Chapter 593: Finding the Meaning of Your Life
When Lin Xiao'er saw Qin Siyu's well-behaved appearance, she finally couldn't help but burst into tears.
She knew that she had ruined not only one person, but also a family and a child who should have been innocent.
She couldn't help but tell Qin Siyu everything she had done, but the child, who was still smiling, suddenly turned cold.
But what he said made Lin Xiao'er deeply surprised.
He said to Lin Xiao'er with a serious face, "Aunt Lin, do you think I really don't know these things? ”
When Qin Siyu said that, Lin Xiao'er suddenly saw something unusual from him.
He didn't look like an eight-year-old child at all, but like an adult who had gone through the hardest and most difficult trials in the world, and his eyes were full of vicissitudes.
Lin Xiao'er's heart suddenly throbbed, she knew that she was wrong, she was not just wrong. It couldn't be more wrong.
Why did she ruin other people's lives and ruin her own future.
The brother she was looking for had not been found so far, but had dragged innocent people into the same abyss as herself.
Gu Nanzhe, Zheng Yufei, these people are really good to her, but Lin Xiao'er has hurt them countless times. It also hurts the people around them.
And the kid in front of him was extremely smart, although no one had ever deliberately told him these things, but Qin Siyu had already discovered Lin Xiao'er's unusualness in the details.
He said to Lin Xiao'er, "Aunt Lin, there are many things, it's better not to say it than to say it." ”
He looked like a little adult, facing Lin Xiao'er with a serious face.
"It's between you and my mom, after all. Even though I'm my mom's biological son, I don't seem to have any right to make decisions for her, and if my mom is willing to forgive you, then I'll forgive you. ”
This didn't seem like what an eight-year-old child could say, but Lin Xiao'er felt extremely relieved when she heard it.
In this case, does it mean that she still has a chance to seek forgiveness?
Is it that after Zheng Yufei recovers her memory, she can still confess to Zheng Yufei?
Even if Zheng Yufei doesn't forgive her, as long as she is given this opportunity and let her go through this process for a while, she won't feel so guilty in her heart.
At this moment, Lin Xiao'er walked out of the door, and when she bumped into Qin Yumo, she remembered what Qin Siyu had said to her in the morning.
She looked away in embarrassment, and turned to go back to her room.
But as soon as she touched the doorknob, she heard Qin Yumo stop her from behind.
Lin Xiao'er's body shook uncontrollably, and she turned her head to look at Qin Xiaomo tremblingly.
"Mr. Qin, what's wrong?"
Qin Luomo pursed his lips into a line. After a long time, he sighed slowly.
"Thank you for today's event."
Lin Xiao'er showed a surprised expression, so far, it's good that Qin Yumo doesn't hate her, and he is still thanking her?
Lin Xiaojing thought that she was so confused that she was delirious, so she knocked on her head.
But Qin Luomo on the other side still looked at her indifferently and added.
"Thank you, I know you have no choice, and I know that you have taken care of my wife a lot over the years."
The feelings between people are often mutual, if Qin Yumo was a person who only knew how to ask back then, then Zheng Yufei would definitely not be so desperate for him.
In other words, if Lin Xiao'er didn't bring anything to Zheng Yufei except for harm, then Zheng Yufei wouldn't treat her like this.
Many things cannot be faked, because what is fake is fake, and it can never be true.
Even if it's a play, it will be exposed one day.
But after such a long time, Zheng Yufei is still the same as she was to Lin Xiao'er, so it can really show that Lin Xiao'er was very good to Zheng Yufei.
She just did something wrong at the wrong time, forced by the reality of the situation, and then immersed herself in the whirlpool of mistakes. Can't get out.
She is not innocent, but she is innocent too.
Qin Luomo didn't know how to blame such a person who was also suffering, so he thought about her benefits more, and he didn't blame her so much in his heart.
Now that I say thank you, Qin Yumo seems to be able to talk frankly,
On the contrary, Lin Xiao'er stiffened in place, and after a while, Lin Xiao'er's eyes turned red.
She looked away in embarrassment, "Mr. Qin, don't say that, I'm not worthy." ”
"I'm not saying this from my own point of view." Qin Yumo shook his head lightly at her, "I just stood in my wife's perspective and thought carefully about the whole process of getting along with you. If I'm from her point of view, I think I should probably thank you, so I said that. You don't have to feel too much psychological pressure, if you don't like it, just talk nonsense. ”
As soon as these words came out, Lin Xiao'er's heart became even more guilty.
She had never believed that there would be such an upright and kind person in this world, but it wasn't until she saw Qin Yumo and Zheng Yufei that she realized that there would be many, many different people in this world.
Although these people occupy a minority, it does not mean that they do not exist, they will use their own. Flesh and blood shine and warm everyone around them.
Lin Xiao'er's guilt had never reached its peak like today, and suddenly, she had an urge.
She wanted to abandon herself, stop making excuses for her selfishness, and stop hurting Zheng Yufei.
It was Qin Siyu who helped her today and didn't make her too embarrassed.
But Zheng Yufei is still a little injured after all, shouldn't a girl like Zheng Yufei be held in the palm of her hand by others?
Why did she suffer so many injuries? Suffer from all the injustices in this world?
If her sacrifice can be redeemed, then Lin Xiao'er is willing.
But Qin Xiaomo easily saw through Lin Xiao'er's thoughts, and he shook his head at Lin Xiao'er.
"Don't be too impulsive, you haven't understood the meaning of your existence all along. You don't live for anyone else. Nor is it to live to repay kindness, much less to atone for sins. ”
People should protect themselves, this is a natural skill that everyone is born with.
And seeking a meaning of life is a higher realm.
Qin Luomo was telling Lin Xiao'er to first figure out what he was living for and how he should live in the future, and then make a decision.
You can't rely on the blood in your heart to do something irreparable under impulse.
Only then did Lin Xiao'er suddenly understand what Qin Xiaomo meant, yes, she had Lu Zichen's important handle in her hand.
At this moment, if she took the initiative to expose it, she might never have a chance to point out what Lu Zichen had done.
But if she settles herself down for now, she'll definitely have a chance.