He couldn't see his heart clearly, and he couldn't even be sure what kind of feelings he had for Yu Zhen, so he could only remain silent.

Silence will only make Er Shu feel more tormented, and the tears of grievance will slide down uncontrollably,

"Why did I push you to Zhaohua Academy, why don't I want you to stay with me?

I'm just a concubine, I can only pretend to be reasonable to obey Mrs. Tai's arrangement, I have no choice!

Words, though reasonable, heart, can not be turned,

Affectionate and annoying, Empress E's daughter, the blessing of Qi people is hard to envy.

Ruthlessly chopping the grass, white lotus cinnabar, it is difficult to make a choice but young.

"By mistake, you have changed your temperament, I have lost my patience, Ershu, I don't want to admit it, but you and I really can't go back to the past, just when I am sorry for you!"

Except for this sentence, he had nothing to say to her, in order to show repentance, he could only take a step back and open the sky, and repay her a favor.

"I won't tell Yu Zhen about that, otherwise she will never spare you. I hope you can change your ways and stop doing harmful things. Stay in Fucha with peace of mind, and I will not treat you badly. ”

Is it enough not to be treated? He thought so easily! "Do you think I'm scarce and clothed? I just want your love!"

Unable to respond, Fu Heng turned around and wanted to escape, Er Shu always felt that when he left, there was no possibility of turning back, and he didn't care about his face, so he quickly ran forward, hugged him tightly from behind, his voice was choked, and it was difficult to hide the desolation,

"Chunhe, don't go! Don't abandon me! I will no longer doubt you, and I will not harm Yuzhen, I will change, just ask you to give me a chance, let's start again, okay?"

Humble begging, he understands, but except for guilt, there is no pity, can only be clear with her,

"I'm sorry, I can only give you endless glory, and I can't give you anything else. ”

Breaking her fingers, Fu Heng was ruthless and left.

After leaving behind, the room is lonely,

Some truths will eventually be understood, but the price is the end of the flower, the bleakness of a lifetime,

The lightest is an oath, and it can't carry the burden of lovesickness,

Nothing is more recent than forever, but lives on your lips,

The sweetest thing is obsession, drinking water to quench thirst-like greed.

A period of snow and moon wind flowers, sweet words and sweet words messed up Fang's heart, how could he be half-hearted.

A shallow love is foolish, the fake play comes true, and she loses her soul, how can she be unwilling to be quiet.

After finding out the truth, Fu Heng felt more and more ashamed of Yu Zhen, thinking that fortunately Fu Qian happened to arrive at that time, otherwise Yu Zhen was afraid that his innocence would have been ruined, so Er Shu's sin would be great, and he would also have a lot of responsibility!

Thunder and lightning, Haifeng was afraid that the rainstorm would suddenly come, urging the master to leave quickly. Fu Heng quickened his pace, and when another lightning bolt crossed the sky, a flash of light instantly brightened his gloomy heart!

Thinking back to the past two months, his wife and concubine entered the house, and there were many contradictions, Fu Heng has always wanted to end this embarrassing situation, but he didn't know how to choose, but now, he has finally made up his mind!

No longer swaying from side to side, we must break this deadlock.

At that time, he left without saying a word, Yu Zhen thought that he was embarrassed and would not come back, never expecting that Fu Heng would come back again.

The sky at noon was as gloomy as evening, thunder and lightning were coming, and heavy rain was coming, Fu Heng just stood by the window, his face was gloomy, and he looked at her fixedly.

Doesn't he mind if he says something cruel like that?

Indifferently turned inward, Yu Zhen said coldly: "I said that I don't want to see you." ”

Fu Heng was ready, he would not be angry or retreat, he sat down peacefully, and You Fangluo poured tea for him, "I am your husband, this is our wedding room, you are not qualified to drive me away." ”

Thinking that the master had something to say, Fang Luo immediately blessed himself and led the other girls to retreat.

After the people left, Fu Hengcai opened his heart and lungs and said truthfully: "There are some things that must be made clear to you, I am different from other brothers, I can't sleep with women casually, I did have feelings for Ershu before, so I didn't want to have a round room with you,

But later, Ershu slowly changed, and I almost didn't know her, she was jealous, unreasonable, and even drugged me......

She is at fault, and I am also responsible, by mistake, last night I forcibly asked you despite your objections, you hate me, I understand, but now, you are my woman, I will be responsible for you,

Ershu and I have not yet been rounded, and from now on, we will not be rounded. Since it is destined to be you, I will restrain my heart, even if we didn't have a relationship before, we can cultivate it slowly, I hope you don't resist my approach again. ”

Did he finally see Ershu's true face? He was blind, why did he bother her?

After listening to his words, Yu Zhen did not feel the slightest comfort, and was still like a fish in his throat,

"Because I have to be responsible to be reluctantly together, I don't need this kind of feeling, and you don't have to feel guilty, anyway, you are my husband, you should do anything. ”

Fu Heng suddenly stepped forward, sat on the edge of the bed, turned her body, and looked directly at her, her eyes were as cold as the night of the wedding, at that time, he saw her like this, more and more disgusted and bored, and now, such a look of hatred was like a stab in the heart,

"You obviously don't like it, so why pretend to accept it? Men and women love each other, and it takes consensual thinking to have fun, so I hope you can put aside your old suspicions and try to accept me. ”

His wish must be fulfilled by others? Why is he forced to smile when he is persecuted? Yu really doesn't have that big heart, his pupils shrink, and he glares at him with hatred,

"What if I can't?"

Some emotions, for a while, are difficult to change, he understands, but it doesn't matter.

Letting go of her, Fu Heng said:

"Then I will do everything possible to get you to accept me. ”

Yu Zhen closed his eyes and returned to lie on his side. There is no innocence, she even feels dirty when she thinks of Fu Qian, and she is very afraid of sexual affairs, and once thought that it was the most terrifying nightmare.

So much so that in the evening, when Fu Heng stripped into the account, she couldn't help but get nervous, for fear that she would be tortured like last night.

There was no reason to refuse, but she couldn't help but tremble, last night's unmerciful taking, gnawing, occupying, repeating, like an endless eternal night, if she embodied the heart-rending pain again, she really doubted that she would kill herself!

The feeling of fear intensified, especially when his arm wrapped around her waist lying on her side, she subconsciously tensed up, clenched her fists, and waited for the unknown torture.

However, after a while, he did not take any further action.

Is it just holding her? so honest?

After waiting for a while, he still maintained this position, Yu Zhen's body slowly stiffened, and his arms were also sore from the pressure, and he couldn't help but say, "I want to ...... Turn over. ”

"Feel free to flip through it. Hearing her voice, Fu Heng was slightly happy, raised his arm slightly, waited for her to lie flat, and put his hand on her again.

After waiting for another quarter of an hour, there was still no movement, Yu Zhen thought he was asleep, raised his hand lightly, and tried to take his arm away, but he quickly took her hand, did not let go, and continued to hold it like this.

Can you sleep well, "You are like this, you weigh me down...... Bellyache. ”

"Then you put your arm on me," he said, taking her arm around his back and letting her face him sideways, while he stroked her wrist and continued to sleep.

Why do you want to look like this, Yu Zhen is very unaccustomed to it, he withdrew his arm, felt very tired, and couldn't help but say what was in his heart, hoping that he would retreat in the face of difficulties,

"Fu Heng, don't be reluctant, my heart is not in you, it is impossible to fall in love with you just because you possess my body. ”

Hearing this, Fu Heng was very puzzled, not on him? Who is it?" "You...... Where does the heart belong?"

"I don't belong," she didn't want to trouble Fu Qian, so she could only excuse herself:

"The reason why Ershu has changed is because you married me and stayed in my room, she would be jealous, a woman will be jealous when she falls in love with a man, this is human nature, not her fault.

She only has you in her heart, you are a couple, you should coax her, Mrs. Tai's side, I will try my best to persuade me, I just hope you let me go. ”

Her generosity made him feel sad, "You hate me so much?"

She wanted to pretend to accept everything, but when the words came to her mouth, she couldn't help but become cold.

"If I like a man who forces me, I'm sick. ”

Lovesickness? About everyone will hurt once, thinking nonsense, Fu Heng was not annoyed, only stared at her, and swore solemnly,

"Yuzhen, I'm going to make you like me. ”

It sounded as if he wanted to prove something, "Do you think it makes sense to gamble with emotion and use all means?"

She seemed to have a lot of opinions about him, and she didn't trust every word he said, and was skeptical, thinking the worst,

"I didn't gamble anything, I just felt that having a woman comes with an obligation to take care of her. I have changed my mind about Ershu, I failed her, so I don't want to let you down again. ”

But Yu Zhen is not uncommon in this kind of relationship, bound by morality, so he reluctantly gets together.

"What I desire is to merge with each other because we know each other, not to be good to me for the sake of being responsible. This goodness is false and not what I need. ”

"I ......" In fact, if he really hates her, it is impossible for him to insist on running from Yunchi Pavilion to Zhaohua Courtyard, he would rather have her than Ershu,

He can feel the change in her feelings, but he always doesn't want to admit it, he always feels that he said cruel things at the beginning, and now he likes it, she will never believe it, and he is embarrassed to say it.

So he used the excuse that she should be responsible to show her favor, but she didn't appreciate it, and even rejected it very much, Fu Heng was at a loss, so he could only say ambiguously:

"I think the effect is more important than the cause. ”

Yu Zhen disagreed, "The process is more important. ”

He agreed, and turned over to stare at her fluttering eyes, "So you need to feel it slowly." ”