Yu Zichen has always missed his mother very much, but his feelings for her have only been for a few years, so when it comes to the strength of family affection, it seems that it is far less than He Bo's feelings for his mother.

He always knew that He Bo loved his mother.

Because I like it, I would rather give up the good future outside and choose to return to her and protect her. Even if he watched her marry someone else, he would rather be miserable, and he resolutely did not leave.

Later, after her death, she firmly guarded her child, and spent the best 20 years of her life for this child.

Yu Zichen sometimes thinks that if his mother was strong and decisive enough, maybe he could leave Yu Sheng early, and he would not end up depressed.

She can marry Uncle He, or fall in love with someone else, at least life shouldn't be so short, and it shouldn't end like this.

But everything is in the past, and that is his mother, and he is not to blame her. At least in her life, she has done her best to protect him.

Now seeing He Bo sitting under the gardenia tree, rubbing the old watch, Yu Zichen couldn't help but sigh.

He owes Uncle He too much, and it is he and his mother who have tied Uncle He all his life, so that he has lived for them all his life and has no life of his own.

It's too late, but maybe it's time to encourage him to find his life.

Yu Zichen got out of the car, walked over quietly, and sat next to Uncle He.

Because it was already late autumn and the weather was cold, the leaves of the gardenia tree had basically fallen off, and the entire trunk looked bare. But this is the best-grown, tallest, and strongest of the ten gardenia trees, and it is also Ho's favorite.

Because his mother loved the gardenia tree, so did Uncle Ho.

He still had wounds on his hands, and he looked oily with ointment. He has a lot of calluses and scars on his hands, all from his youth.

Back then, he went out to help his beloved girl and suffered a lot, but who knew that later he learned that she was married and had a bad life.

The hardships that have been endured seem to be meaningless. But he didn't mind at all, feeling that it was his own choice and that he should do it.

"Uncle He, what's wrong with you?" Yu Zichen thought about it and decided to ask straight to the point, because he wouldn't beat around the bush.

He also felt that there was nothing to hide between him and Uncle Ho.

He Bo rubbed his watch twice, hesitated for a moment, and then sighed: "I don't know, I think I may be too old to take care of you anymore." ”

I just saw a person who looked like me on the street, and I was so depressed that I almost burned down my home. He was really old and useless.

In order not to delay the young master, he had better retire and be an old man who eats and waits for death.

Yu Zichen did want him to retire and live his life for a few days, but not in this way.

"Uncle He, don't beat around the bush, what's wrong?"

Saying that you are old is purely an excuse, a reason not to be honest.

He Bo sighed, the child he raised knew by himself, and likewise, this child also understood him.

Sure enough, I couldn't hide it from him.

"I see light clouds." He Bo sighed: "To be exact, it's not Qingyun, it's a person who looks very similar to Xiaoyun, it's really too similar." ”

Qingyun is Yu Zichen's mother's name, he never mentions it, and only a few people know her name. Her full name is Mu Qingyun, and the old man of the Mu family gave her this name because he hoped that she could live as free and free as Qingyun.

But who knows, she has a sensitive mind and feeling, and her personality and name have nothing in common, and the old man's wish of the Mu family is really disappointed.

"I have always refused to accept old age before, and I feel that I can take care of you for a few more years, and maybe I can watch Young Master Shen Xing get married and have children."

Speaking of this, he laughed, thinking that when the time comes, the four generations will be in the same house, and it must be very lively.

However, then he became lost again: "But after seeing that person today, I suddenly understood that I am really old." Qingyun has been gone for so many years, maybe she is waiting for me in another world, and I should take care of her. ”

If you haven't seen it, it may be hard to imagine how much you miss the eldest lady. But when he saw the people who looked like her, he realized how much he missed the living lady back then.

I miss her laughter, I think of her reading and painting, I think of her smiling face sitting under the gardenia tree directing him to pluck the flowers.

He misses her too much, he used to be too busy, and he has been urging himself to be busy, so he has no time to think. Now that there is time, once the floodgates of longing are opened, there is no longer any way to stop.

When a person reaches a certain age, his memory has been precipitated, and only those who remain are the ones he cares about the most. Whether it is happiness or pain, he cares about it the most.

And what he cares about the most is the eldest lady.

After listening to his words, Yu Zichen actually had a hard time understanding his thoughts. Because he wasn't old enough to imagine that feeling.

However, he knew that his mother would never shout to Uncle Ho to find her in another world.

"Uncle He, have you been infected by your father? Started to be superstitious too? ”

Yan Zhihao believed in these ghosts and gods, and on the fifteenth day of the first month of every month, he would burn paper money on the roadside outside. He Bo has always believed this, why did he suddenly say so now?

Yu Zichen couldn't help but turn his head to stare at him, feeling that he was fine before, it couldn't be that he suddenly had Alzheimer's.

Uncle He's physical fitness, how could he get this disease.

"You just miss her too much. My mom has always respected you, how could she possibly summon you over. It's just to see someone who looks alike, don't think so much. Maybe that person doesn't look like my mom at all.

I'll find someone to look it up, and I'll be sure to find out who you see. When you see it, you'll know you're just dazzled. ”

Now that surveillance is developed, it is too easy to find someone. He actually wanted to know if there was really someone who looked like his mother.

He Bo knew that he didn't understand, so he smiled helplessly: "Hey, what you said is right, I may just miss her too much, so I read it wrong." Okay, I'm fine, you can do what you need to do.

Me, I'll go to the kitchen and have a look. Originally, I wanted to make you crockpot chicken, but the crockpot was broken, and I can't eat it today. Another day, I'll go buy a new crockpot. ”

He stood up as he spoke, and went to the kitchen slowly.

Yu Zichen stood under the tree and looked at him all the time, always feeling that his back looked a lot older.

Just seeing someone who looks alike can be affected to this extent?

It's too serious.

He decided to find the man and show him to Uncle Ho, so that he would not be thinking about it again. I also have to find someone to enlighten him.

However, he really didn't know how to enlighten others, especially an elderly person who had suddenly fallen into a relationship for years.