her heart still spread in her heart, her hands trembled, and after a while, her whole body trembled-

"Take a deep breath—take a deep breath—"

Luo Ling hugged herself tightly, adjusting her emotions according to what Lu Ning had taught her.

"Girl?"

The little maid who kept vigil slept lightly, and Luo Ling's sound woke her up like thunder, and she lifted the curtain, and saw Luo Ling holding her shoulders tightly with both hands, her body shaking, her sideburns were wet, and her face was pale.

She was frightened and hurried to tell her wife.

Madame said, "The girl must tell her everything in this way."

"Stop!" Luo Ling said weakly, but the little maid still heard it, and stood obediently, and hurried back to wait for her.

Luo Ling stretched out his hand, dark and coy: "I want to blow the wind." ”

The little maid hurriedly helped her, but hesitated: "Girl, the slave maid will scrub you first, you will get sick if you sweat and blow the wind." ”

Luo Ling shook his head and got up with the little girl's hand, but as soon as he stood up, his legs were weak, and half of his body leaned on the little girl's body.

"Girl!"

The two maids who had just woken up and were sleeping on the couch next to the bed didn't even have time to put on their shoes before they felt like they were coming to support Luo Ling, and as for the little maid, they fell to the ground, and she didn't have time to cry out for pain so she immediately crawled in front of Luo Ling, and the two maids to see if Luo Ling was injured.

The two maids glared at the little maid, one of them held one of Luo Ling's arms, and wanted to help her go back to the couch to rest, Luo Ling shook his head, and took the hands of the two to the window, and a maid quickly pushed the window open.

In the summer night, it was still quite cool, the breeze blew, Luo Ling shivered unconsciously, it was a trembling from head to toe, and his brain was a little clearer.

"Girl, it's cool at night." The big girl Xiaohui who had just brought it up draped her coat on Luo Ling's body, and the little girl moved a chair behind Luo Ling.

"Out of the way."

Luo Ling sat on the chair, gathered the clothes on his body, and looked out the window, there was no moon tonight, the yard was dark, and only the hazy shadows of flowers, plants, fruits and trees could be seen, but Luo Ling stared out of the window for more than half an hour.

Thoughts drifted away.

I obviously wanted to come back for treatment, why did I suddenly not want to be treated?

And the three maids are guarding her inch by inch.

Small hospital.

Lu Ning's night was also bumpy.

The news of Lu Hong's father coming was enough for her to drink a pot, and she finally fell asleep in fright, but she was called up and tossed at the neighbor's house next door for most of the night.

Lu Ning was sleeping soundly at that time, and the door of the small hospital was slammed loudly, and Lin Cheng cried and shouted outside the door: "A-Ning, help, help!" ”

It turned out that Lin Wan committed suicide.

Lu Ning had a pig's head face, and really wanted to smack Lin Cheng's face, Lin Wan was so seriously injured, she had to muster up courage when she moved her eyes, she actually committed suicide under the noses of your family, how could she commit suicide, what did your family eat! I can't even look at a single patient!

Lin Cheng followed behind Lu Ning, looking at his face, not daring to ask or talk, it was indeed their negligence, he should have let Ah Niang accompany Ah Wan when she said "I don't want to live anymore".

Fortunately, he happened to see it when A-Ning came back, otherwise where would she find a doctor in the middle of the night!

"Mother! You let me go! I don't want to live anymore, how can I live like this! ”

As soon as Lu Ning entered the door, she heard what Lin Wan said to Aunt Lin, and her hoarse voice was full of despair.

"No...... No! Ah, mother's good boy, you can't think about it! Aren't you asking for my life and your father's life! Persuade your daughter, old man! Aunt Lin knelt beside Lin Yun's bed and wept silently.

The shopkeeper Lin was also full of sadness, and when he saw Lu Ning, he was stunned for a moment, but when he saw Chunxiao carrying the medicine box beside him, he immediately seemed to see a savior, and he took three steps and two steps to greet him: "Doctor Lu!" Hurry up and show my family! ”

"Nope! I don't want him to watch! ”

Lin Wan was so frightened that he quickly turned his head and rushed to the inside of the bed, shouting: "Let him go, let him go!" I don't want her to see it! ”

Because of Aunt Lin's "diligent teachings", Lin Yun also fantasized about the future between herself and Lu Ning, but she is so ugly now, how can she have the face to see him with her current broken body!

Lin Yun's excited appearance frightened Aunt Lin, and she stood by the bed at a loss, not daring to touch her daughter, nor daring to agree to Lin Yun's words, after all, her daughter's injury still had to be treated.

But because Lin Wan struggled to pull the quilt to cover her head, the strip of cloth tied to her hand fell off the ground, stained with blood, and there was a wound on her wrist.

But compared with the wounds on her body, it can be described as a small thing, there is no comparison, but the location is special, and there is a hint of danger.

But this Lin Wan is also a talent, he is covered with injuries all over his body, and he can still give his wrist such a piece, how much he wants to die! Grave

"You guys go out first." Lu Ning said.

Chunxiao put the medicine box on the table and made a gesture to the people in the room.

Everyone in the Lin family glanced at Lin Yun, to be honest, they were a little worried, but for Lu Ning, they were still a little stunned, since the quarrel, the Lin family was a little more afraid of this young man, so they went out.

Shopkeeper Lin's hand: "Please Doctor Lu." ”

Lu Ning just nodded faintly and slowly walked to Lin Yun's bedside.

Lu Ning's arrival made Lin Yun's body tremble, regardless of his body and pain, he turned over with brute force like that, and turned over directly to the side, but afterwards he couldn't help but "hiss-hiss-", but he still insisted on shouting to Lu Ning: "You go!" You go! ”

"I'm not leaving." Lu Ning sat down on the chair next to the bed, and said softly: "It's you, move like this, be careful that the wound will burst, Ah Wan, be obedient, I'll show you the wound." ”

Listening to Lu Ning's gentle voice, Lin Yun was sad, she sobbed a few times, and said angrily: "If it collapses, it will collapse, I have become like this, how can I have the face to live again." ”

As soon as she closed her eyes now, she remembered the image of the man who had bullied her, the clothes that covered her body were gone, and she was tied to the bed in a shameful posture, and the man cut her skin with a knife, one by one, from shallow to deep, and each wound had to be cut three times......

She also ...... She also added her ..... It's all cut off! It was thrown to the ground like dirt, and it was covered with dust.

Obviously not a man, but he insults her like a man!

She was perverted, she fainted in pain and was splashed several times to wake up, she said she liked to see her in pain.

At that time, what she thought about the most was - how good it would be to die! If you die, you don't have to suffer any more.

Lin Wan closed her eyes, and tears still couldn't stop flowing from the corners of her eyes.

It was a nightmare, a nightmare she never wanted to relive for the rest of her life.

When she woke up, she thought she had arrived in the underworld, but she actually returned home!

Brother Lu, why did you save her?

Wouldn't it be good to let her die?

Lin Wan cried whining, crying so aggrieved and desperate.

Lu Ning sighed in her heart, to be honest, no one can accept such a thing calmly, let alone a weak girl, she wants to comfort him, but she doesn't know where to start.

Without the suffering of others, how can we put ourselves in the shoes of others to think about the problem, and what comes out is either pale words or high-sounding relief.

So, she silently waited for her to finish crying.

This cry, crying for half an hour, Lu Ning was really afraid that she would cry well, so she could only intervene forcibly and wanted to treat her wrist wound, but Lin Wan didn't cooperate at all, until Lu Ning didn't stand firmly, fell down, and slammed her hands on the ground, and the wound on her shoulder was pulled at once, and she almost cried in pain.

Chunxiao hurriedly helped her up and looked at her wound, feeling distressed: "The wound is cracked, you sit down, I'll take some gold medicine with you." ”

Lin Wan heard that Lu Ning was injured, hesitated for a moment and turned around.

It's easy to say, it's just turning over, but for Lin Yun-

first slowly lay flat, and then slowly turned sideways, maybe she was afraid of the pain and didn't dare to be hard again, so every action she made now turned over was frame by frame, and when she turned over, Chunxiao had already changed Lu Ning with medicine and clean gauze.

Looking at Lin Yun, who was moving slowly, to be honest, Lu Ning admired her in her heart, and really wanted to ask, what kind of perseverance supported her to move, isn't it good to lie quietly?

For example, she has a hole in her shoulder, and it is very inconvenient to get up, and she can't get up at all without anyone to help her.

"Brother Lu—"

Seeing Lu Ning's appearance, Lin Yun, who had just turned over, widened her eyes, was Lu Ning, who had a blue nose and swollen face in front of her, still the big brother Lu she knew? You can't see the outline at all!

The big brother in her impression is gentle and elegant, not like a character who can fight with people, and if he doesn't fight, where does this injury come from?

Lu Ning's heart is stuffed, why everyone has to pay attention to her face when they see her, she knows that her handsomeness is no longer there, but you don't have to remind her all the time - ugly!!

"You see I'm hurt, so let's be nice, okay? Hand to me. Lu Ning said.

Lin Wan bit his lip, looked at Lu Ning, and said with a wistful expression: "Brother Lu...... My hands are good, I am alive, what can I do? ”

Lu Ning was silent.

She's just a doctor, she can only see a doctor, and she's really not good at explaining people.

It took her a long time before she said, "Ah Wan, why don't you want to live?" ”

Do you need to say "I ...... like this"?

Lu Ning interrupted her: "Do you care about the way you look or are you afraid of other people's eyes?" ”

Lin Wan looked at her: "Is there a difference?" ”

"It's a big difference." Lu Ning said: "I'm afraid that other people's eyes are inferior, and it's cowardice that I can't accept it." ”

Lin Yun: "......" is the same in her opinion.

Lu Ning: "When you encounter a problem, you solve it, and the problem will not disappear because of death, and suicide is undoubtedly the stupidest move in the world." It's been a hundred times since you died, but have you ever thought about your father, mother, brother and sister-in-law? ”

"Your mother has been haunted by the bad guys because she didn't look at you, and she blamed herself, and almost cried to death, and your brother didn't tell you the truth about your mother because he helped you hide it, and he didn't report it to the official in time, and he also blamed himself, your father, heh, when did you see your father crying? He has been crying every day since you didn't wake up, and your sister-in-law almost had a miscarriage when she heard that you had an accident. ”

"Don't you try to live for yourself, for them, okay?" Lu Ning asked softly.

"I know, it's hard for you, but we live in this world, and many times we can't help ourselves, we always have to think more about our families, what do you think?"

Lin Wan couldn't cry anymore, she felt that she was really too difficult, it was difficult to live, but she could die......

If she's dead...... Daddy, mother, brother and sister-in-law, will also be sad.

But her ruined body ......

"With a daughter like me who can't get married, my father, brother and sister-in-law will be made fun of for a lifetime." Lin Wan burst into tears.

Lu Ning was stunned, but after thinking about it, she felt that Lin Wan's worries were understandable, after all, this ancient daughter was born for the purpose of marrying people, she thought about it and asked, "Which do you think is more important than life?" ”

Lin Wan didn't think about it: "It's all important." ”

Lu Ning: "......" is also right.

I couldn't refute it, how could I persuade people, Lu Ning almost scratched his head.

After a while, he said: "What, Ah Wan, there are many ways to live in the world, for women, marrying is just one of them, and there are many women who comb themselves, right?" ”