She should give them another chance, perhaps.

After being warmed for a long time, you will begin to covet this warmth. And now, she doesn't dare to easily and truly give up this exclusive tenderness.

Li Xu always gives her a feeling of pampering, no matter what she does, he will forgive with a light smile.

She knew that he had long been not fond of her, but loved. It's just that after so long, the more she feels his affection, the more chaotic she becomes.

The girl in front of her has a beautiful face, and it can be seen from her dress that she has a good family education.

It's like she's looking at the girl, and the girl is looking at her.

The pink shirt and a pair of torn D jeans, although it was full of casualness, it was at least seven or eight years younger in an instant because of that baby face.

"Teacher Li, is your girlfriend also a student?" The girl looked at her very vigilantly, and asked Li Xu beside her, as if there was something about to pour out of her eyes.

"Well, a PhD student at Stanford."

He hadn't seen each other in months, and he stepped forward and grabbed her waist. Despite the domineering movements, the hand on her waist was extremely gentle.

Zhan Yan reluctantly let his smile hang on the corner of his mouth, but the stiff body made Li Xu's eyes dim a little.

Is she still not used to her own physical contact?

Because Li Xu still had work to do and couldn't accompany her, Zhanyan made an appointment with him to meet again at another time.

She was in a hurry as she left the campus.

The possessive movements of the other party made her extremely uncomfortable. It's just that we haven't seen each other for a few months, will it be like this?

She lingered at the school gate for a long time, trying to find out, and wondering what she meant in her heart. She doesn't like to drag mud and water at all, and she doesn't want to drag it like this.

But the more you want to dig deeper, the more you want to do it, except that the paste is the paste.

I was annoyed, but my phone rang at this moment.

"Didn't you say you'd come to my house for dinner today?" As soon as the phone rang, it was Li Huiyao's dissatisfied voice. During the celebration yesterday, the sisters made a private appointment to meet.

She doesn't remember anything because of the fragments. Look at the time, it's almost four o'clock. When it was cold, it was dark early, and she thought about it and excused herself apologetically.

Although Li Huiyao was not very happy that she couldn't come, she could hear that something seemed wrong with her. Before being a friend, she was an older sister, and when she heard that there was a situation on her sister's side, she naturally wanted to ask.

Zhan Yan didn't want to say anything at first, but this matter had been stuck in her throat for so long that she couldn't even find a solution.

"Sister Huiyao, how did you and Brother Ji determine their hearts?"

She asked thoughtfully, for fear that she would ask about some taboo.

Acquaintances know that the two of them have had a painful past before. For that memory, the two of them were not very willing to mention it.

"Confirm your mind? Don't you just want to know how you feel about him! I've got a way! She just wanted to say forget it, but Lin Bai's voice was heard on the other side.

There was a lot of chatting on the phone, and her face turned red as she listened.

She is not very thin-skinned, but she is so blatantly admonished by such a shameful method, she still can't help but have red clouds flying all over her face.

This Sister Bai Qian, why is she so colorful!

But what she said was not a bad idea.

The next day, Zhan Yan booked a ticket to a nearby city early in the morning, and called Li Xu, who had not received a text message because of a power outage on his mobile phone.

"Why do you want to hang out?" The senior looked at him softly, and asked lightly, but it didn't make people feel perfunctory at all.

"Want to be sure of one thing." She hooked her lips mysteriously, but refused to say what she was trying to ascertain for.

The two of them went to a coastal city, and although the blue sea is not as clear as abroad, it also has a different taste.

After playing, laughing enough, at night, she smiled and took the senior back to the hotel she had booked.

In the past, even when the two of them went out, they had two door cards, but this time she deliberately only did one.

Sister Bai Qian said that if you want to know your heart, you must first find out whether your body can accept the other party.

Although physiology and psychology cannot be compared, they are inextricably linked.

If she has seniors in her heart, although she will be uncomfortable, she can still accept it.

What's more, she is already an adult, even if she has a night with a man, it is nothing.

Li Xu's eyes have become deep when he saw a door card.

If you really love it to the bones, how can you not want to have further contact? He just kept being patient, because of her resistance, he didn't want to hurt her, he didn't want her to be disgusted.

Loose clothes and untie the belt, it is easy to move, but I don't dare to do it because of shame.

After Zhanyan took a bath, when he came to the bedside, he kept stupidly tugging at the bathrobe tie. It's not that she doesn't know what she's going to do next, it's just that she suddenly became scared.

The hands trembled violently, and these were things that the man in the bath did not see. If he had known earlier, maybe he wouldn't have had such a painful heartache.

The clock on the wall clicked and turned, leaving everything that happened in the river of memory.

Half an hour later, Zhan Yan sat on the corner with empty hands, wrapped in a bath towel and a coat on the outside, his eyes empty.

She thought that she had already accepted the senior in her heart, but when his gentle palm touched her shoulder, the tremor from her heart instantly swallowed her.

Throwing Li Xu on the bed, he ran away from the hotel like a desert. When she came back to her senses, she couldn't tell where she had been.

The strangeness of a different place, coupled with the darkness of the night, she was terrified.

If she meets someone at this time, she won't even have a chance to fight back.

When the mind is clear, it is like soaking in cold water. Just going back again? How should she explain it, and how should she say it?

Coincidence is sometimes for the person who is destined to do so.

She shivered with cold, her mind was full of mud, and she didn't know what to do, but suddenly a heavy coat was pressed behind her.

She looked back in a daze, but her teary eyes met the eyes of a man who shouldn't have been here.

"Big night, do you want to go on a night tour? Come back with me. ”

Without waiting for Zhanyan to answer, he directly picked him up. He was fooled by Li Huiyao and a few of them, who knew that he couldn't sleep at night and came out to buy cigarettes, but he saw her curled up on the side of the road like a rabbit.

Just one glance, he felt distressed.

Once you've decided what you like, the feeling of distress will come to you from time to time.

"Stay with me tonight, don't worry, I won't do anything to you. It's better than sleeping on the street. ”