"You know it's not a good feeling. "The king pigeon sat at the table, how ugly and ugly his expression was, this kind of loneliness and frustration could never be pretended.

Before the two months of injury and recuperation, Wang Ge felt that he had a certain psychological problem, and he had an accident before he could see the doctor.

After two months of rest, he thought he was fine, but now it seems that this is not the case at all. The temporary improvement was only because he did not have a job, in fact, he was very anxious during the recuperation period.

After returning to work, the very depressed psychological problems did not dissipate with the two-month break, but intensified.

And the person who listened to him was not Liu Ya, not Tie Kuo, not even He Sheng or Du Weiping, but Shen Hui.

In fact, Shen Hui thought it was quite unexpected. Because Wang Ge has been working in the Second Affiliated Hospital of Yaxiang for more than a year, Shen Hui has never heard of him taking the initiative to chat with anyone, and it is alone. The state of the king pigeon is all around a group of people, or Sun Chengde talks to him alone. It seems to be a particularly difficult thing to get a king pigeon to take the initiative to talk to others.

Although this person is conscientious and responsible, meticulous, and even sometimes riskes his life to save people, as long as he has been in contact with the king pigeon, he knows that this is actually a stuffy gourd.

In fact, Shen Hui thought about it seriously, and could understand the reason why Wang Ge was chatting with him - he was probably the only "human" in the world who knew his secret.

To be honest, she's a little complacent. Wang Ge is really rare in the world, or even none, he can see death and souls, and even has the ability to communicate with those special beings, and has made a special bet.

And Wang Ge will only really confide in front of Shen Hui, this special existence in the world can only tell the truth to himself, at least Shen Hui himself thinks so.

But the king pigeon hides too many secrets. He had seen Lord Hades, but Shen Hui didn't know. He was one of the heirs of Lord Hades, and Shen Hui didn't know about it. And in this world, there are also the existence of the Heavenly Realm, the Jade Emperor, and the Angels, who are responsible for the integration of the souls of children in the entire world, and the Heavenly Realm and the Earthly Mansion are in a state of opposition, which is likely to have a certain impact on the human world, and Shen Hui does not know.

It is impossible for Wang Ge to let Shen Hui know these things anymore. He's learned the lesson of the last time – don't trust anyone, at least in this matter.

Therefore, the pain that the king pigeon can tell is only a part.

All the pain in a person's body is clear only to himself, and others, even the closest relatives and best friends, will not see the whole thing, will not fully understand, and the comfort and help that can be carried out are only a part of what they can see.

In the end, it is only yourself who solves the problem.

It is impossible for the king pigeon to fully digest these things on its own, so it can only take out some of what it can say, hoping to be helped, or at least to be comfortable. Even a little bit is fine.

"This matter ......" Shen Hui glanced at her mobile phone, the time for dinner was actually very limited, and she was forcibly dragged to the lounge by the king pigeon. Fortunately, the king pigeon had already bought her dinner, and asking for help was a bit rewarding.

At this moment, the lounge was empty, only these two people. Everyone else is busy, and Shen Hui only has fifteen minutes tonight, there are still patients to take care of in the emergency room, and in twenty minutes, the doctors will conduct ward rounds in the observation ward of the emergency department, and she will follow.

Even though time was pressing, Shen Hui's answer was not perfunctory. "I recommend you, don't take it too seriously, there are too many abilities, and you have too much pressure. ”

"However, I have obviously saved their souls, but most of the patients will not live carefree because their souls have been saved! Just like that child, the Grim Reaper is gone, and his soul remains, but there is no money for treatment, so he can only be transferred to the hospital and choose conservative treatment. Wang Ge said.

About half an hour ago, he returned to the emergency room and ran into Liu Ya. Liu Ya told him with a frustrated face that the little patient on the king pigeon car at night was confirmed to be an intracranial tumor, estimated to be a quarter the size of an egg, and the nature and cause of the disease were unknown for the time being, but according to the location and size, a craniotomy was necessary if he wanted to live.

The incidence of brain tumors is very low, so low that only two to five people per 100,000 people may develop the disease each year, and only one to three percent of the whole body cancer incidence will develop in the brain. It can be said that the child's luck is very bad.

After careful analysis and discussion, the expert panel proposed two treatment options. Traditionally, one is conservative and the other is surgical.

Conservative treatment is the use of radiotherapy, chemotherapy, and some traditional Chinese medicine after maintaining the patient's vital signs. Since the tumor site is in the brain, the targeted stimulation must be particularly strong, and may produce more serious side effects than tumors in other parts, and the effect is not necessarily guaranteed, or even completely unable to inhibit the proliferation and metastasis of cancer cells. Wait until radiation therapy or chemotherapy has been given to a certain extent, and whether or not to operate depends on the situation.

The other set of surgical treatment is more simple and crude, directly performing a craniotomy, peeling the tumor, and slicing and analysis. Surgical treatment may be more effective and risky than conservative treatment, as risks always come with challenges. Either you will never wake up, or you will wake up and grow up healthy without anything, or you will ...... After waking up, you may face the cancer cells that continue to metastasize, and you will not be able to live for too long.

Doctors do not recommend any treatment to parents who have children, nor do they guide them. The decision rests solely with the patient's family.

Those who have not experienced it may not know how difficult and tangled it is to make this choice, and it is necessary to make a decision in a short period of time. What really frustrated Liu Ya was that the child's family chose conservative treatment, and it was the kind that was transferred to the hospital.

They don't have that much money to maintain the cost of hospitalization and treatment in a national tertiary hospital. They quickly went through the transfer procedures, contacted relatives to drive over, picked up the person, and did not even rent an ambulance.

The king pigeon had almost foreseen what was going to happen to the little boy. According to Liu Ya, in fact, when the expert group conducted the consultation, the family members were not present, and the doctors expressed their opinions one after another and told the truth. With conservative treatment, such a large tumor will definitely be menacing, and it is estimated that it will not survive the Spring Festival. Privately, they tactfully told the child's parents about this conclusion.

Maybe they don't want to face the risk, maybe the parents want to let the child leave this world as sober as possible, maybe they want the child to take a last look at this beautiful world, and realize the child's last wish as recklessly as possible, so that he will not leave any regrets and go peacefully.

But the end is always one word, death.

Just like the king pigeon said, saving a soul and saving a person are really two different things. can only be saved for a while, but this person will die for various reasons, what is the value and role of desperately saving that person's soul in the ambulance?

Wang Ge told Shen Hui about the evening, but Shen Hui knew it earlier than him.

"Don't be here mother-in-law, she's not a man at all. Shen Hui looked at the declining appearance of the king pigeon, and was really a little confused, but she still said patiently.

"I gave up treatment, chose conservative treatment, went home and waited for death, even if the person died, what does it have to do with you?" she put the chopsticks on the lunch box, and the chili fried meat claypot rice that Wang Ge bought for her was still very suitable for this Hunan girl's appetite.

The king pigeon did not speak, but looked at her quietly and waited for her to continue.

But after waiting for a long time, Shen Hui was looking at Wang Ge and didn't speak again.

"Gone?" asked the king pigeon.

"Answer the question first, you have already saved his soul, even if the later person dies, but you have already got the number, does what happened later have anything to do with you?" Shen Hui asked rhetorically.

"It's okay, but it's not just a matter of numbers, it's a human life!" Wang Ge retorted, even surprised by Shen Hui's indifference, his eyes showed disbelief, Shen Hui wasn't like this before!

Shen Hui is Shen Hui after all, smart, and knows the king pigeon too well. These two people can only be friends, not lovers. Friends are close, and lovers always have a little secret.

Shen Hui and Wang Ge couldn't hide any little secrets from each other before, they both knew each other too well, and it was not nice to say, as long as they looked at each other's buttocks, they knew what kind of shit they were pulling.

"Wang Daxian'er, I haven't changed, I haven't changed at all, I still have feelings, I'm sad about that boy, it's you who have changed, I feel ...... You're getting weaker...... Sometimes you really have to look at them as numbers. Their lives have nothing to do with you. Everyone has their own different choices, to treat, to treat, to operate, or not to operate. They all chose it themselves, and they had to face the results themselves. You're in a hurry, worrying, and angry here, and you have nothing to do with them. Shen Hui found a tissue, wiped her mouth, and continued. "You can feel sorry and sad for the outcome of their choices, but you can't intervene in their lives. ”

The king pigeon nodded as if he didn't understand.

This is the meaning of human existence, everyone is an independent individual, has their own thoughts, thoughts and choices, and is not influenced by others and does not need to be responsible for others. Shen Hui stood up and patted Wang Ge on the shoulder, "So, young man, don't worry about it here, those idle people." That's what we do, we're just a part of someone else's life, in fact, ......"

The king pigeon also stood up, "What?"

"I can't see what you can see, and there won't be any numbers to save someone. Regardless of whether there is a number of accumulations, although the first aid work is not simple, the purpose is very simple, to save the people who are about to die. As for whether the later treatment is an outpatient doctor or an inpatient doctor, that's their job, so let's leave it alone. At least in this part of your own life, in this small part of other people's lives, just have a clear conscience! ”

It's just that emergency care, which is "a part of other people's lives", is really an important part.

Shen Hui didn't think that Wang Ge would be able to get better after listening to his nonsense that seemed to make no sense, so he added at the end, "Go see a psychiatrist, you shouldn't have experienced what happened last time, and you're afraid of dying, right?"

The king pigeon shrugged, "I've always been afraid of death. It's just that after listening to Shen Hui's long-winded words, my heart is a lot clearer.

This little girl's film is still a set of reasoning, like a philosopher, it is really a waste to engage in the nursing industry.

This kind of thing is also a fan of the authorities, bystanders are clear, Wang Ge feels that if he has been holding back his thoughts, it must be a dead cycle, easy to drill the horns, and others, especially those who understand the situation, must have some effect. How big the effect is, only the king pigeon himself knows.

"I still have work over there, so I won't tell you more! Thank you for dinner!" Shen Hui was very satisfied, touched her stomach and opened the door of the lounge, and ran to her "battlefield".

Wang Ge also scratched his head, feeling that his hair had lost a little bit these days, and he followed Shen Hui out on his hind feet, not afraid that others would see the two of them alone together. People in the emergency department don't think there's anything wrong with the two of them at all.

Patronized to buy food for Shen Hui and complained to her, Wang Ge forgot to buy something for himself to eat, and now when he goes to the canteen, it is estimated that there is only vegetable soup and bibimbap left. Well, I don't want to eat anyway, so I just go back to the office and sit for a while!

As soon as he entered the door, Wang Ge saw Du Weiping sitting on the bed with a toothpick in his mouth, holding his mobile phone, looking a little like Xu Lin's little black fat man, but the content of the two people was still different.

Xu Lin likes to watch live webcasts, mainly game videos, while Du Weiping watches live broadcasts and videos of football and basketball. Therefore, although Du Weiping looks about the same height as Xu Lin, his figure is much better! The whole person looks more handsome and chic than Xu Lin, his face is a little more heroic, and he is less obscene and greasy like Xu Lin.

"Where did you go when you were having dinner just now?" I can't get through to my mobile phone, and I want to ask you to eat together, and I'm out of the car? Isn't that the mission going to be the same thing?" Du Weiping looked at Wang Ge strangely.

"Oh, I saw a friend, we talked for a while, and I forgot the time. The phone didn't listen either. Wang Ge smiled embarrassedly, when he was talking to Shen Hui before, he adjusted the mobile phone to a silent state, and took it out only to find that there were three missed calls.

The trouble is that one of them is from Du Weiping, and both of them are from his girlfriend, Lin Yanwu.

Wang Ge's face is hot, people's calls were made ten minutes ago, and there are several WeChat messages that have not been replied, and he has not left the car, which really shouldn't be. He turned around and found a reason, walked out of the office, and hurriedly called Lin Yanwu back.