Lu Hao snorted lightly, seemingly disapproving.

"You can only lie to the night."

I looked at Mu Liang's eyes, and it was clear that there was only me in my pupils.

The affectionate look in my eyes made me almost sink into it again.

Lu Hao's words woke me up. But it's not because I don't believe in Mu Liang, but because I want Mu Liang to die.

"I don't need you, no one, I'll do it myself." My face changed, and I tried to snatch the box from Mu Liang's hand.

During the argument, the edge of the box broke my fingernails, and it hurt so much that I grinned.

After Mu Liang found out, he hurriedly let go, and the box fell to the ground. I shook off his outstretched hand and forced myself to pick up the box and walk in the direction of home.

"You go back, Lu Hao, you too. Please, go back, you know that there are a lot of people in the community, and this will all spread tomorrow. I said with a little cry.

Lu Hao sighed lightly and got into the car.

Mu Liang still followed behind me, and I also wanted to make it clear to him, even if it was an explanation for the two of us, he would follow him.

The fruit was so heavy that after a short walk, I had to stop and rest. Mu Liang wanted to take it from me several times, but I refused, and an inexplicable stubbornness supported me.

When I got to the corner of the alley, I stopped and looked around, no one lingered here at noon.

"Mu Liang, I ......" I put down the box, turned to look at him and opened his mouth leisurely, who knew that at this time, the stubbornness was deflated, and I choked as soon as I opened my mouth.

"I'm sorry...... I shouldn't have been talking nonsense, I'm sorry just now, and I shouldn't have chased you in the back of your car. But...... I don't worry about you...... I love you, but I'm not good enough, and you've worked hard all the way...... I thought we were going to see hope right away......" Mu Liang hung his head, I couldn't see his expression clearly, I could only hear the words full of loss and sadness.

"I'm sorry, I'm ...... I'm not as good as you see, I ...... I can't let you live with me. I held back my tears and tried to make my words clear.

"Can you tell me why? I know, it won't be because of Lu Hao. Mu Liang raised his head, tears welling up from his deep eyes, and they were all clear.

This is the first time I have seen Mu Liang cry like this, and my heart hurts.

"I ...... We don't fit, you deserve better. ”

"We've all been around for so long, how can it not be suitable? Is the aunt against it again? I'll go talk to my aunt. Mu Liang wanted to go home.

"Oh, no...... I...... I just felt like we weren't suitable, I was so tired that I wanted to give up. ”

Mu Liang lowered his head again, turned sideways to face the old tree, and wiped his eyes with his hands over and over again.

"But...... I don't want to give up, can you give me another chance...... I don't want to leave you......"

I really want to say that I don't love you anymore Mu Liang, but if I say something against my will, I can't say it at all at the moment.

"That's what I thought, you promised me that you wouldn't entangle me if you separated." I know it's cruel to say this now, but in order for Mu Liang to work less hard in the future, to find a more suitable person, I have to do this.

Mu Liang's face flushed, and he paused for a long time before responding softly.

"Hug it, then? I'm sorry I hurt you. Mu Liang opened his arms, and this time I could clearly see the tears on his face.

I couldn't help but lean forward.

His hug was tight, and I could smell the familiar smell on his clothes again. He was on my shoulder, more like I was comforting.

I could hear him sobbing and stuffy nose clearly, and I wanted to tell him that these were lies! I still love you the same! But a voice in my heart told me: Don't be stupid, you don't deserve him, why delay him?

"Alright, so be it, I wish you happiness." I patted him on the back, and I wanted to sink into his arms like I used to, but I couldn't.

"I'll send you up at the end and help you get your things up. Don't worry, I won't forget what I promised. Mu Liang insisted on sending me upstairs.

From the alley to the building, just two or three hundred meters, I really want this to be a lifetime. Following behind Mu Liang, his back doesn't seem to be as strong as before, because he is tired with me. Every day, I stayed up until my eyes were red and bloodshot, and I had to talk to my mother tremblingly.

We walk very slowly, but no matter how slow we are, there will be times when we go.

Half a floor away. Mu Liang stopped and put down the box.

"I love you to the end, it's the love of my life, I really want to be your jingle cat, but I failed, but I still love you." Mu Liang gently gave me another hug.

With that, he turned around and went downstairs.

His steps were not as steady as before, and he ran like a child skipping school.

I made up my mind, wiped the tears from my face, and looked at the phone time, my mother may be going out soon, and now should be the right time to go back.

When I got home, sure enough, my mother had already changed her clothes and combed her hair. After taking a look, my mother went out.

Sitting at the desk, thinking of the bits and pieces of these days, the tears at this moment finally couldn't be stopped.

Set all social media apps to be visible only to you. I'm such a ruthless person, I want to regret it, but who can give an idea of what to do in the future? Mom and Dad have taken their responsibilities aside, and all the burdens will be on me, even the so-called "brother".

After all, I am still only worthy of one person, not suitable for love, my life should be like this.

But why can't I help but look through Mu Liang's text messages? Photo? Listen to all the songs he used to share with me? This should be a consolation from God. They will be with me from now on.

At night, I waited until the early hours of the morning, but I still didn't receive a good night text message from Mu Liang. Yes, it's already separated, so it should be neat. Mu Liang fulfilled what he said at the beginning, and he would never be entangled after separation.

But why does my heart hurt so much? It was as if it had been stabbed, and it was hard to breathe.

In the south of the city overnight into winter, the wind here is like blowing down the window, blowing loudly. I don't know whose flower pot smashed down again, and it was terrifying.

The phone screen is lit up, and it is still so dazzling in the dark night. I quickly clicked in, it was really him.

The text message said: Love you, good night, don't think about it, have a good dream, I am still the Mu Liang who loves you, and I am the jingle cat waiting for you in the distance.

He's still the same him, like a pair of clairvoyants, who can see my every move.

Hide under the covers and hold your phone and hold it to your heart. I couldn't help but click on my phone to watch it again, and the screen was so bright that my eyes hurt. quietly looked at his avatar, it was still on, and he was listening to the song he used to share with each other, the song "You Must Be Happy"

"I have some worries in my heart...... Some love has to go its own way...... Think of him in the dead of night...... But you must be happy...... Those flowers that were sent...... I also said some heart-rending love words......"