011: Broken down
"Xue Yimai, Xue Yimai!" Jian Ran looked at Xue Yimai, who was devastated, with a collapsed face.
His face was sickly pale, his lips were dry and cracked, his eyes were glazed to look ahead, as if he had been stimulated by something, and he sat in the corner, his head constantly hitting the wall, again and again, making a 'knock knock' sound.
Jian Ran was obviously frightened by his aberration, she pushed his shoulder in fear, and her voice became trembling, "Xue Yimai, don't scare me..."
"I was wrong... Mom, I was wrong... Don't hit me... I won't... I will never again..."
"Xue Yimai!" Jian Ran shouted at him, but he seemed to be completely immersed in a collapsing world, and he couldn't hear the outside world at all.
In the past two days of getting along, Jian Ran has seen him silent, gloomy, frightened, and even a little joy after seeing him, and now he is terrible, which completely shocked Jian Ran.
At this moment, Xue Yimai was like a completely crazy person, banging his head against the wall over and over again, and his mouth kept admitting his mistakes.
Jian Ran pressed his hand against the wall he hit to prevent him from breaking his head.
Fear... Constant fear in my heart...
Jian Ran was afraid of Xue Yimai at this moment, and she wanted to run away from this terrible man.
But she couldn't, she couldn't let her body be persecuted by this man.
"Xue Yimai, are you sober?!" Jian Ran called out to him over and over again.
"I was wrong... I won't dare again..."
Jian Ran was so anxious that she was about to cry, she begged: "You're not wrong, it's me who is wrong, I shouldn't murder you, don't scare me like this, okay..."
"Mom... I was wrong..."Xue Yimai said again.
Jian Ran grabbed his cold hand and tried to comfort him: "Yimai, you are not wrong, your mother does not blame you, she loves you." ”
"......" Xue Yimai suddenly stopped moving, he turned his head to look at Jian Ran with a sneer, and asked with a hollow look: "You say, she loves me?" ”
Jian Ran saw that Xue Yimai finally had a different reaction, and she said in surprise: "Yes, she loves you, and no mother will not love her child." ”
"She's... Love my... Is it? As if asking himself, a tear slipped through the corner of Xue Yimai's eyes.
He cried...
This broken man finally cried...
At this time, Jian Ran's heart actually felt like it had been pricked by a needle, and it ached faintly.
What kind of misfortune does this man have that can make him so desperate...
So eager for...
"Nobody loves me... No one loves me at all..."Finally realizing the reality, Xue Yimai buried his head in his knee and said bitterly.
"Xue Yimai..."Jian Ran didn't know how to comfort the desperate man in front of her, she didn't understand what this man had experienced and what kind of injury he had suffered, simple comfort would only slander him even more, and it also made her, as an outsider, reflect how deep the matter is irrelevant.
Does his mother really love him?
She didn't know.
After all, she's not him yet...
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Early the next morning.
Xue Yimai gradually came to his senses, and the soreness in his body suddenly spread throughout his body, he slowly raised his stiff head, and found that his hand was tightly grasped by the person who was also sitting next to him.
He stared blankly at the sleeping man, his delicate and handsome face was very calm at this time, there was a faint amount of saliva at the corner of his mouth, and there was a faint snoring sound in his mouth.
Xue Yimai's heart was throbbing suddenly, he looked at his appearance with his own eyes, and for the first time he had an impulse to see Jian Ran really controlling her own body, whether she slept so peacefully and so sweetly.
Suddenly I want to see the real you.
"Uh... At this time, Jian Ran's eyebrows suddenly wrinkled, her eyes had not yet opened, she suddenly let go of the hand holding Xue Yimai, wiped her saliva on the side of her mouth, and moaned in pain.
Feeling the emptiness of his palm, Xue Yimai quickly pinned his face to the other side, and said unnaturally: "You are awake..."
"Huh? How are you? Jian Ran opened her sleepy eyes and instantly breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good..."
"What... I'm alright...? Xue Yimai asked puzzled.
Jian Ran was stunned for two seconds, "You don't remember what happened last night?" ”
Xue Yimai shook his head blankly, "Are you talking about going out to find a job?" ”
"You really don't remember?" Jian Ran asked tentatively again.
Xue Yimai had a question mark on his face, "Isn't it a matter of finding a job?" ”
It's really strange, last night he hit the wall like crazy, his mouth kept talking, his eyes were obviously open, why did he suddenly not remember?
It was better if he remembered it or not, so as not to make him sad when he remembered it, so he changed the subject and said, "Let's talk about the job search later, let's go to class first." ”
"Is it your major class again?" Xue Yimai obviously had some expectations.
"You're a big man, you seem to like dancing a lot, huh?" Jian Ran quipped.
"......" can't big men like it? Xue Yimai thought silently, but he didn't dare to say this, for fear that Jian Ran would yell at him again.
Jian Ran also knew in his heart that Xue Yimai liked the pain of stretching his body to the limit, because he said that he knew that he was alive when he felt it.
It's just that today can't be as he wants.
Jian Ran smiled and said, "I'm sorry, today is a theory class, and many classes of students have gone to the lecture hall to take classes, you have to be ready?" ”
"That's a lot... Student...? Sure enough, when Xue Yimai heard the words 'a lot', his face turned pale instantly, and his eyes turned uneasily, "Can you... Don't go..."
"Xue Yimai, do you want to make it impossible for me to graduate? Well? ”
"But I..."
"Why do you like it so much? Don't be any more! Come on! Jian Ran said that he was about to pull him up...
Jian Ran stood up, the soreness and numbness all over her body suddenly made her lose her balance, and she fell straight towards Xue Yimai's body...
"Ahh
"Uh..."
Feeling the sound of warm breathing on his face, the tips of his two noses were gently pressed together, and his eyes were only about a centimeter apart, as long as he stepped forward a little more, his lips fit together perfectly.
Jian Ran's eyes widened and she looked at her cheeks that were close at hand, she swallowed her saliva heavily, and suddenly realized that she had completely pressed Xue Yimai under her, she sat down suddenly, and her face was immediately red.
Xue Yimai's breathing became a little short, and just now, it was like a dream, so that before he could immerse himself, he had already been withdrawn...
"Xue Yimai, don't think about taking advantage of me!" Jian Ran loudly wanted to relieve the embarrassment.
It seems to be you who take advantage...