Lin Xiao'er, who was leaning on the edge of the bed and eating a lollipop, heard the sound of the door opening and turned her head.

The moment she saw Zheng Yufei again, she smiled sweetly at her.

"Hello, pretty sister!"

Seeing Lin Xiao'er's innocent smile, Zheng Yufei suddenly felt a pain in her heart.

I remember that when I was in Hawaii with Lin Xiaoer, she always didn't like to laugh and looked cold.

Zheng Yufei thought at that time, maybe the ice beauty was talking about Lin Xiao'er, right?

Later, after she learned about Lin Xiaoer's past, she felt even more sorry for Lin Xiaoer.

A girl has experienced so much at a young age, no wonder she doesn't like to smile all day long, and looks very indifferent.

If she is replaced by Zheng Yufei, I am afraid that she will feel that she will exhaust all her strength even to live.

Although Lin Xiaoer has suffered a lot of blows, she has been living tenaciously.

It's just that she has always had a kind of sadness that seems to be innate, Zheng Yufei can't understand why Lin Xiao'er, who is so positive and works so hard for her life, suddenly can't persevere.

Later, Zheng Yufeizai thought about it carefully and understood Lin Xiaoer's thoughts at that time.

One of the most persistent things in her life is that she can find her younger brother, even if she is entangled with Gu Beimo, and she has been separated from each other for so many years.

Even if she has experienced so much, nothing can compare to her younger brother in Lin Xiao'er's heart.

No matter how hard these things hit her, they were not as heartbroken as her brother's disappearance.

What happens if a person's faith suddenly collapses?

The man she was looking for had already died before her, and was still on the enemy's territory.

The moment Lin Xiao'er learned of her brother's death, it was the moment when her faith collapsed.

People say that murder is punishable, and I'm afraid that's it.

Zheng Yufei thought to herself, defeating someone's faith made her more uncomfortable than killing her, so in the end, Lin Xiaoer made such a self-improvement behavior.

Zheng Yufei didn't know what Lin Xiao'er was thinking when she injected herself with those drugs, but Zheng Yufei seemed to be able to vaguely guess that Lin Xiao'er might really not want to live at that time.

It's just that those drugs were developed by Lin Xiaoer at the beginning, and the efficacy of the drugs is not so strong, so except for the very serious sequelae, almost nothing can be brought to her.

She is now living in this world like a secretive life, but she doesn't even know who she is or why she is here.

Zheng Yufei can only comfort herself in her heart, forget it, some people who always remember things will suffer in their hearts, and those who forget will live very easily.

Even if Lin Xiao'er's IQ is only as good as a three-year-old child now, at least there are people who take care of her and someone who loves her, isn't this the best result?

Zheng Yufei's eyes were filled with tears, but when she saw Lin Xiao'er's innocent smiling face, she hurriedly burst into tears again.

She touched Lin Xiao'er's head, as if she was comforting a child.

"Xiao'er, are you hungry? What do you want to eat? ”

Lin Xiao'er tilted her head and thought about it carefully, and suddenly smiled sweetly at Zheng Yufei.

"I want to eat lo mein."

When Lin Xiao'er said this, Zheng Yufei was suddenly stunned.

Lin Xiaoer has lived abroad for so many years, from the age of a few years to the present, she has lived in a place full of foreign faces for more than ten years.

And her eating habits should have been the same as those people.

It's just that when Lin Xiaoer and Zheng Yufei met later, Zheng Yufei once learned about Lin Xiaoer's birthday by chance, so she called Lin Xiaoer to her home that day and made her a bowl of lo mein.

On that birthday, Lin Xiaoer had a very happy life.

She told Zheng Yufei that she hadn't had a birthday for many years, and since the death of her parents, she no longer dared to face the matter of growing up.

Because as long as she celebrates her birthday, she will think of her mother who has been in pain for a day and a night in order to give birth, and she will think of her father who has been restless and guarding the door when her mother gave birth, and even more of her younger brother.

And the older she gets, the more desperate Lin Xiaoer becomes.

It's been so long, and she hasn't even found any news of her brother, and she feels really ashamed of her parents.

So every year when Lin Xiao'er reaches her birthday, she simply ignores this matter.

Although she is also looking forward to having someone prepare a surprise for her on her birthday, telling her that no matter how hard life is, I will be with you.

But this is just a luxury for Lin Xiao'er, she always feels that she doesn't deserve these things at all, and she doesn't dare to get them.

And the bowl of lo noodles that Zheng Yufei prepared for her that time turned out to be one of the few surprises in Lin Xiaoer's life.

I remember that Lin Xiao'er shed tears when she ate the bowl of noodles, which was the first time Zheng Yufei saw Lin Xiao'er crying in front of her.

She told Zheng Yufei that it was the first time she had eaten lo mein, and this simple bowl of noodles turned out to be a lifelong gift for her.

Since then, Zheng Yufei has felt even more sorry for her.

She always unconsciously wanted to care about Lin Xiao'er, Zheng Yufei didn't know why at that time, but now that she recovered her memory, she suddenly understood.

Maybe in her bones, she didn't forget those things at all, she didn't forget those pains, so she could empathize with Lin Xiaoer's thoughts.

Lin Xiao'er's pain, Lin Xiao'er's sadness, Zheng Yufei felt that she understood.

Although I don't know why, I don't know how to explain it, but Zheng Yufei just thinks she understands.

Zheng Yufei didn't expect that so much time had passed, and Lin Xiao'er had only eaten the dozen lo noodles once, and she had written them down.

It turns out that even if a person's memory is lost, those imprints will never be erased.

It's like a red-hot wire pumping on a person's body, leaving red scars one after another.

There are those pains, surprises, accidents, luck, and happiness in life, which will be firmly imprinted on the body and cannot be erased for life.

Zheng Yufei's nose was sour and she almost burst into tears, she turned her head loosely to hide her expression.

"Okay, I'll do it for you."

Lin Xiao'er was still like a child, stupid, and innocently smiling at Zheng Yufei.

"Thank you, sister."

Zheng Yufei finally couldn't help it, she hid her face and rushed out of the door, squatting on the ground and crying silently.

She had lost too much in this life, but she had never thought that there would be people in this world like her.

The feeling of heartache came from her subconscious, from the suffering she had endured, so she felt empathy.