But after Qin Zheng left, Gu Jiu alone fell into a deep panic.

Qin Zheng was not here, and she realized that her hands were shaking.

However, she couldn't keep him, so she could only wrap herself in the bed, trying to forget all about it with sleep.

After waking up from the nightmare, Gu Jiu didn't have time to be afraid, so she remembered the matter of Chunxiao again, and she was busy until it was close to dawn, and she fell asleep again.

Who knew that this time, it was still invaded by nightmares.

When Gu Jiu told Qin Zheng now, he had already tried his best to restrain himself, but the fear was still transmitted to the man.

Qin Zheng had never seen her like this.

The little girl seems to be happy forever, even when she is unhappy, but never like this.

She tried her best to weaken her emotions, but Qin Zheng saw her fear from her trembling body.

He blamed himself very much in his heart, hugged Gu Jiu, and said in a low voice: "Ah Jiu, don't be afraid, I'm here." ”

But when he said this, Qin Zheng felt more and more uncomfortable in his heart.

Before she met him, how could she have had such a time?

It's all because of him that the little girl has become what she is now, even last night...... And because of him, he killed people.

But originally, he was the one who should protect her!

Thinking of this, Qin Zhengfu muttered in a low voice: "I'm sorry ......"

His apology is sincere.

It was his fault that everything was wrong, but if the little girl wanted to leave him because of it, it was impossible.

Even if he brought her bad luck, he couldn't let her go and let her relapse into the light, leaving him alone in the darkness.

It doesn't matter if he's selfish or a bastard, but Gu Jiu can't be touched and can't be abandoned.

Gu Jiu didn't know what Qin Zheng was thinking, but he felt that he was suddenly gloomy, subconsciously hugged him, and said softly: "Actually, my husband has done a good job, you don't need to apologize to me." ”

He didn't feel sorry for her, besides...... She killed someone last night, and although she was afraid, she didn't regret it.

After all, if she didn't do it at that time, the person who died would be Qin Zheng.

And she will never allow Qin Zheng to have an accident!

At this moment, although neither of them spoke, they were thinking about each other.

It was Qin Zheng who opened his mouth first.

The man's voice was full of comfort, but the words he said were a little cold: "Do you know how old I was when I first killed someone?" ”

As soon as he said this, Gu Jiu was stunned, and subconsciously looked up at Qin Zheng.

She knew that the man's hands were stained with human blood, but it was the first time she had heard him talk about it.

You must know that in the past, even if Qin Zheng interrogated a prisoner, he would definitely wash himself when he went home and not let her smell the slightest smell.

So for Qin Zheng to take the initiative to mention it, Gu Jiu was also a little curious, and subconsciously asked, "How big?" ”

Qin Zheng lowered his eyes and smiled lightly, but there was no half temperature in that smile: "The first time I killed someone, I was ten years old. ”

"What? Ten years old? ”

Rao is Gu Jiu was mentally prepared, but he couldn't help but be surprised, ten years old...... At this time, he was still a child!

Lin An looked twelve or thirteen years old, she felt that it was a child, Gu Jiu couldn't imagine what Qin Zheng was like at the beginning.

Seeing her distressed gaze, Qin Zheng reached out and touched her soft hair, and said softly: "Yes, ten years old." That year, my grandfather died, the Mingguo Mansion had a new owner, and I no longer had any shelter. ”

After his grandfather's death, he encountered his first interception, and the reason was because of the Sky Wolf Guard in his hand.

Sky Wolf Guard, a knife in the emperor's hand, but the knife also has a temperament.

They had followed their grandfather for so long that after a new owner, they felt that the child was worthless.

It's still a trivial matter for the Heavenly Wolf Guard to disobey him, Qin Zheng was brought up by the old Ming Guogong, and he knows best how to convince the public.

But the problem was that there were not only internal worries at that time, but also external troubles.

The enemies that his grandfather had erected, after his death, put their claws on his hands.

Less than a month after his grandfather's death, he encountered the Assassins.

The Sky Wolf Guard had not yet been subdued, and someone tried to kill him directly.

If you change someone else's child, you probably won't be able to live, but Qin Zheng is different.

Before he died, his grandfather told him a word.

Giving him the Heavenly Wolf Guard is to protect his life, but how long this life can live depends on him to earn it.

"Fortunately, I didn't disappoint my grandfather."

Although he lay in bed for three months after that time before he could get out of bed, the assassins were even worse.

Because they went directly to Huangquan Road.

After that, the loyalty of the Sky Wolf Guard to him increased significantly, and he finally gained a firm foothold.

He earned his life back.

And it's still earning beautifully.

After listening to Qin Zheng's words, Gu Jiu only felt a chill in his heart.

She subconsciously hugged Qin Zheng tightly, wanting to pass on her strength to the other party.

Or rather, to the boy who was nearly ten years old at the time.

He said it lightly, but Gu Jiu almost burst into tears.

He was ...... That's how you came step by step?

The little girl's distress was unconcealed, Qin Zheng lowered his eyes to look at her, but he couldn't help laughing.

He lowered his head and coaxed soothingly: "It's okay, it's all over, don't you think I'm in good shape now." ”

Talking about these pasts, I originally wanted to comfort Gu Jiu, but after I finished speaking, the little girl seemed to be even more depressed.

Hearing this, Qin Zheng was still reassuring himself, but Gu Jiu was a little sour.

She knew that Qin Zheng had a miserable past.

Whether it is in the past life or in this life, in the news she learned, Qin Zheng's past is a history of blood and tears.

But it's one thing to know, when she really listened to him, Gu Jiu knew that she couldn't listen to these things at all.

Distressed and sad.

"It's all gone."

Gu Jiu sniffed, unwilling to let Qin Zheng worry, so he didn't cry, just raised his head and said solemnly: "You have me now, and you will have me in the future." ”

Her eyes were clear and clean, and Qin Zheng's silhouette was reflected in them, but it made him feel a little dirty.

Such a clean little girl, he felt that he was not worthy.

Thinking of this, Qin Zhengfu lowered his head again, pressed his eyebrows against her, and said softly, "Ah Jiu, I'm sorry." ”

If it weren't for him, how could the little girl be so involved?

Hearing Qin Zheng's words, Gu Jiu shook his head and said, "Why should my husband tell me I'm sorry, we are husband and wife." ”

She held the two hands together, but heard Qin Zheng murmuring, "You don't understand." ”

When he said this, he subconsciously grabbed Gu Jiu's hand.

Originally, he thought that he could enter the light with Gu Jiu, but the fact was that he dragged Gu Jiu into the darkness.

But even so, he won't let go.

That's why he had to say he's sorry.

He is so selfish, but also so humble.

"I don't want much in this life, only you."

Hearing Qin Zheng's words, Gu Jiu almost cried, she looked up at Qin Zheng, and said word by word: "Husband, I'm here." ”

In this life, she is here.

What he asks for, is not what she asks?

……

The little girl's voice was extremely soft, and Qin Zheng's heart almost melted when she heard it.

He kissed her reverently and chuckled softly, "Yes, you're there." ”

Thankfully, she is.

Being kissed by Qin Zheng, Gu Jiu was a little shy, she bit her lip, and said shyly: "Hmm, doesn't my husband think I'm amazing?" ”

Qin Zheng didn't know why the little girl suddenly said this, but he still nodded along with her words and said, "Naturally, it's amazing." ”

Seeing Qin Zheng's appearance, Gu Jiu knew that he didn't understand what he meant, so he glanced at him and explained, "Last night, I wasn't a burden to you. ”

Although she was very afraid of killing that person, she felt very happy when she thought that she had helped Qin Zheng at night.

After being with Qin Zheng, Gu Jiu's most feared thing was to become Qin Zheng's burden.

Obviously, this time she wasn't.

After listening to Gu Jiu's words, Qin Zheng understood.

The sour mood is mixed with the emotion called moving.

Qin Zheng took a deep breath to calm himself down a bit, and then hugged Gu Jiu and said softly: "Yes, you are not my burden, you are my armor." ”

When he said this, he patted Gu Jiu's back gently, softened his voice, and said very gently: "The lady is the most powerful, and she has a sense of security for her husband." ”