067: Draw you, or draw me
After the two mothers and sons left, Xue Yimai looked deeply at their distant backs, and his vision gradually blurred.
The kind mother with the innocent child completely opened Xue Yimai's long-closed heart, and he stood in place with red eyes.
It seems that the darkness that has been silent for a long time seems to reappear as light.
It turns out that his world still has a chance to be reborn...
It turned out that he was affirmed...
Xue Yimai looked at Minnie Mouse who was watching him closely not far away, and after Minnie noticed his gaze, she happily turned around in place a few times, and finally raised her hands and posed in a heart-shaped posture...
Xue Yimai, who was wrapped in the Mickey doll costume, burst into tears and smiled: Thank you.
If it weren't for Jian Ran's appearance, he would definitely indulge in the dark world and couldn't extricate himself.
This girl, who was once a stranger, broke into her life overnight, and suddenly made his lonely life colorful, she was like a treasure, she could sing and dance, she could speak out, she was clever, she could do all the things he did not dare to try, she was like what he dreamed of, and often did bold and desirable things.
Jian Ran, this magical girl, at the first sight of her, surprisingly trusted her, and the first time he got along with her, he almost forgot his fears, Jian Ran was like a friend he had known for a long time, and it made him feel at ease.
Perhaps, this is his longing for loneliness, perhaps, this is fate in the dark.
She cares about her life and death, she is worried about her own safety, and she is the first person to let him live well. Her preference and protection made him feel a warm presence for the first time.
If Lily is a beam of light in his life, but Jian Ran is the sun that leads him away from darkness and yearns for light, and her appearance shines on his entire life...
At this moment, he seemed to have understood that his mind...
He lifted his legs and desperately ran towards Minnie Mouse bouncing towards him, hugging her clumsy...
"Thank you..."
"Uh..." was suddenly embraced, which made Jian Ran's eyes widen.
People came and went in the square, and when they saw the cartoon character Mickey Minnie hugging here, they all applauded.
The boss stood in the distance, and when he saw this scene, he was so angry that he stomped his feet, and he strode towards the two of them.
When Jian Ran saw the angry figure, she immediately pushed Xue Yimai away, and she reminded in a low voice: "Work, work!" ”
After Xue Yimai, who was still in the deepest part of his emotions, was inexplicably pushed away, he looked ahead puzzled, and when he saw the boss who was angrily walking towards the two, he still chose to suppress his emotions and honestly return to his original position...
He lowered his head, this time without closing his eyes, he held the leaflet in his hand and stretched his arm straight out...
When Jian Ran saw it, he became active again, and when he saw a passerby, he handed out a flyer, and his tone became brisk: "Pretty squeaky children's amusement opening big reward, welcome to your visit~"
Finally saw the two people who had entered the state, the boss had to turn a blind eye, walked up to Jian Ran, and after dropping the sentence "Don't take it as an example", he turned around and left.
Jian Ran breathed a sigh of relief, and she, who was hiding at the doll, laughed insolently at Mickey.
Xue Yimai finally got rid of his fear, great!
If there was anything that could reassure her, she thought, it was none other than Xue Yimai becoming normal!
This timid boy can finally have the opportunity to become sunny and warm in the future, no longer excluded by others, no longer falling behind in life, and no longer committing suicide...
With a happy mood, the corners of her mouth have been hanging with a happy smile, and the movements in her hands have become more and more diligent, "Pretty squeaky children's amusement opening big reward, welcome to your visit~"
When the flyer in Xue Yimai's hand was taken again, he was ecstatic, quickly pulled out the next flyer, and finally aimed at the next passerby with some natural eyes...
Perhaps it was the favor of the heavens, the passers-by in the square seemed to be quite fond of Mickey's dress, and almost all the leaflets he sent out were warmly accepted, not thrown away immediately, not held as garbage paper, they all took it and looked at it carefully, and finally put it in their own pockets...
Xue Yimai, who gradually got better and regained confidence, successfully finished the flyer in his hand in a whole day.
Until the sun goes down...
The two people who completed the task were really exhausted, they took off their heavy hoods, their hair was already wet, Jian Ran sat in the flower bed next to a library, panting heavily, "Tired, really tired..."
Xue Yimai sat next to her, shook the sweat on his face with his hand, smiled shyly, and said, "It's so good..."
Jian Ran opened a bottle of mineral water, handed it to Xue Yimai, and said with a smile: "Do you mean the taste of rebirth?" ”
Xue Yimai took the mineral water, lowered his head and smiled, expressing his affirmation.
"Then the next step, you can completely take off your disguise and live a normal life, right?"
Take off your disguise...
Xue Yimai then remembered that in two days, he relied on the appearance of the doll costume to win the love of the masses, and after taking off this doll costume, what would be the result...
Xue Yimai was silent.
Seeing this, Jian Ran patted him on the shoulder and comforted: "Fool, it's your own achievement, don't you attribute the credit to this doll." ”
"But... They don't know me..."
"What if you know, what if you don't know, you're doing this job, they all know. So many people can take your flyer, which means that they affirm your work and affirm you~"
Xue Yimai's eyes became confused, "Really?" ”
"Of course!" Jian Ran nodded affirmatively and said, "So, you must not deny yourself again because of this doll costume, this world is not as terrible as you imagined." ”
"Without this outfit, I... Can it really be? Xue Yimai asked suspiciously.
Jian Ran shrugged and said, "If you still don't have confidence in yourself, then you can come to this square and do what you do best." ”
"What do you do best?" Xue looked at him puzzled.
"Have you forgotten? Isn't your specialty drawing? ”
Jian Ran's reminder reminded Xue Yimai that he hadn't touched the brush for a long time, and those sketchpads and easels had been put away by Jian Ran at some point.
And he never thought he would be able to paint again.
"Do you know why I put your stuff away?" At this time, Jian Ran said softly: "Because, as long as you sit in front of the easel, you are completely immersed in your own world, and the disturbances of the outside world seem to have nothing to do with you, you are like an autistic child, completely closing yourself, I don't like you like this, it's too depressing." ”
"Then why are you..."
Jian Ran knew what Xue Yimai was going to ask, and she took the lead in explaining: "Now, I'm not afraid, because the performance of the past two days has almost reborn you, I believe that you can face your paintings, right?" ”
"I..."Xue Yimai stopped.
"I believe in you, you can do it." Jian Ran encouraged.
“……”
"So be it." Jian Ran's brain turned and said, "The first painting you put up your pen is to paint for me, is it okay?" ”
"Uh..."Xue Yimai hesitated: "It's to draw you... Or draw me..."