Chapter 259: Apologize to Yourself

"Why do you want to come to me?"

He En sat on a single sofa in Jiang Yihan's room, holding his chin and looking at the boy.

Jiang Yihan pursed his lips, raised his head very arrogantly and snorted coldly.

"I'm here to study abroad."

"Study abroad?"

He En held his forehead with a headache, can this excuse be made up more bluntly?

"What, you're studying abroad in two places?"

This one......

Jiang Yihan suddenly remembered the loophole in his sentence just now, if he said so, then he really studied in both countries.

"No, no, no, I'm here as an exchange student."

Jiang Yihan shook his head into a rattle.

Ho En smiled knowingly.

"I know, you pity me for being a lonely person, that's why you came to accompany me, didn't you?"

Jiang Yihan listened to his extremely shameless words, and almost couldn't help but rush over and punch him.

"It's not."

"Okay, if you don't admit it, forget it."

He En shrugged helplessly, and then continued.

"You can live with me."

But Jiang Yihan shook his head and refused.

"Our school allocates us an apartment, and I'm going to live there."

Hoen was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and he reached out and touched his chin.

"Want to get away with it?"

Jiang Yihan heard He En's words, and almost jumped up from his chair in anger.

"Are you crazy? What nonsense? ”

He En suddenly laughed out loud, and his eyes narrowed.

"I'm kidding you, see how you react."

That's really enough...... Jiang Yihan looked at the man's hippie smiling face, and always felt that he should criticize him now.

"Anyway, I have a question for you."

Jiang Yihan's expression suddenly became serious, he put on a very proud look, raised his chin and looked at He En.

"Well, you name it."

He En smiled indifferently, in fact, he already knew what Jiang Yihan wanted to ask him.

"You...... How was it this year? ”

Jiang Yihan asked a little tentatively.

"Good."

"How can you lie to me less?"

Jiang Yihan frowned and directly expressed his disbelief.

"I didn't lie to you, I'm fine, I've had a stable job in the past few years, I've bought a car, and my life is well organized."

But it's a pity that Jiang Yihan obviously grasped the loophole in He En's words.

"What about your feelings? What about your heart? ”

Sure enough, He En was stunned when he heard this.

"Affection...... My feelings ......"

Hoen lowered his eyes, silent, as if thinking about something.

"Hoen, you've been lonely for so long, haven't you?"

After hearing this, He En raised his head and looked at Jiang Yihan with a very complicated look.

"What? So you're here to fill the void in my relationship? ”

"You, what are you talking about?"

After Jiang Yihan heard it, he always felt that He En's words were weird.

"I'm concerned about you, how did you ...... me?"

Jiang Yihan's words couldn't be continued at once.

"Alright, alright, next question."

Ho En looked at the awkward expression on the boy's face, and then realized that he seemed to be joking too much.

"Next question...... Forehead ......"

However, Jiang Yihan was so confused by He En's sudden verbal provocation just now that he forgot his own problem.

He thought about it carefully, then looked up and asked.

"Will you go back later?"

He thought carefully for a moment, then shook his head.

"Not back."

"Not coming back?"

Jiang Yihan stood up from the bed suddenly.

"Are you mistaken, are you going to live here alone for the rest of your life, and finally die in your room, and no one will collect your body for you?"

Jiang Yihan really doesn't understand this man, what kind of obsession does he have in his heart, and what can't he let go? Such a choice was made.

"Yes......"

He En pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, and he sighed softly.

"I'm sorry Xiaohan, I may, there is no way to get out of that shadow in this life."

"Her death has nothing to do with you."

Jiang Yihan really didn't want to listen to He En's nonsense and those useless reasons, he just wondered why He had to blame Shen Huan's death on himself.

"I'm sorry ......"

However, He En couldn't say a word, just kept apologizing to Jiang Yihan.

Jiang Yihan held his forehead with a headache.

"It's useless for you to apologize to me, you should apologize to yourself."

Jiang Yihan suddenly felt that He En at this time was even more naΓ―ve than himself, like a stubborn child who had gotten into the horns of a bull.

I can't pull it back. see

"I understand the truth, but ......"

"You love her that much?"

However, before He En's words were finished, Jiang Yihan asked this sentence.

Hoen was silent.

In fact, this answer, he himself will know later, but it is just ......

He is what he says, and there is no such thing as absolute truth.

Jiang Yihan sighed, he was going to give up the interrogation of the man.

"Are you willing to die alone here? Your family, your friends, have done nothing wrong, don't you feel cruel to them by doing so? ”

However, Jiang Yihan said so much, He Hao really didn't listen to a word, and finally, the boy's last bit of patience was worn out.

"I'm worried about you, so I came to see you, I want to accompany you for a while and then leave everything here and go back with me, the dead person is dead, she has completely disappeared from this world, it's useless for you to remember her, do you understand?"

"I came here on purpose...... As a result, ......"

Jiang Yihan looked at the man's lowered head, and the more he talked, the more angry he became.

The boy fell, but Hoen remained silent with his head down.

"You really are, what else do you want me to say about you?"

After Jiang Yihan finished speaking, he angrily packed his suitcase, turned around and left here.

"Xiaohan!"

Seeing this, He En hurriedly chased him out.

"Where are you going?"

"Heh, it's impossible to go back to China, I'm going to school now."

Jiang Yihan shook off He En's hand and walked outside the villa, wanting to get out of here and get a taxi to go back to school directly.

"You wait."

He En grabbed him, but Jiang Yihan shook off the man's hand all of a sudden.

"I can't be here, I'm leaving, leaving you alone for the rest of your life."

However, at this time, the taxi also came, Jiang Yihan stopped the car, put down the suitcase and left.

Hoon watched the vanishing back of the car, and he stood there for a long time.

The man walked back home slowly, he looked at the empty room, and only felt that Jiang Yihan was actually right, he was indeed very lonely alone.

But......

He still couldn't get out of that room, get out completely.

He En sat in the empty living room, and then suddenly remembered something, picked up his mobile phone and made a call to Jiang Jinchen.

It took a long time for the phone to be connected.

Jiang Jinchen's somewhat tired voice came from the phone.

"What's wrong?"

"Sorry...... I forgot it was the middle of the night on your side. ”

He En coughed in embarrassment, he had forgotten such an important matter.

"It's you, it's okay, you can say it......"

Jiang Jinchen got up and picked up the water cup on the bedside table.

"I'm sorry, I ...... Didn't take good care of your brother. ”

Jiang Jinchen was silent for a moment after hearing this, and then he spoke.

"It's because he said something he shouldn't have said, right?"

Sure enough, Jiang Jinchen immediately guessed what was going on between these two people.

"I know his character, and his purpose for going to you this time couldn't be more obvious."

When Jiang Jinchen said this, he suddenly sighed.

"Probably, I really can't do what he expects."

He En pursed his lips and told Jiang Jinchen the truth, and Jiang Jinchen was silent for a moment after hearing it.

"Actually, I know I shouldn't say these things, but I still want to tell you, put it down, Hoen."

"You really don't have to make your life so bad."

Jiang Jinchen listened quietly on the phone, and he hung up the phone with interest.

It's just that before he hung up the phone, he said the last words to Hoen.

"I'll tell him over there, Xiaohan, you...... Take care of yourself. ”

Hoen nodded, then hung up quietly.

Jiang Jinchen was completely drowsy by this phone call, he got out of bed and stood in front of the tall floor-to-ceiling window.

"This stinky boy ......"

Jiang Jinchen dialed a transoceanic phone, and Jiang Yihan waited for a long time before picking it up.

"Hello? Elder brother? ”

Jiang Jinchen could hear the weakness in the boy's tone.

"What, what's wrong?"

"Are you causing trouble again?"

Jiang Jinchen's voice of gritting teeth was transmitted to the other side of the phone through the telephone receiver.

Jiang Yihan withdrew the corners of his mouth in embarrassment, muttering in his heart that He En's speed of suing this man is fast.

"I was wrong, it's just ...... Brother, I'm a little inconvenient right now, can I call you again in a while? ”

At this time, Jiang Yihan had already dragged his suitcase into the downstairs of the apartment, and he was waiting for the elevator to arrive, but it was stuck on the seventeenth floor, and he couldn't get down, which made Jiang Yihan and others a little irritable.

"No, don't even think about it, not everyone has the experience of staying up late with you."

Well? Stay up late?

Jiang Yihan was stunned for a moment, and then he decisively turned his head and glanced at the sky outside.

Finished...... It's still midnight on Jiang Jinchen's side, and this time I'm really having a big time.

Jiang Yihan swallowed his saliva, and then dragged his suitcase to the side from the elevator door.

"Say it, I'll listen......"

He decided to listen to his brother's teachings and criticisms.

"What do you want me to say about you? Do you have that much time? Actually meddle in other people's business? ”

"Someone else's business?"

However, Jiang Yihan was not very happy when he heard this, he pursed his lips and retorted.

"How can this be someone else's business, Ho En saved my life, so this time I also want to save him."