Chapter 154: Loneliness
After arguing for a while, Yan Cangmos didn't care about it, anyway, he had him behind himself, anyway, he had such strength, and it was also a good role for himself, anyway, what if he was willing to carry it, he was willing to fight and suffer, he was originally thinking about a blind date, why bother to save him this effort, I think he didn't carry himself back then, now look at him very burly I am indeed very sexy.
Why did you think of this thing again? Why have you been thinking about this kind of thing all this time, it's super speechless, how can this be? Are you a color embryo?
Sorry cough cough.
Feng Zili felt her shyness, so she couldn't help it, and she also felt a sense of happiness rippling in her heart.
"You know what? I've never carried something before, you're so lightweight? β
Yan Cangmoss twisted his big arm.
"No, you almost fell me just now, and if you fall me, I'll punish you."
"It doesn't matter how you like to play with me, anyway, I'm your husband, you can send it however you want, whatever you want, let me come over, I don't care!"
Yan Cangtao laughed loudly, he had never been so unrestrained and frank with that man, fair, even, and naturally in contact like this.
In the past, she was more of this awe of this man, afraid of the idea of worship, but today this natural feeling has never been, it is completely a kind of equality in personality.
The man even carried him very gently on her back, not even letting her have some bumps, which made her feel a gentle feeling, made her feel a feeling of happiness, and she finally felt this feeling that she had never had in many years.
You arrive at a place that this man said, this is completely a forest, this forest is completely and the scene just now has a feeling of sudden enlightenment, here flowers and birds are fragrant, small balls of water and flowers are like rain, it is really like a fairyland on earth, a feeling of transcendence, if this place is really no one to come, it may not be an exaggeration to say that this is a fairyland on earth.
"This is coming in? Right, we're finally here after most of us, and that's what you call where we're going? Are you sure about this place? And it seems like you've been somewhere, oh my God, this place is so beautiful! β
Yan Cangmoss couldn't believe that he would appear in the imperial mausoleum one day!
I never dared to think of it, I should know what Huangling is, but the emperor is very authoritative, and the supreme symbol of imperial power, no ordinary person can get in, this is only the children of the royal family have the right to receive here, and they must get a permission from the emperor.
Because the emperors of all dynasties have wills, unless necessary, the soldiers guarding the tomb must not set foot in the cemetery.
"Wow, it's really beautiful, I've never seen such a beautiful place, it's really a place for Huang Ling, it seems that you see this place is not only that, but also has excellent feng shui, birds and flowers, small bridges and flowing water are really a fairyland on earth, if you can live here, it's completely ...... Phew, this may be nonsense, sorry. β
Feng Zili smiled: "It's not a big deal, this is originally the bottom of a human heart, maybe I will have an account sent here in a hundred years in the future, but I just came to see it in advance, just step on the point, life is just a moment of silence." β
The man added, almost scaring Yan Cangmoss out of his guts.
"In the next hundred years, you will eventually be buried with me."
"Why do you say such things, you and you are too much, I have to be buried with you, don't I say that we have a gentleman's agreement for a year?"
"You're so naΓ―ve, do you think it's possible? How can we be buried together, we have to be entangled all our lives, this is the principle of heaven and no one can change it, this is the emperor's will, no one can change it, you are alive and my people, and the dead are my ghosts. β
Yes, it's really too disparity to talk about ghosts in this place, Yan Cangtao didn't want to discuss that matter with him at all, so he immediately carried this mouth behind his back.
This kind of ghost thing has already happened so obviously to himself, so he doesn't want to discuss things even more, and is really worried about what is inside, if there is really something that crosses the fire, it will simply scare his own guts.
The imperial tomb is too big, in order to prevent separation, Feng Zili had to pull her the whole time, and he didn't dare to go with him at all, do you dare to get separated in this kind of place? Whoever dares to walk up gives you 1,000 guts, you don't dare to walk up.
Sometimes he really wonders what this person has in his head.
Just thinking about this? It's a paradise here, he's completely familiar with it, he doesn't feel any strangeness to this place at all, he used to be very familiar with this place, and he will come often, if it weren't for that, he would never be so familiar with the place.
She had just touched these stones, and it was really cool, but it was cold, was she really caught in the door by her head and then touched the stones? But I've been sure that I've really been caught by the door.
Faced with her performance, he couldn't help but ask:
"Aren't you afraid? It's not big enough, don't you know? What kind of place is this, this has buried our ancestors for many years. The ancestors of all dynasties will be buried here, they are the glory of our dynasty, they are our inheritance, don't you think this kind of thing is afraid? You're too bold, aren't you?
Feng Zili didn't get an immediate response after asking, and turned his head to look, but the little woman next to him was looking at him with disdain.
It's completely a very innocent smile, showing him a smile like the sea and the sky.
"Lord Wang, don't underestimate me about this, women can do a lot of things, and they don't have to be very afraid, these things are just gods and ghosts, maybe I won't be afraid at all, you don't want me to protect you when the time comes."
He has never been so despised, Feng Zili is not laughing, he likes the feeling of these happy things, he likes the feeling of galloping horses, so he can't help but hug this woman tightly, he feels that this woman is completely changing every day in his mind, completely beyond his imagination.
Yan Cangmoss struggled independently, but she didn't expect this man to not hug her at this time, it was completely embarrassing, embarrassing.
Ever heard of falling in love inside? Never, but don't you think it's strange that this man would do it? It's really strange to get home.
The two walked for a while, passing through a small bamboo forest, behind which there was an open-air cemetery.
The other party really makes people feel a sense of sudden enlightenment, and this place is like a very lonely tombstone.
But I still feel that this tombstone is standing alone in this place, and I can also feel a feeling.
There is a tomb not far away.
Yan Cangmoss noticed that there was a bouquet of flowers and a bottle of wine in front of one of the tombs, and when she got closer, she found that there was no monument in front of the tomb.
There is no humility in this place, it must be a place for his mother, because it is impossible for people who have suffered some sins since ancient times to have their own tombstones, this is an authority of the imperial power, and it must be a very helpless move.
Yan Cangmoss felt a sense of desolation in his heart when he came here, because this feeling made him unable to express in a word, it is indeed the emperor's house, the world is the most ruthless, and he loved you and me when he was alive, but in the end, he didn't even deserve to have a tombstone.
If you choose, you don't want to choose the emperor's house at all, because you can't enjoy the kind of family fun of ordinary people.
There is no way to enjoy a kind of sacrifice to oneself by one's descendants, and this kind of thing is a kind of rule for the emperor's family, which is completely a luxury.
The most ruthless emperor in the world.
Yan Cangmoss followed him, and she didn't dare to disturb him too much at this time, because she knew that he was affectionate in his heart, and he should be very sad, so he understood that a child who had lost his mother like this was like a child who had lost his father.
Each other, maybe they will forgive each other.
Watching Feng Zili slow down and walk over, he lifted his robe and knelt in front of the tomb, and kowtowed three times respectfully.
"Mother, I'm here to see you. Today I also brought your daughter-in-law to see you, we came to see you today, today I had the best day, I am very happy, this day is really not so happy for me, mother, are you okay over there? β
How long did Feng Zili kneel, and how long did Yan Cangmoss kneel.
Yan Cangmoss said softly behind him:
"Yes, your mother will definitely not want you to see your current situation, as a mother, she always wants her children to grow up happily and healthily, so when your mother sees you now, she will definitely be sad, she wants you to laugh, laugh."
"No matter what happens, no matter what happens, your mother will always love you, she must be silently watching you somewhere, you should feel happy when you speak, but you have not lost your mother, your mother will be there all the time, this feeling is very good, just like I feel my father."
"Father and son have left me, but I still miss my father, but I still know that my father will want his daughter to live happily, and it is better why not live happily?"
"Ten years of life and death, without thinking, unforgettable. I hope you can keep up a happy mood......"
Yan Cangmoss could only comfort him in this way, and she didn't know how to communicate with him about this, so she could only tell him according to her own understanding of the feelings she was in.
"Mother...... The child is coming, and you are going to bring your daughter-in-law, are you happy? β
The seal was lifted from the thin lips.
It's a feeling of loneliness and nowhere to discharge.
Perhaps, it is a deep memory that cannot be forgotten