Chapter 149: Dead Heart
Seeing that the person who came in at the door was Shen Mochen, that familiar face lingered in his mind, Su Xiyan closed his eyes and turned his head, but his body unconsciously leaned towards his back.
"Why didn't you open the door for me?" The other party's voice was cold, but the corners of Shen Mochen's mouth had a warm smile, Su Xiyan knew what the other party's purpose was for coming this time, so she sighed.
In fact, she was also a little speechless in her heart, because no matter whether she opened the door to Shen Mochen or not, he could open this door, so what was the point of opening the door again?
"Why are you lying to me?" Shen Mochen saw that the other party looked unwilling to pay attention to him, and he did not continue to step forward, but closed the door behind him with one hand behind his back.
"Why did you team up with Xiao He to play that drama to deceive me, what is your purpose, to make me sad and make me leave you?" Shen Mochen took two steps forward, but then saw Su Xiyan's hand holding the sheet trembling.
Shen Mochen didn't expect the other party to be so afraid of him, and then he took two steps back and stood back in place.
"You obviously know that I still love you, but you obviously don't love Xiao He, right?" At this time, Shen Mochen's voice also trembled slightly, and his tone was full of some pleading words.
Su Xiyan lowered her head and didn't speak, but the other party didn't say any more questioning words, so she shook her head vigorously to show her answer to this question.
"You're lying." At this time, the other party's tone suddenly became tough, Shen Mochen's eyes widened as if he was walking step by step, while Su Xiyan's body reacted instinctively and trembled.
The other party stretched out one hand in front of him, as if to grab himself, or choke his throat, but that hand only stopped in mid-air and stopped, Shen Mochen clenched his fingers and slowly put his arm back to his side.
In fact, how could he not want to touch Su Xiyan, he even wanted to stretch out his hand and take it back into his arms tightly, but Shen Mochen didn't know why the other party loved him deeply, but at the same time, he was deeply afraid of himself.
"You obviously still love me, you don't love Xiao He, you love me, you can only love me!" Shen Mochen slowly bent down, brought his face close to Su Xiyan's face, and stared at it with wide eyes.
But the other party was unwilling to look at him, and she looked away, staring at a certain place in the ground in a daze.
In fact, Su Xiyan knew in her heart that this matter could not be hidden, and she had already told Qiu Wenning her heart, so she must have told Shen Mochen all these things.
Shen Mochen must have known in his heart that the person he had always loved was him, so no matter how he explained, the other party would feel that he was cheating on him, but in fact, this was the case.
Immediately, Su Xiyan gritted his teeth, and then raised his head to look at him, but he was startled by the distance of the other party, and the other party's face was straight in front of him, as if the two were going to kiss together in the next second.
Su Xiyan's head was habitually tilted back, but he found that his head was already leaning against the wall and could no longer retreat.
Shen Mochen saw the other party's embarrassed expression, so he slowly straightened up and didn't force the other party anymore.
And she hurriedly lowered her head and fumbled with her mobile phone, wanting to type it to Shen Mochen, she buttoned and typed on the mobile phone screen for a while before setting up the mobile phone to tell the other party.
"Yes, that's right, I love you, I really didn't be with Xiao He, I really lied to you about that matter."
But in fact, before her words were finished, the other party had already taken the first step to hold her shoulder, shaking it from side to side The force in her hand was enough to crush Su Xiyan's bones.
"Then you say, why are you doing this, why?" Shen Mochen was very excited now, and he clenched the other party's shoulders hard, he didn't care about her struggle and fear, he just wanted to know the answer in the other party's heart.
Su Xiyan was frightened by the strength of the other party's hold, and raised her head to look at the other party in a panic, her eyes seemed to be pleading.
If she could speak now, she would have screamed desperately, but she couldn't make a sound with her mouth wide open, so she could only watch the other person yell at her with her mouth wide open.
I saw the other party so sad and sad, Su Xiyan actually didn't feel cold in her heart, but she couldn't.
"Obviously you love me too, obviously you also ......" Speaking of this, Shen Mochen's eyebrows and the corners of his eyes slowly drooped, and his eyes were preferably full of tears, and the tears were rolling in his tears, looking like he had suffered some great grievance.
Seeing the other party's appearance, Su Xiyan was also uncomfortable, her fingers moved, wanting to raise her hand to wipe the tears from the corners of the other party's eyes, but finally gave up this idea.
So the next moment, Su Xiyan hurriedly lowered her head and typed on her mobile phone, how uncomfortable her heart was now, how hurtful the words on the screen were.
"But even if I love you, I won't be with you, because I don't want to."
But when this sentence was listed in front of him, Shen Mochen's tears suddenly burst out of his eyes at this moment, Su Xiyan was frightened by his action, and the three Shen Mochen couldn't believe the words in front of him.
He knew every word, but when he put it together, it was a sentence that he couldn't read at all.
Shen Mochen was so frightened that he immediately took two steps back, and even let go of her shoulders, and then collapsed directly to the ground.
What kind of reason is the other person who loves him deeply, but does not want to be with him, and is this reason a reason?
He closed his eyes and opened his mouth to say something vexatious, but then the memories of the pain he had suffered from living with her suddenly flashed in his mind.
Also, she used to treat Su Xiyan like that, no matter how good her temper and heart are, she may not be willing to return to her side.
Then Shen Mochen raised his head again, and finally glanced at it, Su Xiyan, who was sitting on the bed, trembled, and his eyes were full of tears, but he gritted his teeth fiercely, looking aggrieved but angry.
Shen Mochen shook his head vigorously, wanting to change his gaze more clearly, but the hatred for himself in the other party's eyes was so obvious.
He staggered to his feet, then stumbled out the door.
Listening to the sound of the door slamming against the door frame, Su Xiyan closed his eyes and turned his head.
He said such cruel words again and again, and pierced Shen Mochen's heart of loving himself with such cruel words, even if it was a saint's heart, it was already full of holes.
But Su Xiyan deliberately wanted to make Shen Mochen disappointed in himself, and wanted to wear out his love for him, even if he didn't want to, he had to do this.
On the other side, Yang Yumeng's eyeliner had already heard the general content of the matter outside the door, although he only heard Shen Mochen's voice, but from the emotional changes in Shen Mochen's tone, it was not difficult for him to see what was going on between them.
When Shen Mochen threw the door shut in anger, the eyeliner had already sent this matter to Yang Yumeng, and when he heard the mobile phone clanging, Yang Yumeng immediately picked it up and checked the message, and then turned off the mobile phone with a smile in his eyes.
Now that her former sworn enemy has fallen into such a field, how could she not use someone else's knife to stab her again?
Immediately, Yang Yumeng smiled, checked Shen Mochen's phone number in the address book, and after hesitating for a while, he still didn't call it.
Now Shen Mochen is angry, if he bothers the other party again, he will definitely be scolded by the other party, so Yang Yumeng wants to wait for the other party's temper to ease up, and then visit in person the next day.
When Su Xiyan saw Shen Mochen slamming the door and coming out, her tears had already fallen with the other party's departure, and then more and more, she stretched out her hand and used her sleeve to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, but she couldn't wipe them all.
Su Xiyan sighed slowly, and finally touched his shoulder with his hand, where he held it, there was still Shen Mochen's temperature, Su Xiyan hugged himself like this and slowly leaned his head on his knees.
But then Su Xiyan's emotions were not finished, and the mobile phone rang and called back all his thoughts that were far away in the sky.
Su Xiyan lowered her head and glanced at it, and found that it was Shen Mochen who sent her a message, and then her eyes widened and she hurriedly opened the screen.
Obviously, he had just said so many cruel and annoying things to Shen Mochen, why did he ...... now?
But Su Xiyan's thoughts suddenly stopped, and when she looked at the words above, she suddenly realized.
Also, the other party's revenge on him is still continuing, he only said so many sad words to him a second ago, and he will definitely not let himself feel better now.
It's a very short message, just four words: Tomorrow morning.
Su Xiyan knew that the other party's torture of herself was going to continue, maybe this time it would be more ruthless and more violent.
But in fact, Su Xiyan had no choice, she could only bite the bullet, and there was no other way.
This may be just a matter of rushing people and working in crematoriums.
But even so, Su Xiyan still chose to face him, even though she knew that she couldn't continue to jump in front of Shen Mochen's eyes, but in fact, she also knew that no matter how far she escaped to the ends of the earth, Shen Mochen might not let go of herself in this life.
So the next day, Su Xiyan still dragged his body to the door of the Shen Group, this time Shen Mochen did not wait for him at the door, because he had already introduced his work content to himself last time.
So Su Xiyan immediately rushed to his workshop and took the clothes and things of the cleaning staff.
In fact, she was a little hesitant whether she should really continue the content of the previous work, but Shen Mochen was already so cruel to herself, if she asked him again, she might be treated more violently.
So Su Xiyan frowned, took the work tools, and went to the back door of the Shen Group.
The elevator had been replaced with an iron plate, and it was held in place by a professional rope, so when I stood on it, I didn't feel the shaking and suspension I felt last time.
Su Xiyan knew very well who ordered these changes to be made, but when he thought of that person and what happened yesterday, Su Xiyan felt very sad.
Maybe this man really gave himself a few tenderness, but he still treated him like this.
But before he was so sad alone, there was suddenly a woman next to him, she was wearing high heels, and walked past her, so she didn't look up, but did her own thing.
But at this time, the sound of high heels stepping on the floor suddenly stopped, and then it was replaced by a yin and yang female voice.