When the cicada returned to Song Yunhe's side again, she had already returned to her usual appearance, as if nothing had happened, looking for the sound, chasing and catching rabbits in the clearing.

Every time he catches it, he laughs like an innocent child.

"Is the Blood Sparrow where you are?" she asked, holding the rabbit sideways when she heard the bell.

The cicada stared at the newly added bell on his hands and feet, and he didn't know what it was made of, and he could sound even if he breathed a little heavier when he stood still, and no matter how good his kung fu was, he couldn't hide.

"Bloodsparrow?"

"It's me. The cicada deliberately suppressed her voice, like a woman.

Song Yunhe was slightly stunned for a moment, and then smiled without distraction: "You came back just in time, the weather is good today, and the fishy smell is dissipating quickly, you teach me to kill rabbits." ”

The cicada was stunned, "The girl wants to kill these rabbits?"

"yes. Song Yunhe's expression was very natural, "I don't know if I've been playing with it for too long, every one of them is useless, we can eat roast rabbits if we kill them, and the fur is quite thick, we can use it to make gloves and shoes." That way, even if it snows again, I can go out and play. ”

"The girl has a lot of warm clothes in her closet. The cicada's eyes fell on the rabbit on the ground, Her Royal Highness the princess once even raised a chick, but why would she suddenly attack these animals that have always been playmates, "If the girl just thinks they are not energetic, they can recover in two days of stocking." ”

"Don't bother so much, kill them, and your master will hunt me again. Song Yunhe didn't care.

The cicada was silent for a few breaths, but still said: "The girl has a bad eye, and it is a little more troublesome to kill the rabbit." ”

"But I just want to kill them. Song Yunhe raised his face to her with some unhappiness, "I naturally know that it is troublesome, so I am waiting for you to come back and teach me, but if you think I can't see and don't want to teach me, I will ask someone to come again." ”

"The slave is willing to teach the girl. The cicada replied.

"Well, let's start with this one. Song Yunhe handed the rabbit out of his hand, and took out the dagger that he had been carrying with him with one hand, which looked like he had been preparing for a long time.

The cicada raised her hand to hold her hand, and stabbed the dagger into the rabbit's body, splashing blood on both of them.

The warm liquid slowly slid on the skin, like insects surging into the placket, Song Yunhe, who had set countless precautions for herself, froze at the moment, and some long-ago pictures suddenly came into her mind, making her at a loss for a while.

The cicada stared at her without moving her gaze, and asked softly, "Does the girl want to continue?"

Song Yunhe came back to his senses, the hand holding the knife was trembling slightly, he laughed very hard, and insisted: "Of course continue, it feels very exciting!"

The cicada was silent, and the dagger was slashed to the end with his hand, scraping through the rabbit's skin.

Song Yunhe raised his hand and worked hard to cooperate, making himself look down on a puppet who was not being led.

In the morning, Chai Yu asked her what she was afraid of, she couldn't answer, and then he said, "A name can't change a person, it's herself who changes a person, and what people's eyes can't recognize is plausible." ”

If she can change to no longer be herself, she can really not be herself, and this may be the way she can cope now.

When Chai Yu came back, there were blood stains on the open space outside the wooden house, and the cicada was guarding the door with a sword, the black covered the bloodstains, but he couldn't hide the smell, he could distinguish the smell of human blood from animal blood, but he still frowned slightly.

"Get down!" Chai Yu scolded, raised his hand and pushed the door in.

Song Yunhe raised his head in response, instinctively and eagerly stretched out his hands, begging for a hug.

Obviously used to seeing blood, and knew that it was not her blood, but the large patches of blood on the little girl's clothes still pierced him.

Avoiding her hand, he even tore off her dress and threw her dress away with some rudeness, wrapped it in his arms with only a small coat, carried out the door, and went straight to the bath.

"Don't throw me in. Song Yunhe grabbed his clothes, and his voice trembled a little.

Chai Yu didn't move for a while, looked down at her pale face, and heard her ask again, "Is she gone?"

"Hmm"

Song Yunhe's breathing fluctuated, Chai Yu knew that it was not good, but before she could think about whether to lose it, she was already vomited.

At one point, it looked like a disaster.

Fortunately, the items added in the bath room are complete, and the clothes are also available, and after a period of chaos, the two of them washed and changed their clothes, and Song Yunhe was carried back to the house and thrown on the bed again.

The bloody clothes and beds in the house have already been cleaned and replaced, and the purifying and soothing benzoin incense is lit, which makes people feel a lot more relaxed.

"I'm sorry. Song Yunhe apologized in a low voice, although he didn't have a special cleanliness habit in her memory, he was always disqualified when he was vomited, and she could feel that his patience was already on the verge of exhaustion.

"Have you always been so stupid?" Chai Yu let out a torture from her soul as she took a fine cotton towel board to clean her still wet hair.

The time for her to get dressed was enough for Chai Yu outside the house to listen to the whole reply, as long as she remembered her look and words in the morning, it was not difficult to guess what she wanted to do!

How could she simply think that she could pretend to be a ruthless person by killing a bunch of rabbits with a slight tremble?

"Stupid?" Song Yunhe was discouraged, in fact, she regretted it from the first knife, but she didn't want to give up, she was alone in this time and space, the people she wanted to be close to couldn't get close, and no one could help her if she wanted to help, she just had nothing now, blind, she could think of, there were almost no ways to act.

But she couldn't sit still and pretend that everything could go its course.

"If you plunge the dagger into the body of that blood sparrow, I think you have a bit of brains. Chai Yu said in a cold voice, it is not impossible for a person to change his temperament into another person in a short period of time, but it is by no means such a stupid and false way for her.

"Her martial arts are so high, how could I kill her. ”

"I'll help you subdue her, all you need to do is stick the knife in. ”

"Are you serious?" Song Yunhe raised his head from under him, his big eyes wide open.

"Hmm. Chai Yu's voice was emotionless.

"Heh, hehe. Song Yunhe laughed dryly, trembling in horror, "I'm joking, I didn't want to kill her." ”

"Afraid of killing? Have you ever killed anyone?" Chai Yu still had no waves, and slowly wiped a strand of long hair on his hand, "Have you ever seen a killing?

Song Yunhe pinched his fingers and turned white for a while, and after a while, he answered, "Hmm." ”

The answer to each of these questions is that this word can answer, no matter any time and space, in her cognition, every human life is precious, no matter whether it is good or bad, every life should not be easily erased.

Her genes are designed to allow humanity to thrive.

Therefore, no matter how hard she tries, she can't change herself.

"Do you know how much blood I've had on my hands?"

Song Yunhe was silent, pinching his fingers to keep some sanity and sobriety.

"For ten years, I have killed people every day, killing countless people, but even if you can't see me, don't hear my words, and even get soaked in blood every day, you still recognize me, don't you?"

"So, if you're really that scared, do you want to consider killing everyone who ever knew you?"

"You have to be glad that I'm the only one who forgot you, and I'm willing to do you a favor. For you and me, it's once and for all. ”

Song Yunhe bit his lip and hung his head, but the tears fell uncontrollably on the quilt, spreading the water stains.

Chai Yu didn't seem to see it, and continued to hook strands of hair on his hands and gently wipe the moisture, "Don't miss how I used to treat you, you need to remember now." ”

"Right now, you're mine, you just need to wrap around me like a vine. I say that you are not who you are, you are not who you are, I say that you are who you are, and whoever does not want to recognize me will kill whoever you are. ”

"If you have the leisure not to break these hands, humming your nonsense, it is good to play the piano. ”

When he was young, he thought that the girls around him should be heroic and sassy, like those strange women in the Chai family's lineage, who could go to the battlefield and be safe. Later, the woman he was willing to be side by side with was gentle and generous, upright, tenacious, and able to support the weight of the phoenix crown. Later, he forgot.

Forget what kind of temperament the person he has loved, forget what he loves her, and forget how he loves someone.

He didn't care! because she appeared in front of his eyes again, and he was even happy because she recognized him!

Obviously, the past cannot be traced, but his persistence that he has not asked for ten years is not worth this short month!

He thought everything was under control, but in an instant, he was crumbling!

Just today, news came from the coast that Song Changzhen, the emperor of Song Qin, had entered the port and stopped the ship ashore.

He waited for him to come prepared, but the person who returned said, "Emperor Song Qin brought two royal highnesses ashore this time, one of the princes, ten years old, and His Majesty, has a seven-point resemblance in appearance. ”

He had no idea that they still had children!

She once not only entrusted her body and mind to him, but also left him while she was pregnant!

Jealousy and resentment filled his whole body, and he couldn't think of what made her make such a decisive choice!

And if she couldn't even keep her in love, fame, or even blood, how can you guarantee that she will always be by his side now?

What she was afraid of, what she avoided, and what she didn't want to choose, was it all uprooted so that she could really live and die with him?

He doesn't want her to have wings to soar in the sky, he doesn't want her to swim in the rivers, lakes and seas when she turns into a dragon, he doesn't need her to be brave and strong, as long as she is a golden silk vine that needs to be attached to him to live, give her the best nutrients, and bloom the most delicate flowers!

Let her be the most fragile weakness in her body, no one can protect her except him!

Don't touch anyone but him!

Even if she was herself, she never wanted to be separated from his body again.