Chapter 145: Good Memories
The Thirteen Princes when they heard Su Yirong's news. is at war with another country. But even if it is, I really want to leave everything behind and come back. But he's not that reckless.
The child was gone. Su Yirong is also quite safe. Although he was seriously ill, he was not in danger of his life. So even if he was so anxious that he wanted to come back immediately. But I still held back. One is that you can't put down the war and run back. If you do. That's a deserter. Even if he is a prince, it is a capital offense. And the other is that he believes that Leng Yanxi will definitely be able to handle this matter.
The result was not what he expected. The murderer has been found. Su Yirong also slowly recovered.
But even these were all guessed by him. He was thousands of miles away from the capital. I'm worried every day. There is no first-hand news. I can only read the family letters from a long time ago every day. I'm almost able to memorize it. But the epistle is dead after all. There are some things that can't be written. He was worried that Su Yirong's body would fall ill. I'm more worried that she won't be able to think about it. It's useless to worry about it. He couldn't do anything there.
If you can't, you can only take your anger at the enemy. Every time you go to battle, it's like you don't want to die. Kill when you see an enemy. But I didn't expect to make a great contribution because of this. became the god of killing in the army. Positions in the army were mentioned again and again. He had earned all of this by his own means.
Later, because of Leng Yanxi's strategy, he became a general. But these things that he couldn't ask for. But it didn't make him happy. Only when I heard the order to return to Beijing to report on my work. That's when it came to height. Away from the big troops. A few horses ran and died overnight, and they returned to the capital first. Just to be able to see Su Yirong earlier.
See her now. But it's even more heart-wrenching. Originally, she was still thinking about waiting for her child to be born. A little cute child. Behind him shouted Uncle Thirteen. How good that feels. But the kid said no, it was gone. He didn't know how lost he was.
It is conceivable that Su Yirong is a mother. What kind of sadness it would be. In addition to the physical trauma. And also to endure psychological sadness. He couldn't imagine what kind of pain Su Yirong had to endure at that time.
I originally wanted to persuade her. But I don't know how to open this mouth. He's stupid. If she said it wrong, it would cause her sadness. So there was no topic at all. The two fell silent.
Su Yirong was a little surprised. Turning his head, I saw the tangled expression on his face. They all said I was fine. Look at the worry on your face. It's like I'm terminally ill."
"Don't talk nonsense. How can anyone say that about themselves?" The thirteen princes' faces darkened when they heard this.
"Good. Say no more." Su Yirong knew that they had a fancy for this. And he stopped laughing." Actually, it just happened when this happened. I can't figure it out either. The child who has been looking forward to it for a few months is gone. No one can accept it. I couldn't think about it for a while.
But then I thought about avenging him. My child can't die in vain. Wait for revenge. I thought about it. The past is gone. People have to look forward, don't they."
"I'm relieved that you can think so." The Thirteen Princes breathed a sigh of relief when they heard this. Look at her so strong side. Suddenly, I felt that this time the difference was not only my own change. She's changed too.
"What if you don't think so?" Su Yirong smiled bitterly. I'm going to have to be strong. Although the murderer was severely punished this time. But as long as I'm in this house for a day. There will be no day of peace. I don't think it will happen again. You can only be strong. No longer thinking all day long, if I don't offend, no one will offend me.
I used to be too naïve. that is, to enter this royal house. Then you have to look like a princess."
But the more the thirteen princes listened, the more frightened they became. Looking at her occasional hint of coldness. I can't believe that this is the heartless Su Yirong who laughed from the past. He finally understood what had changed in her.
At this time, she is more like a harem woman. Although this is a good thing. At least I can adapt to my current life. Won't get in trouble for her being different. But in his eyes. But it's not the opposite. He didn't want to see that innocent Su Yirong become as afraid as those women.
Yes. He wasn't wrong. It's scary. There was silence. Suddenly I felt like I couldn't watch her go on like this." Rong'er. I'm not the Thirteenth Prince now. And you're no longer my sixth sister-in-law. I just want to talk to you as a friend."
"Say it. Who can not let you say that you can't do it." Su Yirong laughed.
But the Thirteen Princes couldn't laugh. Sit there quietly. He looked at her in a daze for a moment before he spoke. You know that we princes grew up in the palace. It's strange that there are too many intrigues. I'm used to seeing too many women like this."
"You don't want me to be like them, do you?" Su Yirong understood what he meant. But his eyes were cold." But you know that there is no trace of self-protection in this palace. It's still so simple that you will be bullied or even framed. It seems that the old thing may happen again. Do you still want to see such a tragedy happen?"
The Thirteen Princes couldn't help but suffocate. I can't say anything to refute it for a while. He knows all these things. But in my heart I still don't want to.
Su Yirong saw him like this. He snorted coldly. At this point, I finally understand why you princes have such rights. But I still have to fight for that position. Isn't it good to be a laid-back prince. But now I understand.
There are some things that you can't just fight with. Being in this circle. You are not the enemy of others. No one else will let you go. And the women of this harem are the same. You're not strong. You can only die."
"Rong'er. You're too extreme." The Thirteen Princes are really afraid that she will continue like this. It won't be her anymore.
"How extreme am I. Isn't that the case in this capital? Dare you say it's not." Su Yirong said without giving in at all.
The Thirteenth Prince sighed. I don't know for a moment that this is good." Rong'er. Would you like to hear me tell a story?"
Looking at the thirteen princes, they looked a little lost. Su Yirong was a little sad. How could she have thought so? But reality forced her to do so. There was silence. He nodded and looked at the Thirteen Princes.
"We princes have grown up in the palace since childhood. I'm different from other princes. When I was less than ten years old, my mother was gone. But I never forgot her. Her shadow has remained deep in my heart.
The mother is very beautiful. And that's not all. It's also very gentle. But occasionally I'm more playful than I am. She is the most special presence in the palace. She was never like the mothers of other princes. Forcing them to study and practice martial arts. I am the freest of all the princes. At that time, they were really envious." Thirteen reminisced about the past. I couldn't help but smile on my face.
There was a slight warmth to that smile. Although Su Yirong often saw him laughing. But most of the time it's hearty and bold. Even the wry smile after being groomed by her. But I had never seen him smile like this.
So I was infected by him. I can't help but miss some of my modern-day parents. But these words are unspeakable." The Thirteenth Prince. You're so happy. To have such a concubine. It's not something anyone can do. She really loves you. In order to make you happy, you can not care about the things outside of you."
"yes. That's why my childhood was one of the happiest in the palace. I have a mother to help me speak. Even my father wouldn't be too me. At that time, the mother was not the most favored. But she always had a way to persuade her father to listen to her. Especially about me.
At the Father's place. The mother never competed for favor. She actually loves her father in her heart. But they don't love without ego. She will take good care of herself and me. It seems that she can live without her father. I had a great time every day. So those years with the mother. I've always been the happiest and happiest." The Thirteen Princes said. Bian was a little immersed in the memories. That was perhaps the sweetest secret in his heart.
Su Yirong shared this happiness with him. It seems that I also saw a naughty little boy. There is a mom pampered. There is a dad to love. It won't force him to learn the lessons he doesn't want to learn. Such children are rare even in modern times.
"You talk to me about this. Just wanted to tell me. Sometimes you don't have to be like them. You can survive in this palace, right?" Su Yirong understood that he was talking to himself about this. It's definitely not here to talk about homely things.
The Thirteenth Prince nodded as expected. The concubine never fought anything. But no one in the palace dared to harm her. My father always thought she was special. He once said that the mother concubine is the most pampered flower in this palace. So though not the most pampered her. But he was the most protective of her.
So she hasn't changed over the years. Even if it's a fight to the death in the palace. But she can sit and watch the clouds. Don't get involved in the struggle of any faction. That alone is something that no man can match. And her calm spirit is appreciated even by her father. He even told me to learn more from my mother."
As he spoke, he looked at Su Yirong. You know what came to mind when I first saw you."
"I thought of your mother." Su Yirong heard his question. Subconsciously, he said. Do I look like your mother?"
"It doesn't look like. Let's be honest. You're not as good as my mother. She is a natural beauty embryo. I've never dressed up at all. It is also the most beautiful. It's not me saying you. That's what you look like. Not even half of my mother's concubine." The Thirteen Princes did not hesitate to hit her. He looked her up and down. While talking.
Su Yirong gave him a roll of the eyes directly. But the two of them are used to being so casual. Besides, when she thinks about it, it's her deceased mother. I decided to let him go.
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