Chapter 36: Love and Unlove

The day's announcements finally ended, Su Xiyan stretched, she was a little overwhelmed by the many announcements in the past few days.

It's midnight again.

"Xiyan, let's go, send you home."

"No need, Wen Ning, I'll just take a taxi back by myself."

"What's polite to me, look at what time it is outside, how do you say I can rest assured that you can go home alone?"

Su Xiyan had no way to refuse Qiu Wenning's kindness, so she could only agree.

By the time she got home, it was already one o'clock in the middle of the night, and the villa was pitch black, quiet, and it seemed that they had all fallen asleep.

Su Xiyan changed her shoes, went upstairs lightly, and as soon as she opened the door, a choking smell of smoke suddenly rushed over.

Su Xiyan choked unexpectedly, couldn't help coughing a few times, and a few tears overflowed from her eyes.

The room was dark, and only the sparks by the window could be seen.

Su Xiyan fumbled for the wall, turned on the light, and the scene in the room also appeared in front of her eyes.

Shen Mochen turned his back to her, standing in front of the window and smoking, there were already a lot of cigarette butts on the ground, and the room was full of smoke.

Su Xiyan hurriedly closed the door, walked to the window and opened it.

The fresh air poured in from the window, and the evening breeze followed suit, and the choking smell of smoke in the room finally dissipated.

She turned around and saw that Shen Mochen was still smoking a cigarette by herself, and wondered in her heart, "Shen Mochen? What happened to you? ”

From the time she got married to the present, she had never seen Shen Mochen like this, she was extremely depressed and obsessed, and she didn't know what was going on.

Hearing Su Xiyan's voice, Shen Mochen turned his head stiffly to look at her, "Su Xiyan, do you still love me?" ”

Su Xiyan didn't expect Shen Mochen to ask her this question, things have come to this point, what's the point of asking these boring questions again?

Love? And what did he do to her before? Is it just a mistake he made unintentionally?

Don't love? But her heart told her that she still loved him.

Forget it, none of this matters, what does love and non-love represent?

Do people who love each other have to stay together? What's more, from the beginning to the present, it was nothing more than wishful thinking on her part.

"I don't love it for a long time, why bother, Shen Mochen, what's the point of us being entangled like this?"

Shen Mochen listened to her indifferent tone, his eyes were slightly red, he threw away the cigarette butt in his hand, hugged Su Xiyan, and tightly held her in his arms.

"It makes sense, why doesn't it make sense? Su Xiyan, don't you love me so soon? ”

Su Xiyan leaned on his shoulder, closed his eyes helplessly, and a tear slipped through the corner of his eye.

Shen Mochen picked up Su Xiyan horizontally, gently put her on the bed, and stared at the person below him with a pair of dark eyes.

Su Xiyan had already expected what would happen next, and now that she was used to this kind of thing, she would no longer struggle to resist, and sometimes she would cooperate with Shen Mochen

The temperature in the room is getting higher and higher, and the two people who are constantly entangled on the bed make the atmosphere more and more ambiguous, and it is another beautiful night......

The next morning, when Su Xiyan got up, the people around him were long gone, and it was cold next to him, it seemed that he had been gone for a long time, right?

Su Xiyan sat up, casually brushed her loose hair to the back, and just wanted to get out of bed to wash, when she suddenly glanced at something on the bedside table.

It turned out that she had left her diary and the recorder on the bedside table.

The diary records what happens to her every day, and the voice recorder has the truth about what Xia Youran did.

It's really ridiculous, she forgot these things here, but Shen Mochen was not curious at all, and she didn't even look at it.

But if Shen Mochen was a little curious about his life, he would definitely take a look at these two things, but he didn't even move.

Why? Is their presence so low?

The corners of Su Xiyan's lips hooked up a bitter smile, it's just that she doesn't care.

Why do so much to people who don't care?

Su Xiyan finished washing, cleaned up a little and went downstairs.

"Young lady, are you up? Come and eat breakfast, the young master specially explained to me before leaving, let you have breakfast. ”

Su Xiyan nodded, there was no expression on her face, even if Shen Mochen didn't let Aunt Zhang call her, she would eat it.

When he went out, as soon as Su Xiyan walked out of the villa, he saw bodyguards standing in a row in the courtyard.

He is tall and tall, wearing a uniform black suit and black sunglasses.

Su Xiyan wanted to bypass them and get into the car directly, but she didn't expect that as soon as she sat in the back seat, a bodyguard came in from the co-pilot.

She asked him puzzled, "Why are you following me?" ”

"Madam, Mr. Shen asked us to keep you safe."

Sure enough, it was all arranged by Shen Mochen, what did he mean by this? Do you want to protect her or do you want to spy on her?

"I don't need bodyguards, you let them all go."

Su Xiyan got out of the car, and the bodyguard also got out of the car.

"The task given to us by Mr. Shen is to protect the safety of Mrs., and we cannot disobey Mr. Shen's orders."

The bodyguard replied to Su Xiyan's words in a flat tone.

A row of bodyguards stood silently aside, looking at Su Xiyan.

Su Xiyan had no choice but to agree.

"That's fine, but you can't just follow me, I'm going to work."

The man in black agreed, and Su Xiyan got back into the car.

finally arrived at the company, and as soon as the car stopped, Su Xiyan couldn't wait to get out.

The big guy sat down in front, and the already cramped carriage was even more dreary, and she almost had trouble breathing.

Qiu Wenning came downstairs to pick her up, and the expression on her face was not very good.

"What's wrong?"

"Xiyan, today's magazine shooting, your partner is Su Moli, are you OK?"

In fact, Qiu Wenning was either worried about what was wrong with Su Xiyan, or she was afraid that Su Moli would secretly make some stumbling blocks to harm Su Xiyan.

"It's okay, it's just a partner, Wen Ning, you don't have to worry too much."

Su Xiyan didn't care about any of this, after all, there were so many people at the scene, what was she afraid of?

When he arrived at the filming site, Su Xiyan saw two familiar figures with sharp eyes.

I didn't expect Su Moli to take a magazine cover with Xia Youran, and it really smelled like that.

Su Xiyan didn't want to deal with the two of them, and just wanted to bypass the two of them.

In the next second, Su Moli's yin and yang weird tone sounded.

"Yo, isn't this our big star? How? Now that we've met, I don't even want to say a polite word? ”

Su Xiyan's steps stopped vividly, she turned around, and a delicate and cold little face faced the two of them.

"Excuse me, am I familiar with you? Does Miss Su still treat me as your sister? ”

Su Moli didn't expect Su Xiyan to be so articulate now, and she dared to talk back.

"Su Xiyan, do you really think you are following the onion? You're just a mother-in-law. ”

Su Xiyan stood indifferently, anyway, every time they scolded a few words, she was used to it, her red lips opened lightly, and she spit out a sentence coldly.

"So what? At least I can still rely on myself, unlike some people, even the resources in my hands are obtained by my own mother and others in exchange for negotiations. ”

Su Moli naturally knew the meaning of her words, and as soon as she arrived home that day, Fang Mei told her about the matter, saying that Shen Mochen promised to arrange resources for her.

Xia Youran, who was on the side, gently patted the back of Su Moli's hand, suggesting that she calm down, and then looked at Su Xiyan with a lofty posture.

"Su Xiyan, you don't really think that Brother Mo Chen loves you, right? Don't dream, Brother Mo Chen cares about me the most, as long as I am in danger, he will not hesitate to save me, but what about you? ”

Su Xiyan looked at her smug appearance, and clenched her fists slightly, indeed, what she said was the truth, Shen Mochen would not go out of her way to save her, but would only make her feel cold again and again.

She didn't want to stay here and talk to them, the filming was about to start later, and she had to hurry up and put on makeup and change clothes.

So, Su Xiyan didn't pay any attention to the two of them, and turned around and left directly to find Qiu Wenning.

"It's okay, I just saw you say a few words, and the two of them didn't embarrass you, right?"

Qiu Wenning had just gone to the director to talk about things, so she didn't stay with Su Xiyan.

"It's okay, it's just a few words that go upside down, and they only taunt a few words, I'm used to it."

Su Xiyan closed her eyes and let the makeup artist smear on her face, after a few days, she was also used to this kind of workflow, makeup, changing clothes, shooting, even if Qiu Wenning was not on the scene, she could be alone.

When Su Xiyan changed her clothes and came out, the venue was ready, and she was waiting for her.

She and Su Moli are two different styles, she wore a black suspender dress, revealing a delicate collarbone, on which the makeup artist specially gave her a layer of highlights, and the lights sparkled on it.

The makeup is also more mature and sexy, the hair is straightened, falling down naturally, and a pair of black lace gloves are on the hands.

The whole person looks ascetic and mysterious, like a queen high up in a castle.

And Su Moli is still wearing a pink puffy skirt, and her hair is also made into a double ponytail, which is a bit cute.

During the shooting, Su Xiyan acted according to the teacher's guidance, and Su Moli always leaned over to her side intentionally or unintentionally, squeezing her.

"Hey, why is the center position biased, Su Xiyan, why are you standing on the side, the center position is all standing by Su Moli, hurry back."

The director saw that the positions of the two were getting more and more biased, and hurriedly adjusted.

Su Xiyan had no choice but to bypass Su Moli and stand in her position again.

But Su Moli didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, she kept standing in front of Su Xiyan's side, and it didn't seem to be a problem, but when the photo came out, Su Moli blocked most of Su Xiyan's body.

"Su Moli, will you shoot or not! I won't shoot and get out. ”

The director also found out that something was wrong at this time, and was furious at Su Moli.

Su Moli could only keep apologizing, "I'm sorry, director, it's the first time I shoot a cover, and I'm not very good at it, but if I do it again, I will definitely not make a mistake." ”

There was no way, the shooting had to be done again.

This time, Su Moli didn't block Su Xiyan's body, but the movements were too exaggerated, a bit of a drama, there was no way, the director could only stop again and let Su Moli follow the teacher to learn the movements again.

Su Xiyan also sat aside to rest, and Qiu Wenning handed her a bottle of water.

"I think she is deliberate, deliberately stealing the camera."

Su Xiyan didn't care, anyway, Su Moli did this thanklessly, causing the entire set to follow her to work overtime.

"It's okay, anyway, I don't have any other announcements today, so I'll accompany her here."

The filming went on again, and Su Moli was warned twice by the director, and she didn't dare to play tricks anymore, so she could only shoot safely.

In the end, the director took a look at the finished film, although Su Moli's part was still almost meaningful, but Su Xiyan's piece was eye-catching enough, so he didn't care about anything anymore.

Finally finished work, Su Xiyan glanced at the time, it was nine o'clock, and it should be too late to get home by car.

It's also quite tiring to accompany Su Moli today, and it was already late when Su Xiyan dragged her tired body home.