Chapter 114: Recurrent Miscarriage

His eyes darkened, Tang Qi did something wrong, but because of the word "love", he could get rid of all the mistakes.

He kept saying that he loved Gu Chenxi, but in the end, he solved physiological problems with Li Ziwen. When Li Ziwen became pregnant, he said that there was no love between him and Li Ziwen, even if the child was gone in the end, there was only ease left for him.

Sitting in the car, Fu Yanming looked at this matter from Tang Qi's perspective for the first time. He had to admit that Tang Qi was a selfish person.

For him, Tang Qi is not love, but an act of shirking responsibility. Whether Tang Qi likes Gu Chenxi or Li Ziwen. Undoubtedly, he was hurting them instead of loving them.

The car slowly drove into the hospital, and as soon as it stopped, Gu Chenxi rushed out of the car. Fu Yanming frowned and followed. They rushed all the way to the door of the obstetrics and gynecology department, and the lights in the operating room were already on.

In the long corridor, only Jiang Qianqian stood at the door of the operating room at the end of the corridor crying. Her sobbing sound was especially noticeable in the quiet hallway. Gu Chenxi was stunned at the elevator door, and he couldn't take a step.

"Xixi!"

As soon as Jiang Qianqian turned around, she saw Gu Chenxi standing at the end of the corridor, she ran towards Gu Chenxi with red eyes, and her voice was choked: "I can't persuade her, the doctor said that she can't have an abortion anymore, her health is too poor, this fetus is unstable, and it is likely to have a habitual miscarriage after the miscarriage." ”

Gu Chenxi's palms were cold, she stood at the door of the operating room, her face was pale, and her whole body was trembling. Obviously, yesterday Li Ziwen also said that she was tired and wanted to take a day off, why did she have an abortion today?

The red light was projected on the ground, stinging Gu Chenxi's eyes. Her feet were soft and fell directly into Fu Yanming's arms.

"Xixi!"

Fu Yanming hurriedly hugged her into his arms, and Jiang Qianqian on the side was even more nervous to the point that her eyes widened. Gu Chenxi shook her head, she was fine, she was more worried about Li Ziwen.

Time passed minute by minute, the miscarriage was just a minor operation, but it was only a few dozen minutes, but Gu Chenxi felt as if a century had passed.

The red light overhead turned green, and the door to the operating room was pushed open. Li Ziwen was lying on the bed, except for his slightly pale face, there seemed to be nothing different.

But Gu Chenxi saw a trace of imperceptible sadness and disappointment from the depths of her eyes, which was a look she couldn't read, as if the girl in front of her had completely changed.

Gu Chenxi was flustered, she suddenly remembered that according to the normal timeline, it would not be long before Li Ziwen would commit suicide by jumping off the building, and there was only less than a week left before she committed suicide.

"Ziwen, why are you so stupid!" The moment Jiang Qianqian saw Li Ziwen, she couldn't hold back her emotions, and tears burst out of her eyes in an instant, crying into tears.

Li Ziwen was lying on the hospital bed, slowly hooking the corners of her mouth, she raised her hand and rubbed Jiang Qianqian's cheek, her tone was as gentle as ever.

"Fool, I have my own thoughts, don't cry."

"What bullshit idea, don't you want to be a mother? Do you know what you......'ve done after this miscarriage?"

"Qianqian! Ziwen needs to rest, so let the doctor take her back to the ward first. ”

Gu Chenxi stopped Jiang Qianqian's next words and didn't let her continue the topic. What Li Ziwen needs now is rest, not using this weak body to absorb the bad news.

Jiang Qianqian lowered her head and did not speak again. It's just that when the nurses pushed the beds in the direction of the ward, they hurriedly followed.

Gu Chenxi stood in place and did not follow. Fu Yanming probably understood what she meant, and called the doctor for her as soon as the doctor appeared.

"Miss Li's body is indeed not suitable for abortion, but we as doctors, we have persuaded and persuaded us, and this is the only thing we can do. The patient did not listen to the dissuasion and insisted on having an abortion, but we could not do it. ”

"Then this is ...... for her future pregnancy"

"This impact is still quite big, Madame and Miss Li are friends, let's go to the office to talk in detail."

The doctor invited Gu Chenxi and Fu Yanming to the office for a detailed discussion, and after chatting for half an hour, Gu Chenxi walked out of the office with a pale face.

"Habitual miscarriage, is it difficult to keep the fetus? After that Ziwen, can she still have a child that belongs to her? ”

"Xixi, don't worry. The doctor said that it is not an incurable disease. ”

Fu Yanming took Gu Chenxi's hand, and after feeling the cold temperature of her palm, he felt distressed. It is difficult for them to want a child, but Tang Qi doesn't know how to cherish it.

The two of them walked in the direction of the ward, and before they reached the door, they heard an argument.

"Get out! Get out! ”

"Miss Jiang, I just want to talk to Ziwen."

"What to talk about? What is there to talk about? If a stab is not enough, do you still have to rub salt on the wound? Tang Qi, do you think you are some kind of saint? Phew! You're a scumbag! ”

Jiang Qianqian scolded, and the crying voice came into Gu Chenxi's ears, Fu Yanming, who was with her, frowned, and pushed the door open.

"I just want to talk to Ziwen, please Miss Jiang don't delay my time unreasonably, okay?"

"Qianqian, you let him just stand there and say."

Through a thin layer of sterile curtains, Li Ziwen lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling without focus. Maybe if you leave Tang Qi, you shouldn't be hurt.

"Ziwen, can we talk about it alone?"

"What to talk about? Do you think there's anything else you can talk about? ”

Gu Chenxi's voice suddenly appeared and reached the ears of Li Ziwen and Tang Qi. She walked straight in, and when she looked at Tang Qi, her eyes were full of disappointment.

"I'd like to talk to you, Tang Qi."

"Okay."

She didn't call him Brother Xiao Qi anymore, the title she had called for many years, and she didn't know when she would never hear it again. Tang Qi walked out behind her, Fu Yanming was not worried about Gu Chenxi, and also left with them.

In the safe passage, Gu Chenxi looked at Tang Qi coldly, Tang Qi standing in front of her didn't say a word, and only opened his mouth after a long time: "Xixi, Ziwen and I have no relationship, and it's ...... for this child to keep it."

"Smack-"

The loud slap echoed in the safe passage, Tang Qi was stunned for a moment, and looked at Gu Chenxi, whose hands were trembling. His eyes were full of doubts, but Gu Chenxi was unceremoniously: "What else do you want to say?" You don't have feelings for her, why do you want to do this kind of thing with her that only a lover can do? ”

"Tang Qi, you touch your chest, do you still have a heart?"

"Xixi, what I like is ......"

"Like me? Your likes are so selfish that they make me feel disgusting! ”

Tang Qi finally mustered up the courage to confess to Gu Chenxi in front of Fu Yanming, but was coldly rejected by Gu Chenxi. He froze in place, not knowing what to say for a while.

Gu Chenxi actually said that he was disgusting, it was selfish to love someone, why should he think of him like this?

Gu Chenxi didn't say anything to Tang Qi, and turned around and went back to Li Ziwen's ward. Fu Yanming was silent throughout the whole process, following her like a flower angel, inseparable.

It was only at this time that Tang Qi realized that he was not worthy of Gu Chenxi. He is not as good as Fu Yanming, not even one ten-thousandth of him.

The hot sensation on his cheeks made him feel all kinds of discomfort. He turned around and walked towards the outside of the hospital, feeling empty in his heart, he didn't know if it was for Gu Chenxi or Li Ziwen.

In the ward, Li Ziwen was lying on the bed, Jiang Qianqian had been taking care of her, and she didn't look like a big lady who came from a family to open her mouth to stretch out her hand.

"Ziwen, do you want something to eat? I'll ask my aunt to make you some porridge, okay? ”

"Qianqian, don't be busy, I'm fine."

Li Ziwen's body is weak, and even his voice is weak. Don't look at Jiang Qianqian's usual big grin, but in fact she is a little crying bag. She couldn't see her friend hurt the most, and now as long as she heard Li Ziwen's voice, she was very sad.

When Gu Chenxi walked in, Jiang Qianqian was wiping her tears with her back to Li Ziwen, her big eyes were red and swollen from crying, and her pitiful appearance made Gu Chenxi feel distressed.

She stepped forward and rubbed Jiang Qianqian's cheeks, helped her wipe her tears and comforted her. After Jiang Qianqian's mood gradually stabilized, she walked to Li Ziwen's bedside.

"Ziwen, is there anything uncomfortable?"

"No, Xixi, you don't have to worry about me."

Li Ziwen smiled, and the hand placed in the quilt silently stroked the flat lower abdomen. These two children should not have come to this world, it was her fault, but it was these two children who took on all this.

Gu Chenxi didn't speak again, she knew that Li Ziwen didn't need her to comfort her at this time. The room was quiet, and I don't know how long it took, but it was not until the nurse came over to change the medicine and left that Li Ziwen spoke again.

"Xixi, when I am discharged from the hospital, I will go back to school for further study, and I will not work for the time being."

"Ziwen, are you going back to school? You're not going to help ......."

Gu Chenxi was halfway through his words, and his throat seemed to be choked. Her pharmaceutical factory can do without Li Ziwen, but it can't do without Tang Qi. It was because Li Ziwen knew this and didn't want to work in the same space as Tang Qi, so he proposed to go back to school.

"It's good for me to go back to school for further study, I was busy with work before, and I fell behind a lot in my studies. Xixi, you don't have to worry about me, I'm an adult, not a child. ”

Li Ziwen smiled, as if nothing had happened, but Gu Chenxi knew that her heart was already full of holes.

On the way home, Gu Chenxi leaned on Fu Yanming's arms, her mind was still thinking about Li Ziwen's expression, she was flustered, and she always felt that what happened in her previous life would happen again in this life. The age of a flower withers like a phoenix.

"Xixi, Li Ziwen's decision is not wrong. She has her opinions, and we should respect her. ”

"I respect her choice, I just feel like it's all my fault. I shouldn't have brought her to the medicine factory, let alone handed her over to Tang Qi to take with me. ”

Gu Chenxi lowered her head, and she had mixed feelings in her heart. If she hadn't brought Li Ziwen to the pharmaceutical factory in the first place, would everything have been different?