Chapter 140: Fate

"Dreaming?" Liu Tingyuan stared at Su Mian even more in surprise.

Su Mian glanced at him and smiled.

"Yes, it's like a dream, if life is really like a dream, maybe when you wake up, you will find that this dream also leaves a lot of regrets, in order not to leave yourself with regrets, so you have to spend the rest of your life well, no matter what happens, don't give up easily."

When he said this, Su Mian actually wanted to cheer Liu Tingyuan up, and sometimes he felt like he was talking about himself, if there were really all kinds of difficulties in this world that needed to be overcome, Su Mian hoped that he would not leave any regrets.

But in this world, there will always be all kinds of regrets.

Su Mian understood such a truth, but Liu Tingyuan would not necessarily understand this truth, he must just feel that everything was very sad now, after all, he had such a special illness.

"You're right, you need to spend the rest of your life well, if you really have any regrets, it's really a pity."

Liu Tingyuan's eyes emitted an indescribable light, and he listened to Su Mian quietly, and after a long time, Su Mian was a little uncomfortable when she heard it, and subconsciously reached out and touched her cheek.

Her eyes widened in embarrassment.

"I don't think there's anything on my face, I don't usually pay attention to my image when I sleep......"

Liu Tingyuan shook his head.

"I think when the two of us get along, you don't have any idol baggage, if you really have any idol baggage, you still accidentally meet the group of reporters who want to inquire about your private affairs."

Hearing that there was a reporter outside, Su Mian was taken aback, but thinking about his identity, too.

The reporters outside are estimated to have been waiting impatiently, Su Mian has experienced so many things now, one after another, which caught her off guard, and it is estimated that those reporters are wondering what Su Mian has experienced to become like this.

Sighing helplessly, Su Mian felt that one head was two big.

"Sometimes I even think it's good to be an ordinary person, to be a star, but there are all kinds of troubles, and those reporters will always tell us that we don't let go of all kinds of things and report that we don't even have a little privacy, it's really tiring."

"In fact, when facing those reporters, you can also disguise yourself, because not all people in this world can really be themselves, if you can, you disguise yourself, maybe you won't be so tired."

Liu Tingyuan has been in the entertainment industry for so many years, and the experience he has summed up is always not wrong, and Su Mian also thinks that this is a particularly good method, because she did it in her previous life.

But now it's different, Su Mian doesn't want to disguise himself, after all, all people in this world may be the same as pretending to be their own lives, but Su Mian feels that that kind of life is not his own, but if he can, Su Mian hopes that he can live in the open.

"You know what? Ever since I chose to live such a life, I have long made up my mind that no matter what happens, I will never disguise myself, and if I really disguise myself, it will not be me. ”

Her clear eyes stared at the light of the sun, and the light refracted by the sun made people feel particularly dazzling, and Su Mian watched quietly like that, and it took a long time before she slowly retracted the world, and her face had a touch of brilliance.

"When I was young, I always felt that those female stars were so dazzling, and then I wanted to be them, and slowly after I became them, I would find that not everything in this world is dazzling, there is always a sad side of him behind his eyes, only I can understand, even so, I don't want to be myself in the eyes of others."

"You're really different from other women."

Liu Tingyuan had some feelings, as if he was meeting this woman for the first time.

"Really?" Su Mian smiled embarrassedly.

"Maybe I'm a bit old-fashioned, because I've lived too long, or maybe maybe I've been through things that make it impossible for me to be like everyone else."

"You say that as if you were a fairy." Liu Tingyuan smiled.

"Am I not a fairy?" Su Mian also said jokingly.

In fact, he hadn't been so happy for a long time, Su Mian felt that he had never been able to communicate with others, because in this world, everyone has all kinds of thoughts in their hearts, and no one knows what the other person is thinking in his heart.

Especially after experiencing Jiang Yingrong's incident, Su Mian has no way to entrust his heart to others wholeheartedly, because in this world, everyone's thoughts in their hearts will always be extreme, and Su Mian doesn't want to create a relationship between two people because of his own obsession.

It's like the saying, if you come, you will be safe, it is nothing more than that after you come, you just need to slowly enjoy the process, no matter what happens, you just need to let yourself slowly get used to it.

And when Su Mian faced Jiang Yingrong before, he always wanted to make him his good friend, but this kind of disguise became a kind of compulsion, he may not think so in his heart, because it just satisfied his vanity.

In fact, it is not vanity, because Su Mian's desire to find a friend is not to be vain, but to really find a confidant and be able to become good friends with her, because it is too lonely.

Although Gu Hongyun is said to be a good person, when the two of them get along, they always feel a little estranged, Gu Hongyun also has his own destiny Su Mian wants to change it, but there will definitely be various difficulties in this process.

Thinking of this, Su Mian sighed leisurely.

"In fact, sometimes it's not good to know the fate of others, because after knowing the fate, I want to change him, but I don't know what difficulties I will encounter on the way to such a change."

Liu Tingyuan looked at Su Mian's lonely appearance and couldn't help but comfort her.

"That's much better than knowing your fate, if you can, you're willing to help others, if you can't, you can just sit idly by, and that's okay."