Xiao Ran has always refused to talk about the past, how radiant she is during the day, how lonely and closed she is late at night, she knows that Xiao Ran has always had a heart knot, and this heart knot has been with her for four years.

Chi Ran cried, tears slid down his face, the agent stepped forward and hugged Chi Ran, Chi Ran leaned on the agent's shoulder, crying like a child, "I can't let go, I really can't let go...... Every time I close my eyes, I see him smiling at me, he is obviously a very good doctor, he can live well without me, if he hadn't met me, he would still be that warm boy......"

"I was afraid to see him, I didn't want to accept that he could only exist in my dreams......"

The agent patted Chi Ran on the back, "Maybe he also hopes that you can live well, instead of being so miserable all the time like now." ”

"Or maybe this has always been a knot in your heart, as long as you untie this knot, you can live a normal life."

"Xiao Ran, you still have Xixi, you have to get better."

Chi Ran's heartache was brought to her by Fu Sicheng, she hated Fu Sicheng, she also hated herself, she thought more than once, if she hadn't provoked Fu Sicheng at the beginning, she married Qing Chu according to her father's expectations, would such an ending be successful.

She fled for four years, but she still couldn't heal the wounds in her heart, she built a high wall, blocked her heart, and no one could get in, including herself.

Doesn't she yearn for sunshine and a new life? She craves more than anyone.

But she still failed.

That time she swallowed 15 sleeping pills because she kept seeing Shen Qingchu, and when she saw him standing in front of her covered in blood, his smile was still so warm, but he was covered with blood.

Qing Chu said that he was in a little pain.

The string in Chi Ran's heart collapsed, and she opened the medicine bottle tremblingly, and no matter how many pieces she poured, she stuffed them all into her mouth.

Qing Chu also said that he was very lonely over there.

Ji Ran cried, she knelt on the floor, and her mouth kept saying-

I'm sorry.

Sorry, is it helpful? Countless words of sorry can't be exchanged for the beginning of the Qing Dynasty.

Ji Ran knew that she would never see the boy who was as warm to her as ever.

She lost him.

……

The agent tucked the quilt for Chi Ran, left her a wall lamp, and walked out the door.

Chi Ran's phone vibrated on the coffee table, and the agent walked over to pick up the phone, paused and then picked it up, putting on a smiling face, "Hi, Xixi baby." ”

"Aunt~"

"Hey, good baby."

"Auntie, where's Mommy?"

"Your mother fell asleep, and she worked very late last night, so she went to bed relatively early."

Hei Xi nodded her head, "Mom works hard, Xi Xi knows." ”

"Baby Hei is so sensible! I'll tell mommy to call you back tomorrow. ”

"Okay." Xi Xi asked very seriously on the other end of the phone, "Auntie, can Mom come back tomorrow?" ”

"Uh, this, it may be a few days, your mommy still has a job, and she may have to postpone going back, but Aunt will arrange it as soon as possible, and she will definitely not let Xixi Baby wait too long!"

"Okay, Xixi knows, good night aunt."

"Good night, Nozomi baby~"

After hanging up the phone, Hei Xi ran to his room, and he took out his little bee suitcase from the closet.

The agent sighed, fortunately Xixi could understand, otherwise she wouldn't know how to explain!

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