Xing'er couldn't say whether she wanted or didn't want to, she just wanted to be an ordinary girl, find her father and mother, and live with them, it was enough.

Now that Mama Yuchun said such words, Xing'er felt as if she was going to be tied hand and foot, as if she was going to lose her freedom forever. It's not a taste in my heart.

I think that she has been fostered in this deep palace for more than two years, always like a frightened bird, always cautious, and always wants to return to her father and mother in the next second, but now the master says that she wants to be the queen mother forever.

She is unwilling, even more unwilling, she wants to break through this palace and return to her family all the time.

"Master, Xing'er doesn't want to." Xing'er said what she really thought.

Mama Yuchun was not surprised, she drank tea silently and did not speak for a long time. After a cup of tea, I finally opened my mouth.

"Unwilling to obey the Queen Mother? Or ......"

"Master, Xing'er just wants to go back to her parents and brothers and be with them. I don't want to live in this deep palace forever. ”

"Confused!" Mama Yuchun was slightly angry.

"Xing'er is grateful to the Queen Mother, and she is grateful to you, but Xing'er doesn't want to be tied up, Xing'er wants to live a free life. I don't want to live like this every day in the future, reflecting the fear. ”

Xing'er is telling the truth, and Mama Yuchun doesn't know. "Let me ask you, a few days ago, at the snow banquet, King Chen's two girls performed, what was it for?" Yuchun grimaced.

"It's to help the fun, and it's better to compare...... "Xing'er replied, "It doesn't seem to be all, and Xing'er can't say it well." ”

"You're such a little girl. Come and sit here, master. As she spoke, Mama Yuchun crossed her legs. So which of the two of them do you think won? ”

"If I had to say it, it would naturally be Sister Zhen'er."

"And then?"

"Gone? Could it be Sister Chen, Xing'er thinks they're comparable, Master... It's so hard. ”

"Master asks you again, you are in this palace, do you want to stay like this for the rest of your life?"

"Of course not!" Xing'er hurriedly said, and Mama Yuchun thought she had opened her mind, and the corners of her mouth began to smile slightly. But Xing'er's next sentence almost made Yuchun vomit old blood.

"Xing'er still has to find Xing'er's parents and go out of the palace in the future."

Yuchun's face turned blue and pale, and he looked angry with Xing'er.

"What a stupid boy, do you think you can enter the palace, and in the future, you will be able to get out?! In the future, I will find your parents, presumably your parents do not want you to leave the palace, a good place that many people dream of. ”

"......"

"Fool, since you entered the palace, your fate has been doomed to be tightly locked with this palace. Do you think the Queen Mother really stayed with you because of your meritorious service? ”

"And the apprentice's godfather is Mr. Zhou......"

"That's not enough!" Mama Yuchun was a little angry, "I still remember the first time you and I met my master and apprentice, the Queen Mother asked me to see how you are, at that time, the Queen Mother asked Master and me to see, not how your piano skills are, but whether the skills of playing the piano under the Master and I are from famous families." ”

"I have seen your piano skills, there is no doubt that the typical Guan Long Dacheng style is undoubted, the Queen Mother only stayed with you, your future cannot be to serve such a little female official, maybe you are the daughter of the emperor and grandson in the future, she cultivated you for this."

"But, you are favored by the Queen Mother, it is your luck and your misfortune."

Xing'er didn't understand, and looked at Mama Yuchun with big eyes.

"Remember being punished two years ago? And is it true that after the two girls of King Chen entered the palace, your life was much sader? ”

Xing'er didn't say a word, just nodded silently.

"Do you know why?"

"Xing'er doesn't know, please ask Master for advice."

"That's because the Queen Mother cultivated you, but she didn't want you to step on the throne of the Middle Palace in the future, she just wanted to use you as bait to restrain other emperors and grandsons and clear the obstacles for the crown prince!"

Xing'er couldn't believe her ears.

"Since the first time I saw you, I found that you are not surprised when you are a child, and you are not good at praise in the face of rewards and praises, I like your calmness."

Xing'er nodded.

"Since you have entered this deep palace, don't treat yourself as an outsider, you must have a plan in your heart for many things, since I have accepted you as an apprentice, I will definitely point you in the joints in the future." Mama Yuchun took a sip of tea and moistened her throat.

"Don't be busy, you don't have to thank me, you just need to keep one thing in mind."

"Dare to ask Master, what is the matter?"

"You will always be the Queen Mother's person, yesterday is today, and in the future, you must not betray."

Xing'er's eyes widened, staring at Mama Yuchun's face motionlessly.

Xing'er couldn't say whether she wanted or didn't want to, she just wanted to be an ordinary girl, find her father and mother, and live with them, it was enough.

Now that Mama Yuchun said such words, Xing'er felt as if she was going to be tied hand and foot, as if she was going to lose her freedom forever. It's not a taste in my heart.

I think that she has been fostered in this deep palace for more than two years, always like a frightened bird, always cautious, and always wants to return to her father and mother in the next second, but now the master says that she wants to be the queen mother forever.

She is unwilling, even more unwilling, she wants to break through this palace and return to her family all the time.

"Master, Xing'er doesn't want to." Xing'er said what she really thought.

Mama Yuchun was not surprised, she drank tea silently and did not speak for a long time. After a cup of tea, I finally opened my mouth.

"Unwilling to obey the Queen Mother? Or ......"

"Master, Xing'er just wants to go back to her parents and brothers and be with them. I don't want to live in this deep palace forever. ”

"Confused!" Mama Yuchun was slightly angry.

"Xing'er is grateful to the Queen Mother, and she is grateful to you, but Xing'er doesn't want to be tied up, Xing'er wants to live a free life. I don't want to live like this every day in the future, reflecting the fear. ”

Xing'er is telling the truth, and Mama Yuchun doesn't know.

"Hey...... Silly boy! Yuchun sighed and sat back in his chair.

"I don't know who your parents are, but I can tell you about what your parents are planning to do with you."

"Your parents' cultivation of you is based on everyone's beauty, piano, chess, calligraphy, painting, needlework, and female red, you should learn a lot, why? There are only two ways, one is to enter the palace to serve, and the other is to be equipped with a higher official eunuch. ”

Xing'er is young after all, what kind of marriage and matching, it is not something she can think of at her age.

At home, her parents really cultivated her, and even let her go to public school, so that she could make friends with the daughters and sons of local celebrities.

Now that I hear what Yuchun's mother said, does my father really think like this?

"Silly boy, I don't care what you think, or whether you want to do it now, it doesn't matter for the time being, you will understand it slowly in the future, but now there is only one point, you must be clear."

"What?" Xing'er asked.

"No matter what you want now, you must plan for your future, you can't be a female officer forever. If the Queen Mother can't use you one day, and you can't leave this palace, how should you deal with yourself? ”

"I ......" Xing'er couldn't speak for a long time.

"You can't answer, do you?" Mama Yuchun smiled. "At that time, if you are still young, it is better to say, put it in the worship room, and hand it over to the deacon who is in charge of the palace maid to assign you a job, okay, go and serve the ladies of the palaces, isn't it? Xinzheku, Huanyi Bureau, and even Yongxiang may be the place for you. ”

"You're young, like a flower, and you're going to clean the toilet for the eunuchs? Or go and send milk to the mothers of the palaces? Deliver ice? Do you understand? ”

Xing'er never thought that she might face such a situation, let alone that there was such a job in the palace. Suddenly I feel that my ideas are too naïve, or too superficial.

Xing'er stood silently in place, thought for a while, and suddenly fell to her knees.

"Please ask the master for guidance, Xing'er is willing to listen to the master's teachings."

Within a few days, Xing'er went to Pear Flower Garden when she was free.

Pear Blossom Garden, as the name suggests, must have pear blossom trees, but now the weather is cold, the pear blossoms have long fallen, and the leaves are gone.

As soon as Xing'er entered the garden, he was shocked, in this pear flower garden, the scenery has a unique flavor, the houses are two-storey, there are also floors, and there are rockery stones and small lotus ponds, but it is the same as the imperial garden, it is pocket-sized.

I didn't expect that there was such a splendid place in this palace, and I was really lonely and unheard. Xing'er thought to herself.

As soon as he entered the courtyard, a little palace maid greeted him.

"Who is the girl looking for? Are you from that palace? ”

"Hello, I am a female official in the palace of the Queen Mother, my name is Jinhua, I came to find Mama Yuchun today to ask for advice, you go to report, just say that Xing'er asks to see, it's fine." Xing'er quickly knew that Mama Yuchun was the most decent in front of the Queen Mother, so she said it humbly.

"Okay, come with me and wait in the house." Saying that, the little palace maid led Xing'er into a room.

After a while, I heard Mama Yuchun's happy voice, and then I saw Mama Yuchun coming down from upstairs.

"Say hello to Mama Yuchun." Blessed by the stars.

"Ouch! Who should I be, it turned out to be you, this little bean Ding'er, okay, get up quickly, hurry up. Yuchun greeted with a smile.

"Chun pear, go, pour tea, take some dried fruits, this girl is a rare guest."

Xing'er snickered in her heart when she heard her say this, and she was very happy every time she saw her.

"Xing'er came today to ask Mama for advice, Mama, don't be so polite." Xing'er smiled, "Xing'er knows that if you want to train your body, you have to endure some hardships, and if you treat me so politely, I will take the posture of a guest and bury your kindness." ”

Mama Yuchun, hearing Xing'er say this, I liked her for no reason, from the bottom of my heart. This kid also knows that he has to endure hardships, but he is not hypocritical, not proud, and does not take identity, which is rare.

"Why did you come here, knowing that you came to me to suffer some suffering? A lot of people wanted to hide. ”

"It was Mama Yuchun who lifted Xing'er, and she just ordered Xing'er to let Xing'er come to learn, where does Xing'er know what to do." Xing'er is very modest.

"Good, good! You little girl is angry with me! Mama, what I can teach you will not be hidden, but will be taught. ”

Xing'er suddenly got up, knelt on both knees, and knocked his head down.

"Master is above, apprentice Jinhua meets Xing'er, from now on, I will study hard and live up to my master's teachings!"

Mama Yuchun stepped forward in a few steps, helped Xiao Xing'er, and gave her something like a whistle.