Chapter 570: No If
Hearing Qin Zheng's inquiry, Zhuangzi was speechless for a long time.
Just when Qin Zheng thought that he wouldn't speak, he heard Zhuangzi Qi say in a dumb voice: "What can I plan?" “
He smiled lowly, pointed to his leg, and said, "I am now over forty years old, with frosty temples, and I have achieved nothing, and I am still a wasted person. “
What else could he have planned. And what can be done?
Since the accident between the Fu family and the Zhuang family, he, as the only one who survived, has already borne a deep blood feud, and he will not be able to get rid of it in this life.
Not to mention, he is still like this now.
How to match her, and how to ...... Dare to plan something else?
Even appearing in front of her, Zhuangzi felt that it was a sin.
He is already like this, so why add another person to carry it?
It's just that the idea in his heart has been decided, and he feels that his heart is very depressed.
After hearing his words, Qin Zheng asked rhetorically: "Then father-in-law, are you willing?" “
If it's yourself. It must be unwilling.
It is him, one day this kind of thing happens, if someone comes to make him give up Gu Jiu, then he will definitely not be able to do it.
His people, even if they die, will not let go.
What about going up the sword mountain and going down to the sea of fire, even if he is in hell, he can always use his body. to protect her.
He can carry the Wind and Frost Blood Sword, as long as he ...... She's in.
However, the Zhuangzi period is diametrically opposed to his character, at least he can't do it.
Therefore, after listening to his words, Zhuangzi only laughed at himself, and said for a long time: "Do you want to listen to the story?" “
He just asked Qin Zheng casually, and did not wait for his answer, but said to himself: "We are baby relatives who have been settled since childhood, but when we talk about it seriously, we haven't met a few times. “
At that time, his health was not good, so he lived in his grandfather's house for most of the year.
And the few times they met made him fall in love with that girl.
Righteous and kind, with great enthusiasm for the world, with light in his eyes.
The love of youth. Most of them are the most simple and flawless, so when Zhuangzi identified a person, he wanted to take care of her all her life.
If there was no such disaster, maybe he would have married and had children step by step as the elders expected, raised eyebrows with her, and then looked at the children and grandchildren, and enjoyed his old age together.
Zhuangzi has fantasized countless times that that kind of life must be very beautiful.
However, there is no if.
The Fu family was wiped out, and the people of the Zhuang family were buried in the fire, and he was the only one who escaped.
used the blood of his family to pave a way for him to live.
But this road of life was full of thorns, and there was nothing else but his foreseeable death.
There is no hope, there is no light.
"I'm not reconciled, but what's the matter, she's fine now. Why should I drag her down? “
Yes, dragging.
If it weren't for Qin Zheng, Zhuangzi would not even have a way to take revenge, in the final analysis. He is the most useless person.
And she is different.
Today, she is already Mrs. Mingde, who is respected by everyone in Western Chu, and she single-handedly supported her husband's family and founded the college. She is still the only female dean.
What a bright future.
Why should you fall into darkness because of yourself?
What's more, Zhuangzi didn't even dare to think about whether she remembered herself.
So, if you are not reconciled, so what?
When Zhuangzi said this, he looked at Qin Zheng again and said, "I know, Uncle Shi must have told you something when he came over this time." It's just that the past is in the past. “
He wasn't a fool, how could he not understand Zhao Yan's thoughts.
In Zhao Yan's heart. I still want to watch myself get married, no matter who it is, as long as I have a companion, it is better than being alone.
But he understood. But it can't be done.
I am already like this, and I am not far from implicating her, and I don't want to implicate others.
Zhuangzi knows everything, but he just doesn't want to say it.
Hearing what he said, Qin Zheng understood, and after a long time, he nodded and said, "Okay, I promise you." “
After he finished speaking. In the end, I felt a little panicked in my heart.
Not for anything else, but after listening to Zhuangzi's words, I inexplicably felt that it was not worth it for him.
"Father, what are your plans?"
Zhuangzi insisted on pouring wine into his mouth with a wine jug. Hearing what he said, he stopped moving, smiled casually, and said, "I don't have any plans, isn't it okay for me now." Teach students, treat the sick, if you can catch the murderer and give the people under Jiuquan a look, wait for a hundred years. There are also faces to meet them. “
He has been in trouble for half of his life, but now, he still has the opportunity to take revenge, which has made Zhuangzi very grateful.
Man. The most taboo is more.
If you are too greedy, you will easily have nothing.
So he is not greedy.
If he doesn't ask for luxury, there will be no loss, let alone loss.
Hearing Zhuangziqi's words, Qin Zheng felt a little sad more and more, and said after a while: "I know." “
He paused, and then said, "Father-in-law, don't worry, I will help you find out the truth of the year." “
With Zhuangzi expecting their kindness, Qin Zheng needed to do this.
This is also what he should inherit from the Zhuangzi period.
Qin Zheng had never comforted anyone, but now that he was comforted, he felt a little overwhelmed, and after a while, he added: "Father-in-law, don't think too much." “
Zhuangzi was a little uncomfortable before, but after seeing Qin Zheng's appearance. But he was a little helpless, sneered, and said, "They are all big men, what is there to be hypocritical." “
He naturally knew what Qin Zheng wanted to say. also knew that Qin Zheng was sad for himself.
But as a big man, no matter how weak he is, where does he need to be comforted?
Therefore, after Zhuangzi said this, he patted him on the shoulder again. Said: "Okay, nothing else, I'll go to sleep old man." As for you, it's a serious matter to go back to accompany your daughter-in-law as soon as possible, what are you doing here with me? “
After he said this, he staggered back to his feet, thought about it, and said with a smile: "There is not much wine, I will take the rest back to my room, drink and sleep." “
Originally, with his body, he shouldn't have drunk so much wine, but he knew that Zhuangzi was depressed in his heart, so Qin Zheng didn't say much, only nodded and said, "Okay, father-in-law, go slowly." “
Who knew that Zhuangzi stopped again and said, "Yes, do you have something to look for me?" “
He only then remembered that Qin Zheng should have had something else to do, but now he had drunk a little too much, and he couldn't remember it for a while.
Seeing this, Qin Zheng smiled slightly, and said, "It's not a big deal, it's not too late tomorrow morning, it's not too early, my father-in-law should go and rest." “
After hearing his words, Zhuangzi nodded in response, took the wine jug in his hand, and turned around and went back to the room.