Chapter 120: What is she afraid of?
Yu Zichen held the coffee cup and put it to his mouth, but he didn't drink it, but looked at her seriously.
"Huh? Say what? ”
Yan Ailuo was also surprised by the change in his attitude, and he didn't react at all.
He took a sip of the cup, then stopped and continued to look at her. It means that she can say whatever she wants to say directly, and don't hold back.
His behavior was so strange and different from his usual behavior that it was hard to guess what he was thinking.
Yan Ailuo really mobilized all her brain cells and thought about it, looked at the coffee cup and then looked at him, and said hesitantly: "If you drink too much coffee, you will lose sleep, so drink less and go to bed earlier at night." ”
Although she was also surprised by the conclusion she reached, Yu Zichen's actions could not be judged by ordinary people's thoughts, so she still said it.
What made her even more strange was that Yu Zichen actually thought about it, then nodded in agreement and handed over the cup again.
"Take it and throw it away, I'll only drink it during the day, and I won't drink it at night."
His arms were long, and the cup reached directly to her hand, and then he opened her hand and stuffed it for her.
The two had never been in such contact, and Yan Ailuo was even more stunned when she felt his warm body temperature.
Even during the massage, he was very reluctant to contact people, but today he took the initiative to hold her hand.
Yu Zichen is really sick.
Yan Ailuo realized a big problem, took the coffee cup in a daze, and turned around to go out.
She had to get out of this place quickly, and if she stayed any longer, something would be too much to handle. It was so unexpected that she couldn't accept it.
"Where are you going?" Yu Zichen asked behind him, successfully preventing her from escaping.
She didn't dare to look back, and said muffled to the door: "Take it and pour it out, brush the cup out." ”
That's a good reason, that's what she intended. Then he pretended to be sick and did not come up again.
But her actions were completely seen through, and he added: "Just pour it in the bathroom, and take the cup down later." Go and pour, your punishment is not over yet, pack up and come back and continue copying books. ”
A few words blocked all the back roads she was trying to escape.
Yan Ailuo stood in front of the door and almost hit her head on it, but after thinking about the current situation, she could only take the cup and obediently go to the bathroom.
She rubbed in it for a while, and by the time she came out with a clean cup, he was already reading.
She didn't dare to go, so she had to copy the book.
When she sat down and looked to the side, she suddenly realized that the table was very cleverly arranged. She only needs to turn her head to see Yu Zichen, and Yu Zichen can see her as long as she looks up slightly.
Whatever she did, it was in his sight.
This table was not set up to punish her, but to observe her. Or, to see her.
Yan Ailuo was shocked by her thoughts, and also shocked by the current situation, so she couldn't help but quietly turn her head and glance at Yu Zichen.
As a result, he seemed to know that she would look at her, and he was looking up at her.
What she saw at once was a pair of eyes that seemed to be smiling, and the dark eyes contained a good mood that she had not had before, as if he wanted to pull her in and be happy.
His book was lowered down, slowly revealing his whole stunning face, and the lines softened a lot under the light.
The face that was either an iceberg expression or a mocking expression even showed a somewhat happy expression, as if it was waiting for her to look at it.
That expression seemed to express deep feelings, but Yan Ailuo was horrified when she saw it, and she quickly turned her head and didn't dare to look at it again.
She took the pen and worked hard to write, thinking that she could finish copying it as soon as possible, so that she could go back early.
She never made mistakes again, and she never wanted to be alone with Yu Zichen again. It's horrible.
She didn't dare to think deeply now, although she knew that this was actually more beneficial to her, but she didn't know what was going on, and the first thing she thought of was panic and fear.
In this way, one read the book and the other wrote, Yan Ailuo quickly copied it and brought it to him for inspection.
Yu Zichen took the notebook and looked at it, and couldn't help but feel strange when she saw that she wanted to escape early.
He looked at her again, and saw that she had been staring at the carpet but did not dare to look at himself, and felt a nameless fire rise in his heart.
"You still have something to do." He reminded.
I haven't helped him massage today, and she is too flustered to forget about it.
"I'll get ready right away." She hurried to the bathroom, prepared the water, and came out to help him with the massage.
Yu Zichen kept staring at her, seeing that she was obviously afraid of herself, the anger in her heart became more and more vigorous.
What is this woman afraid of?
Isn't that what she wants?
Yan Ailuo knew that he was angry, and she didn't dare to look at him, so after the massage, she hurriedly found an opportunity to slip away.
In the past, Yu Zichen disliked her and annoyed her, and ridiculed her in all kinds of ways, but she could deal with it with a hippie smile. But now that he is good to her, he vaguely has feelings for her that exceed that of his superiors and subordinates, but she doesn't know how to deal with it.
It's as if you just wanted to take advantage of him at first, and all you had was feelings for him. But this thigh that was hugged by you said that he liked you, and this kind of gap and sudden change made her embarrassed to use him again.
Yan Ailuo is actually very soft-hearted, she can sneer at those who harm her, and she can also fight back unceremoniously. But people who are good to her like her, she won't know how to deal with them.
is also because of this character, when Jiang Shan expresses his love for her, she will respond and give back dozens of times.
Yan Ailuo lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling.
On the rational side, it was good to accept Yu Zichen's intentions. That way, her revenge will go faster.
But on the emotional side, it is said that accepting his heart is only to use him for revenge, which is really not something that people can do.
She is not a Jiang Shan, and she can't take advantage of other people's feelings. When she came to find Yu Zichen, she did have the purpose of taking advantage of his feelings.
But as she got along with each other during this time, she was more grateful to Yu Zichen than she was thinking about taking advantage of it. What she wants now is just to let the other party see the value of her existence, and use her own value to seek protection and help.
Feelings are never something that can be returned with money or anything like that. The only thing that can be exchanged for equal value is deeper, heavier and more sincere feelings.
But she really can't get such a return now.
Although she also has a good impression of Yu Zichen, the feelings she can show now are mixed with too many complicated factors, which is very unfair to Yu Zichen.
She took out her phone, flipped through the previous photos and looked at them.
Reason shouted for her to just take advantage of the situation and take the opportunity to lead. seduced Yu Zichen and made him fall deeper and deeper into her.
But thinking of Jiang Shan's face at that time, she felt that she was also disgusting. She definitely never wants to become a person like Jiang Shan, and when the time comes, it is better to die.
She patted herself, planning to go to Yu Zichen to make it clear.