I looked up at the crowd. Lu Hao's mother was a little unhappy, frowned and said to her mother: "Xiao Wan, your own daughter has a boyfriend, don't you know?" ”

My mom looked embarrassed and glared at me instead, pinching my hand under the table, but now she simply snapped my arm with chopsticks.

Said angrily: "What nonsense are you talking about?!" When did you secretly have a boyfriend?! ”

In front of everyone, my mother has no scruples. Lu Hao's mother stood up and stopped: "Oops! What are you doing? If you have something to say, it's good to say! ”

Lu Hao also stepped forward at this time, stood beside me, and said, "Auntie, I know about this, even if so, what does it matter?" ”

The old mother was angry and tried to pull Lu Hao away, and then explained to Lu Hao's mother: "I really don't know, I know that I won't arrange it with you like this!" It's all this unfilial girl's own assertions! ”

Lu Hao's family naturally played a round to ease the atmosphere, although anyone could see that they were not happy.

The scene was embarrassing for a while, and soon the dinner party broke up.

Lu Hao looked for an opportunity to avoid his parents, and seemed to have something to say to me, but I didn't have the heart to deal with it anymore.

I didn't say a word until the families separated, and when I couldn't avoid it, I squeezed out some smile-like expressions.

On the way home, I silently followed behind, and my mother scolded and scolded all the way, saying that I had offended her colleagues for decades, and that I would not get along with people if I offended people everywhere, and I lost face. secretly found a boyfriend, don't think about it if she doesn't agree......

When she scolded, I slowly pulled away, but my mother would only scold louder and louder, and passers-by always looked sideways. After all these years, I still can't get used to it.

When I got home, I went back to my room, and my mother was still growling. Maybe it's because I can't get enough of scolding outside, so my mother tears it apart and insults it at home.

"You shameless thing! What are you doing out there? Didn't you tell me about finding a boyfriend?! No wonder your wings are stiff now! There's a backer, right? No wonder I talk so badly to persuade you, you don't want to introduce this or that! So you're in charge! What the hell do you think you're doing? What else can you find? Isn't it a wage earner?! ”

My mother frantically spat out all kinds of words and roared: "Shameless thing! Don't tell your family anything! Are you going to be a bitch? A thief and a prostitute? ”

It's really unbearable for my mother to scold people.

When I couldn't bear it anymore, I also yelled, "Why are you shameless?" What did I do?! ”

I had been holding back tears for a long time, but when I spoke, the embankment broke. I can't control my tears every time, and even I hate myself like this.

"Humph! Look at your virtue now! The tone is different! How?! Do you want him to hit me? My mother clenched her fists and waved her arms in front of me through gritted teeth.

My mother kept the fuss until late at night, and at two or three o'clock in the morning, she launched another verbal assault that lasted until I went out to work.

This time, I couldn't even get rid of the swelling of my red and swollen eyes, so I went out. I've been trying to cover my eyes with Liuhai in the unit, but I still can't avoid being questioned.

And some people's ridicule.

"What's wrong with you today? Eyes so swollen? It's like crying, which boyfriend treated you badly? Zhou Jiaqi's words are really annoying to listen to.

I decided to go to the pantry and watch the tea bag in the cup slowly brew in the water, from a trace of blood to a piece of cloudiness, and even the clearest water will brew out at this time.

Actually, today is the afternoon class, and I came to "take refuge".

During the lunch break, Lu Hao came and motioned to go to the rooftop, and I wanted to clarify my attitude with him again.

As soon as I got on the rooftop, he grabbed my arm, changed his usual attitude of being a child, and said:

"I'll continue to insist, don't worry, it's okay with my parents, I'll convince them, they're just getting angry for a while......"

I broke free of his hand, a little angry: "Can you stop?" Why did you choose me? Why should you listen to your parents? Isn't it just right now that they don't agree?! ”

"Do you think I came to you because of my parents' arrangement? Can't you see my attitude? I wanted to chase you for a long time, but I never knew your contact information, and I couldn't go to your house to find you when I was studying. When finally my parents think the same thing, do you know how happy I am?! ”

I turned and stood away, not wanting to hear him plead.

"I know you're waiting for your boyfriend, and you're planning too!"

He said what was in my mind, and I looked at him with round eyes.

"Don't worry, I won't tell my family, and my aunt won't know from me. But! Because I'm the same, I know that! That's how I went through it! I waited until this day, I haven't started yet, and you make me give up! It's not fair! Lu Hao was emotional, and changed his previous appearance as a gentleman.

"Do you know how to love someone?" As soon as I opened my mouth, I began to choke again, and before I could say a word, tears flowed, "You...... Do you know, Mu Liang is my hope, I probably wouldn't have been standing here alive a long time ago! He was the one who pulled me back! And because you broke in inexplicably, I thought I could try to make my mother accept Mu Liang, I was trying, but now...... Every time I ...... Every time I had a breakdown, he was the one who guided me to persevere. Me and him are clearer than love and deeper than family affection! You don't understand this kind of feeling! ”

I calmed down and continued, "You also said that you didn't let your parents participate, but what did you mean yesterday? ”

"If you give me a chance, I can understand!" Lu Hao stepped forward and tried to pull me.

"Leave me alone! We don't fit! The three views are not suitable! I don't want to choose someone who has a well-arranged life like me. I aspire to make my own decisions and make my own choices! ”

"Do you have to find someone whose conditions are not as good as mine? Isn't that waste? You're gambling with your youth! Lu Hao couldn't understand.

"What is a condition? What does it take to fall in love? You say I'm a gamble, or I'm stupid! I have only this lonely courage, and he and I are like comrades who have exchanged lives, partners who can understand without opening their mouths. ”

When Lu Hao heard my words, his eyes showed sadness.

"I can't do that...... But......" Lu Hao's voice began to be low.

"I'm sorry, let's just think that we don't have such a deep fate, and you will meet someone who can cherish you in the future." I looked into the distance and whispered.

"Huh...... Maybe not. Lu Hao sneered, his tone seemed to be self-deprecating.

Standing on this rooftop, there was some wind blowing on all sides, I had never stood on such a high place, but there was no fear in my heart at the moment.

"Don't worry, I won't say anything more in front of my aunt...... In front of my parents, in front of my aunt, I would quit as if it hadn't happened. I'm sorry for the trouble. But I will prove to you that I know what love is! ”

It was the first time Lu Hao lowered his head in front of me like this, I couldn't see his expression clearly, but I felt that he was also very lonely at the moment.

However, sometimes feelings are so involuntary, and there is nothing to be done, I am not suitable for him, and I can't delay him.