Chapter 556: My Name

Alcohol, gas burns, the flame will be quiet.

This crackling sound is only made when the wood is burning.

"Hello? How can I help you? ”

After more than ten seconds, Chen Ge saw that no one on the other side of the phone still spoke, so he asked tentatively.

The bottle fell, as if something had spilled, and the fire burned even brighter.

"Hello! Is anyone there? ”

If someone connects the phone, it means that there must be someone standing near the phone at this time.

"Is it a fire?! You okay? Please tell me your location now! ”

Chen Ge became nervous and shouted loudly.

The fire was still burning, and there was another sound in the rising flames.

"Can I talk to you for a moment?"

His voice was nice, but his voice was hoarse.

"Well, I'm fine." Chen Ge was worried that the other party had not spoken, as long as he could communicate, he would be able to get useful information: "Then what do you want to talk about?" ”

After a long time, he replied, "I don't know." ”

The pace of speech was slow, and he seemed to be thinking all the time.

Chen Ge heard that the other party's tone was wrong, and he didn't dare to speak casually, for fear of stimulating the other party.

"Let's think of something fun, shall we?"

"There are a lot of happy things, everyone is happy, I know I should be happy, but I just can't be happy."

"Relax, how about we think of some good memories?"

"Memories?" The man was silent again, but the sound of the flame burning on the other side of the phone became clearer and clearer: "When I was a child, my parents often quarreled for life. ”

Hearing the first sentence, Chen Ge felt that something was wrong, this was not a good memory, he wanted to interrupt the other party, but the man on the other side of the phone had no intention of stopping at all.

"My mother is very strict with me, I want my son to be Jackie Chan, and I have always been a very well-behaved child, a little shy and not like to talk."

"When I was in elementary school, I studied quite well, but I only got a certificate of merit once in six years."

"When I was in junior high school, my English was very poor and my grades were average, and my mother found me an English teacher to tutor me individually. After school, I had to go to class, and by half past nine in the evening, it would be ten o'clock when I got home. ”

"The teacher taught me very well, when I was recruited, I scored more than 90 points in the English test, although I was good at mathematics and Chinese, but I didn't do well, but the total score was still in the top ten in the class, and it seemed that I scored more than 560 points."

"This score can be applied to all high schools except the first high school in the city."

"Actually, I don't understand why I should label my child at that time."

"The first high school in the city is the best high school, I am more than 20 points behind, and if I want to go to the first high school, I have to pay an extra 18,000 yuan in tuition."

"My parents' monthly salary is more than 4,000 a month, and in order to give me a better starting point, they paid more money and let me go to a high school."

"Am I grateful?"

"I don't know myself, maybe I don't want to be ashamed, I worked hard in the first three months, I was worried that I would be exposed, and I was worried that others would know that you didn't come in by your own strength, you were a guy who went through the back door."

"Actually, other people don't care too much about this, maybe I'm a very proud person in my bones, or maybe I don't want to be different from them."

"In the entrance exam, I got a mediocre high grade, which made me happy and I started to work harder."

"But during the midterm exams, my grades slipped to the bottom of the middle."

"I can't find the reason, maybe it's because the learning method is wrong, or maybe it's because I'm not trying hard enough."

"Let's fight."

"When the final exam results came out, the ranking slipped again and fell to the back of the car."

"A person with excellent grades has become a poor student, and his identity has changed, but there is still a process of adaptation psychologically."

"When you start to adapt psychologically, you go from being a student to being a poor student."

"I'm weird myself, I'm the kind of poor student who has a lot of self-esteem and is proud at the same time."

"When I was in the liberal arts and sciences, I met someone I liked, and it's hard to describe the feeling, but I was very happy when I saw it."

"She's the kind of student who studies really well, and she's also very hard-working, and she always goes to class early in the morning."

"The key to our classroom is in the hands of the class leader, and I get up very early every morning, just to jump out of the window to help her open the door before the class leader comes to open the door."

"There are a lot of similar things, when she goes to the cafeteria to eat at noon, I will stand in the corridor with an English book and memorize words, wanting to wait for her to come back and watch her walk from the cafeteria into the school building."

"I'm ashamed to say that I memorized words for a semester, and I only scored more than 30 points in the final English test."

"My academic performance is getting worse and worse, and I am stable in the bottom dozens, and in the third year of high school, when everyone is in ruin, my interest is reading books and writing."

"Read all kinds of extracurricular books, online articles, magazines, all science fiction and suspense at home and abroad."

"When I read too much, a world will appear in my mind, a world that I imagined, and it was at that time that I created an author account on the Internet for the first time and tried to write something."

"When there were more than 100 days before the college entrance examination, several comrades-in-arms who played in the night market paid attention one after another, and I still slipped out of the code words on the monitor."

"During the 100-day pledge meeting, the school leaders were on the stage to do the general mobilization, I looked at him, thinking about the books I liked, the authors I liked, and I wanted to be like them. Shape a world that many people will love. ”

"The college entrance examination is over, and there are two ways to interpret these four words."

"One is that I finished the exam, and the other is that I am done."

"I only passed the score line of the junior college, compared to those who are not satisfied with the exam and are ready to repeat it, I decided to seize this last opportunity to confess."

"It's very real, I still haven't spoken, and I saw the girl I like with the class leader."

"I went to get a bald head, as the only junior college student in the key class of the city's key high school, I must have my own demeanor and be calm."

"I'm not ready to contact them anymore, maybe because the more self-esteem people have, the less they like to be sympathized with."

"To be a bad student, you also need a bad student with a dream."

"When I went to university, writing became everything, and I was going to come up with a mythological work that combines all the elements of ancient and modern China and foreign countries."

"I've read a lot of books, I know a little bit about everything, and I submit what I write to the website."

"The first signing was at that time, more than 300,000 words were on the shelves, and no one read them."

"Later, they gave some messy stuff, and they didn't want it."

"In the second semester of my junior year, some students began to be busy with college upgrades, busy taking teacher qualification certificates, etc., so I went to the farthest place from home for an internship."

"My father's factory closed down, and the boss was sentenced to 10 years for illegal fundraising, and my mother's salary alone in the family was less than 2,000."

"Let's go out for an internship, the farthest place from home, the salary is the highest, and you can see the sea."

"There are 33 people from our school who went to this company for internships, because they are working in the front line, the temperature of the workshop is more than 40 degrees, and they have to be in constant contact with copper clay and kerosene, and after a month, 16 people stayed."

"I was transferred to another department because of my professional reasons, and it was not easy to work every day, but it was within an acceptable range."

"Slowly becoming more and more proficient, the leader also felt that although this child didn't like to talk, he was down-to-earth and serious, and then turned positive in advance."

"After getting used to working eight hours a day and one day off a week, I started to ask myself, do I want to work here for the rest of my life? How can you be a worker in the new era without ideals? ”

"I started writing again, I went to work for eight hours, and I went back at night to write 4,000 words, 4,000 words that no one reads, no one likes, and no one even scolds."

"If you don't write, nothing will change, and writing, although it's tiring, at least I like to write."

"Maybe God will really favor people who work hard, and there are few readers of the article, but the girl I liked in high school suddenly >

"When I was a sophomore, I heard another male classmate say that she broke up with the class president, but I was obsessed with writing my own mythological science fiction suspense, so I didn't care."

"After that, we started to keep in touch often, and I went to see her on annual leave and walked around their school."

"There is a difference of one word between junior college and university, so I don't think the gap is big, but then she read her master's and doctorate, and the difference between four words is relatively far."

"I forgot what day I confessed, and I don't know what I said at the time, but it's just not appropriate anyway."

"It's not too uncomfortable."

"Later, I continued to work and code words by myself, and finally got the book to the shelves."

"Still no one reads, the monthly manuscript fee is more than 600, of which 600 is a full attendance award."

"Later, I searched my book and found a lot of pirated websites, I was so angry that I went to report it, complained about it, and tried my best to finally add the QQ number left by the person on the pirated webpage."

"There are also reader comments in that place, which is more lively than my genuine book review area, and after I added that person, I told him to take my book off the shelves immediately, otherwise I will use all kinds of means to defend my rights."

"He ignored me."

"I found other pirate websites and found that there were many QQ numbers of the same person, so I reasoned with him."

"I still don't go back, and in the end, I'm such a proud poor student in my bones, and I begged for someone for the first time."

"I, the genuine author, told this person who opened a pirated web page, I don't ask you to take it off the shelves, don't update it with me, and wait for three days after my genuine chapter is posted, and you will update it, okay? If you don't agree for three days, one day is fine? I'm begging you. ”

"I also posted in the comment area of that pirated version, saying that I have 600 full attendance a month, if you like it, please support the genuine version."

"Someone below replied to me, saying that I was miserable, that I was stupid, that what I wrote was poisoned, and that which god cared about this, so he had a lot of trouble on the street."

"The people who opened the pirated web page didn't reply to me, and I didn't reply to the pirated readers, so after exiting the browser, I continued to write today's 4,000 words."

"4,000 words a day, and a month of continuous change to have a full attendance reward - 600 yuan, this 600 is all my return for all my efforts."

"About a week later, I made a mistake when I was driving the polishing machine, and the tooling flew out and hit my hand."

"In the middle finger of the right hand, the bone is broken, and there are two layers of skin left together."

"What happened at two o'clock in the afternoon, I finished it at eight o'clock in the evening and returned to the dormitory."

"Turn on the computer, seven fingers to write today's 4,000 words, 4,000 a day, and keep changing this month to have a full attendance award."

"I wrote more than 3,000 words until half past one in the evening, and then the whole person suddenly collapsed, crying like a dog on the keyboard."

"What the hell am I doing?"

"Later, when I was on vacation, I went back to my hometown, and the girl wanted to invite me to dinner, so I went to dinner and watched a movie."

"The movie I watched that day was Big Fish and Begonia, and after seeing the male supporting actor pay his life for the heroine, the heroine Tsubaki was still with Kun."

"I felt like I saw myself, and everything was put down."

"I put my carefully prepared gift on the flyover and squatted on the road until the middle of the night, and people who came and went probably thought this guy was weird."

"After returning home, I went back to Zhuhai the next day."

"Work, codeword, I don't even know what it was that supported me at that time."

"Later, I wrote a new book, and after more than half a year, God finally did not treat people who worked hard, and I lived the happiest time."

"I met a female reader who was five years younger than me."

"At that time, she was in school, I was at work, and I was halfway across China."

"The first time I went to look for her, a typhoon came, and the plane couldn't take off, so it was a long time late."

"What's even more coincidental is that this typhoon has not yet left, and there is another typhoon that is about to make landfall, which is all true."

"At that time, she told me that if I didn't make it that day, we wouldn't be together."

"The most coincidental thing happened, in the middle of the two typhoons, the plane took off."

"This should be my first time in a relationship."

"Everything we did between us, it was a first for me."

"The first time I held hands, the first time I went to the aquarium, the first time I went to an amusement park, the first time I passed by the door of a haunted house, the first time I took the subway, the first time I kissed, ......"

"I, a straight man with titanium alloy, didn't worry about her a lot, and I hid a lot of my shortcomings from her, such as corrected fingers that can still see problems, such as academic qualifications, and books that boast about yourself."

"Later, I wrote another book of supernatural spirits, which became completely popular, and I felt that God would not treat a hard-working person badly."

"Those days were like glowing, the hardships were sweet, and the dreams were all within reach."

"I seem to see the 100-day pledge meeting in high school, and the most inconspicuous poor student standing in the crowd is saying thank you to me."

"Thank you for not giving up, and finally one day, you stand with those authors you once liked."

"It's the happiest time, but the happy time is always short."

"Every year the circle will select the best newcomer, I thought my grades were nine out of ten, but I met a brush."

"My book is absolutely ahead, and it took a total of more than 400,000 yuan in red envelopes to earn this honor."

"Of the 400,000, more than 100,000 were spontaneously issued by book friends, and 300,000 were paid by myself, and I sold my family's old house."

"I thought about it all the time for the whole month, if my book was reported and blocked. So he went and found the brush, slaughtered him, and set it on fire, and burned everything with himself. ”

"Fortunately, the book was not sealed, but after earning this honor, I suddenly felt that the world had darkened."

"It should be a very happy thing, but I can't laugh."

"Everybody's happy, and I'm trying to smile."

"My dream came true, but something seemed to have gone wrong with me."

"When you communicate with someone, you feel that the other person's mouth is magnifying, like a black hole, and you will suck yourself in."

"People I like and people close to me will refuse the care they give me."

"Something must have gone wrong."

The sound of the flames burning on the other side of the phone became louder and louder, as if something like a wardrobe had been pushed down, the man's voice gradually became farther away, and Chen Ge only heard his last words.

"This fire burns so big......"