Chapter 194: Fellowship with the Heart
watched the two tacitly talk while walking. And he is like an outsider. Yue Ruru's face became more and more ugly. In the end, there was not even a hint of a forced smile, and the whole face turned blue.
But at this time. Steward Cui walked over. took the thirteen princes to Leng Yanxi's study. Only Su Yirong was left.
Only then did Su Yirong realize that Yue Ruru was wrong. In the past, she was quiet. It also exudes an aura that infects people. And this aura is more of a happier aura.
Besides, there are few times when she is quiet. Especially when the two are together. There are endless things to say.
But today is not only much more dreary than before. The face is still a little ugly. You can see what is on your mind at a glance.
Seeing this, Su Yirong sighed. Now the Thirteen Princes are gone. Say whatever you want."
"I don't have anything to say to you." Who knew that Yueruru listened to her words. But his face was cold.
Su Yirong's face changed when he saw her like this. I never thought she would be like this." Ru Ru. What do you mean. There is nothing to say about what it means. We're friends. Even if I have something to be sorry for you. You can also name it. If so, how can the problem be solved?"
"What do you mean. Literally. I've never seen a friend like you." Yue Ruru snorted coldly. You tell me the truth. What did you mean by pushing the Thirteen Princes to me in the first place?"
Su Yirong saw her mention this. Just when she still cares. It's because I let the two of them know each other in advance. And that contradiction arose. I can't help but feel a little apologetic." Ru Ru. I know I may have been a little reckless in that decision. There was a misunderstanding when you met early. It's really my fault.
If it weren't for my event. You may start as a stranger. At least it's better than starting out with a misunderstanding. So it's really my fault."
"Do you care about that. You also underestimate my Yueruru. If only it was really that misunderstanding. I'm not afraid. Since you've said it's a misunderstanding. There will always be a day when it will be unraveled. But that's not the problem at all." Yue Ruru had never looked at Su Yirong so seriously.
Su Yirong calmed down. But he didn't say anything. Look up at her. Wait for her to continue.
Yue Ruru continued to speak. When I was just given marriage by the emperor, I was reluctant in my heart, and a thousand were unwilling. But I had to start with. After all, our fate is not at all under our control.
Thinking about not being able to resist. Just try to be obedient. At least there's your example ahead. Maybe I'll fall in love with it like you. Even if that's not the case. Also stronger than two strangers.
I really did it. His excellence, his talent, made me slowly fascinated. I slowly feel that this family affair is not bad. At least it didn't make me marry someone who had nothing to do. can make me fall in love with him."
"Isn't that great?" Su Yirong listened to her explanation. I was relieved.
But Yue Ruru sneered. is very good. Because I'm in love with him. But the funny thing is that he didn't fall in love with me. It's not that I'm not good enough. It's not that I'm not trying hard enough. It's that I'll never be able to compare to the person in his heart.
No matter how hard I try. nor can he erase the man's place in his mind. It's never as good as hers. Now I understand. Everything I did was in vain."
"What do you mean by that. You're saying that the Thirteen Princes have someone they like." Su Yirong finally understood what she meant by this. But I couldn't believe it in my heart. Having known him for so many years. But I never heard him mention it. Even if it's something to show up." Impossible. I've been in her friends for so many years. I've never seen him behave so specially with anyone."
"Don't pretend. The person he likes is none other than someone else. That's you." Yue Ruru listened to her. But he was even more angry. The face is already dark.
"Me." Su Yirong burst out laughing. How can it be. Whose provocations do you listen to. You are not one to take their word for it. How can you believe this kind of chasing after the wind and shadows?"
"Indeed, I am not a man who listens lightly to the words of others. So it's not like listening to anyone. I myself have eyes and hearts. You can see and feel it.
The way he faces you every time. The look on my face when I speak to you. Definitely not to a friend. Or what a sister-in-law should have. As long as I'm with you. It was as if I had disappeared from his eyes." Yue Ruru looked at her with a cold face.
Su Yirong looked at her serious appearance. I was stunned too." What you say is true. How is this possible..."
"Do you think I'm going to make a joke about that?" Yue Ruru looked at her coldly.
Su Yirong fell silent. She had to admit to being emotionally sluggish. The Thirteen Princes had done this to her for so long. It's no longer an ordinary relationship between friends.
But she never thought of it. If you could have imagined it earlier. will not let Yue Ruru misunderstand the relationship between the two. It will not affect their feelings because of this.
Seeing that Su Yirong stopped talking. Yue Ruru didn't feel much better because of this." How. Nothing more to say now. Don't you dare to admit it since you dare to do it? You know he's interested in you. Why did you push him to me. Just because you can't marry him. Let me come. You don't think it goes on like this. It doesn't matter if it's me or not. Will it all just be a tragedy?"
Su Yirong came back to his senses. I felt a little helpless." Ru Ru. Can we have a good talk?"
"What do you want to talk about?" Yue Ruru burst out laughing. Also said to be friends. But that's what happened to me. Do you think there's anything else to talk about between us?"
"I think there are some things you might have misunderstood. Ru Ru. Even if he is a condemned prisoner, he will have to be given a chance to defend himself. I'm not so guilty that I don't even have a chance to explain." Su Yirong saw that she had some childish tempers. Instead, he laughed." I'll just say what I have to say. After that's all that. Believe it or not. You'll never say anything more."
"Good. Then I'll hear what you have to say." Yue Ruru was silent for a moment and then changed her decision. You're going to say it here."
Su Yirong chuckled. I guess you're reluctant to come to my Su Yi Xuan anymore. Let's go out and talk."
The two of them sat in the teahouse they frequented. Yue Ruru looked at Su Yirong, who had not spoken on the other side of her. I finally couldn't hold my breath anymore." Say whatever you want. No need to delay any longer."
Su Yirong shook his head helplessly and smiled. That's when he spoke." Believe it or not. Actually, I didn't know that the Thirteen Princes meant anything else to me. If today it wasn't you who you said. Maybe I won't know yet."
"You're lying. How could it not be known. He's so special to you." Yue Ruru clearly didn't believe her words.
Su Yirong was not angry when he saw this." Do you think I'm going to lie to you with such a childish lie. Or do you think I'm a princess of the six princes. I will know how much he feels for me."
Yue Ruru was stunned. But you..."
"I've always behaved savvy isn't it. But I'm really slow when it comes to feelings. Especially this kind of affection that can never be expressed." Su Yirong smiled. I think the Thirteen Princes also understand this. And he's also a sane man. Even if it's true as you say. It is also impossible to behave. The two of us will always be just friends.
Even now I know. It will definitely be the case in the future. Just like with you."
"But so what. Do you want to convince me with such simple words?" Yue Ruru pursed her lips and looked at her.
Su Yirong knew that she had believed it by looking at her expression. Gently lower the water glass." I'm not trying to convince you. Just to tell you a fact. And it doesn't matter what you see. I hope you forgot about it. It's not just for my good. It's also for you and the Thirteen Princes.
These are the most unseen things in this royal family. If it really gets out. Nothing was meant to be. It has also become a big deal. The forces that the Thirteen Princes and the Six Princes have been operating for many years will also be affected."
Seeing her nod her head. And then he continued. I have always been friends with the Thirteen Princes. Heart-to-heart will get to the point where you trust it today.
Maybe he misunderstood something. But I'm sure he'll figure it out himself. It's going to go back to the way it was before."
"Even if you already know his feelings for you." Yue Ruru was a little surprised.
She really didn't expect Su Yirong to be so upright. Even in front of yourself, you say the same. At least she thought even if she didn't lie to herself. Neither will it be.
But to her surprise, it was next. Su Yirong actually nodded. Even if you know. And so it will be. And after talking to you. I'll forget about it. Or just a little episode in life. It doesn't affect my life.
I'm still my princess. He's still my friend. It's as simple as that. Don't you think it's wrong for me to avoid him because of that? This creates an illusion. Will feel like there's something between us. That's why a fool would do that."
"I see. You're trying to tell me. All of this should be forgotten as well. But do you think it's possible? The one I love does not love me. Do you think I can think of it as if there is no such thing?" Yue Ruru listened to it, but she couldn't calm down.
Su Yirong heard this, but a wry smile appeared on his face. Sometimes it's not that you pay for it. Not even if you love someone with all your heart. He will love you with all his heart. Just like me..."
Yue Ruru couldn't help but be stunned when she heard this. To know in the eyes of everyone. The relationship between Su Yirong and Leng Yanxi can be regarded as the best pair between the princes. But at this time, look at Su Yirong's expression. There seems to be some inside story.
Su Yirong shook his head and smiled. I'm not trying to complain to you. Naturally, it is not that it is impossible for the Thirteen Princes to forget their former feelings. Just wanted to say. Let's go with the flow while working hard.
He may not feel it now. But people's hearts are full of flesh. Slowly he will definitely feel it. Then it will change for you."