Why didn't she want to go back to the Southern Dynasty? She misses her father deeply, the streets and alleys of Gangneung, and the time when she embroidered with handkerchiefs and enjoyed the flowers together. The blue crab that misses her hometown is as yellow as gold, the meat is white and snowy, and the osmanthus sugar lotus root is sweet but not greasy, and even the radish and pork chop soup also makes her nostalgic.

She misses her homeland.

I miss that piece of mountains and rivers, and I miss the soft and glutinous country sound.

Chu Nanan looked down at her, with deep anticipation in his eyes, "Come back with me." ”

She was almost moved by this sentence.

As early as many years ago, she asked the envoys who came to the Northern Dynasty to bring back letters more than once, and at that time she felt that she really couldn't hold on anymore, and she looked forward and hoped and hoped every day, from expectation to disappointment, from disappointment to despair, and then later, her country perished.

Later, it wasn't that there was no chance to go back, but Min'er was still young, and she called her mother concubine softly and glutinously around her skirt every day, how could she bear to leave her?

Min'er is so small, so cute, as shy and timid as she was when she was a child, if she leaves, how will Min'er survive in the palace?

When the child was in swaddling clothes, Xiao Ning'er wanted to go back when she was weaned, and when she was weaned, she wanted to leave when Min'er could talk and walk, and when she could walk, she sighed, wait, wait until Min'er would take care of herself.

So it was postponed year after year, and then later, it seemed that she couldn't go back and didn't look forward to it so much, as long as Min'er was well, she could watch Min'er grow up and get married, what was there to be dissatisfied?

It's just that I didn't expect Min'er to go down the same path as her.

She is a princess of kindness, Min'er is still a princess of kindness, Xiao Ning'er's heart is about to break.

Xiao Ning'er didn't dare to look at Chu Nan'an, she was afraid that she would be shaken under his eager eyes.

There is no Min'er in the Northern Dynasty, and there is no one for her to worry about, and the people she cares about are all in the Southern Dynasty, why doesn't she go back? Do you really want to die alone in a foreign land?

Decline and decline, no return?

Seeing her frowning, Chu Nanan knew her answer.

He asked her, "Give me a reason." ”

Xiao Ning'er opened her mouth with difficulty, and said upside down, "Lord Wang, he ...... I don't know where to go back...... Lord Wang, he saved my life...... I'm afraid he'll be sad when I leave...... I don't want him to be upset......"

Chu Nan'an's heart ached like a knife, and finally let go of his graceful demeanor, and smiled miserably, "So you can't bear to make me sad?" ”

Xiao Ning'er looked at him in surprise, and took two steps back, Chu Nan'an took two steps forward, not giving her room to retreat, and the tone of her voice began to be eager and aggressive, "If you don't go back, what should I do?" I didn't come from far and wide to see off Princess Jiangxia. Do you have to make it clear? ”

He is the head of the Ministry of Rites, and he has a lot of opportunities, how can he come here specifically to send his relatives? It wasn't that she didn't suspect it, but when she heard him say it, she was terrified.

She shook her head, and her emotions began to collapse again, "I can't go back...... I can't go back early. What if you go back? You have a wife, you have children, and you have a bright future, and I can't go back. ”

She was afraid that she would go back and bring him gossip, and she didn't want to make his life stained because of her.

She longed for him to be in harmony, but she couldn't bear to see him in harmony.

There are many things in this world, I can't go back, and I dare not remember.

Chu Nanan also began to collapse, but he tried his best to control his emotions, and still spoke softly, "A-Ning, go back with me, be good." When the old prince mentions you, he cries, saying that he is sorry for you and causing you to suffer so much, can you bear that he has always regretted and regretted it? If you don't go back, I'm afraid you won't see him again in this life......"

Her father has been haunted by her for many years, how could she not know? She was in turmoil for many years, and when she finally settled down, news came from the Southern Dynasty that her mother and brother had died one after another.

Her father was the only one left.

Chu Nanan said earnestly, "And Yuan Min, she is so attached to you, she always mentions you to me, and specifically asks me for the cold incense pill method, she is the future queen of Dazhao, don't you want to hug her child?" You like the fragrant candy on Changning Street the most, Zhang Ji's Poria cake, the Youth League, the lantern festival in Jiangling City is more lively than before, you like lotus lanterns, the trees on both sides of Jiangling City Road are full of lotus lanterns, A-Ning, go back with me. ”

In the end, he was simply begging her, his eyes began to moisten, he hadn't cried for many years, the last time he cried was because A-Ning left, and this time he cried because of A-Ning.

"Please, come back with me, Aning, we're all waiting for you to go back."

Xiao Ning'er burst into tears and retreated desperately, "Don't say it...... Don't say it...... Nan'an, I can't go back. ”

After speaking, she wiped away her tears, exhaled deeply, smiled and walked towards the courtyard, knocking on the door.

Chu Nanan stood in place dejectedly, in a trance as if in a dream, reacted for a long time, and finally reacted, A-Ning didn't want him.

He still loves A-Ning deeply, deeply, but A-Ning doesn't love him anymore.

He finally tried to get to her, but it was still too late, and A-Ning would never return to him for another man.

Hearing that Princess Jiaxi was visiting, Tuya and Dolan welcomed Xiao Ning'er in, and when they saw Chu Nan'an standing not far away, Tuya came over, "Lord Chu, what's wrong with you?" After speaking, he looked at him suspiciously.

Chu Nanan smiled reluctantly, "I just talked to the princess about the previous dynasty, and I couldn't help but feel sad. ”

His and her business, not the previous dynasty's business?

Saying that, when she entered the courtyard, Huai Jin had already come out, and when she saw Princess Jiaxi, she made a southern salute, "I've seen the princess." He saluted Chu Nanan again, "Lord Chu." ”

Xiao Ning'er hurriedly helped her up, "Don't be polite, you and I are from the same sect." Saying that, the two of them went in hand in hand, "Is the princess still used to coming to the Northern Dynasty?" Tangzhou is cold, and you should wear thicker in the morning and evening. ”

Huai Jin said, "Thank you, princess." ”

Xiao Ning'er saw the bracelet on Huai Jin's wrist, "This is Min'er's favorite piece of jewelry, she actually gave it to you." ”

After speaking, he stroked the bracelet, and tears couldn't help but fall, "Seeing you is like seeing Min'er." If there are any difficulties in the Northern Dynasty, please feel free to talk about it, and I should do my best. ”

Chu Nan'an was still in a daze, holding the tea in his hand but forgetting to drink it, he just kept brushing the tea foam with the lid, and he didn't wake up until A-Ning said goodbye.

Huai Jin saw that he was absent-minded, so he didn't ask anything, and said thank you, "Please take care of Amin more when Lord Chu goes back." ”

Chu Nanan smiled, "Naturally." ”

Returning along the same road, Xiao Ning'er walked in a hurry, as if she didn't want to stay with him for a moment.

Anger rose faintly in his chest, and he grabbed her, "A-Ning." ”

Xiao Ning'er struggled, but didn't struggle away, so she had to turn around and "let go......"

Chu Nanan straightened her body, "A-Ning, I was in a hurry just now, I'm sorry." You don't have to give me an answer now, I'm not in a hurry, I'll wait for your reply. ”

After speaking, he let go of her, "They must have finished worshipping the Buddha, so you can go." ”