Chapter 132: Worth Expecting
However, no matter what you say, it is worth looking forward to or not, you must work hard to look forward to this exam, because after all, I watched it before, but now that I have experienced it myself, I will definitely experience something different.
After returning home, Lin Ming found out that Hinata Hinata had come back early, but he was being reprimanded by his father at this time.
"Since you chose to take this exam by yourself, it is not your family that forced you, nor your teachers and peers, you must be responsible for yourself, whether you live or die, you can't blame anyone, and you can't say to outsiders who forced you to do this."
The father looked at Hinata Hinata with cold eyes, there was not even a trace of father in that look, and on the contrary, his love for his daughter was all indifference, even Lin Ming felt trembling when he saw that kind of look, not to mention Hinata Hinata.
Obviously she is her own daughter, how can she have such a look, which makes Lin Ming a little incomprehensible.
This really shouldn't be the kind of eyes that a father should have for his daughter.
Hinata Hinata hung her head all the time, and seemed to feel very cold in her heart about her father's words, but she didn't say anything, just hung her head and twisted her two fingers.
In fact, there may be nothing to say to anyone, because it is indeed quite excessive for my father to do this, but so what? No matter how excessive, don't you have to choose to accept it?
"You should know your own ability very well, to be honest, I didn't want you to take this exam at first, because no matter what the ability of your companion is, your own ability is particularly weak, even if you are the daughter of our Hyuga family, but you have no way to compare with your brother and your sister, with your ability, you may die in this exam."
I thought it was a kind of concern from my father, but in fact it was just a kind of ridicule, a kind of disdain, and a kind of contempt from my father.
"If you lose your life in this exam, it will be a great shame for the Hyuga family, so I hope you must survive whether it is for yourself, for your brother, for your sister, or for your companions, your teacher, and your family."
Maybe my father wants to motivate me to make money in this way, but it's just that the method is not quite right, but whoever speaks like this is not very comfortable listening to it, but it's just a worry, I hope that I will grow up in such a childhood like spring, and don't leave too many shadows, I still remember when Hinata Hinata was very young, his father took Hinata's hand and walked in the snow, how warm and warm the moment he walked, and what it looks like now, I don't know when Hinata Hinata is slowly growing up, and her father is no longer treating this girl like he did when he was a child.
For his father's words, Hinata Hinata has long been used to it, because it is not the first time to say such things to herself, and it has been many, many times, so she is not used to it, but she is too hypocritical, and she just looked at her toes, and then sighed, holding back her tears and not shedding tears.
"Father, don't worry, no matter what it is, I will definitely save my life and will not disgrace my family."
After hearing this, will you think, maybe you just survived just to not disgrace the people in your family, not to disgrace the family, if this is the case, then what kind of situation does the meaning of this life exist? It's just to avoid losing face, and that's because it's a little too much.
Lin Ming had already clenched his fists tightly at the door, but this was the time for their father and daughter to talk, and he couldn't show up, and he had no way to say anything.
Eventually, the conversation between their father and daughter ended, and Hinata came out of the house with tears in her eyes.
Only then did he see it, Lin Ming Hinata who had been at the door was stunned, but he didn't expect his brother to be waiting at the door, and he smiled at his brother with some embarrassment, but in the end he had to blow his head, and the feeling of wanting to cry was unbearable, especially when he saw someone close to him, he couldn't bear it, so he really wanted to cry at this moment, but he was afraid that his brother would worry, so he couldn't cry out, this feeling was really special and uncomfortable.
"Hinata, if you feel uncomfortable, if you have anything you want to say, just tell me, don't hold it without one, how uncomfortable it is to hold it, my brother is here, I listen to what you say, my brother has been with you."
The feeling of having a brother in the company is actually much better than being alone and alone.
But Hinata Hinata just shook her head and smiled at her brother: "It's not the first time I've experienced something like this, I've long been used to it, brother, you don't have to worry about me." ”
People outside say that Hinata Hinata is not strong at all, and she is cowardly, and she will only retreat when she encounters real guns and live ammunition, but if this is the case, this little girl bears it at home, how do people outside know this, and where can they bear it? Small composition
Because those people have never experienced it, they can say presumptuously, what happened to Hinata Hinata, in fact, they will never know how strong this girl is deep down, how can she suffer a little if she is hurt by outsiders?
But every time I go back to the so-called warm home, I am treated so indifferently by my father, and that kind of spiritual damage is the real pain.
Lin Ming was not worried, but he also knew that at least this was really accustomed to Hinata Hinata, and his own worries were just superfluous for him.
"Don't take your father's words to heart, after all, this old man has always said so, he just doesn't know how to care about you."
In addition to saying such things, Lin Ming didn't know what else he could say, but Hinata Hinata just smiled: "Maybe that's the case, I hope my father really cares about me in his heart, but in fact, it doesn't matter, what can I do if I care or not?" After all, he's always treated me like this, and I don't want to know if he loves me or not. ”
When I was young, my height was only around my father's waist, and at that time, I raised my hands high to hold my father's big hand.
Walking in the snow, you may wonder if your father's warm hand will always lead you through this life, whether your father is really caring for herself, but slowly walking and walking, I found that my father's hand has become dry and began to stay away from him.
Even my father treats him like this, so where do other people trust?
"In the end, how could the father who gave birth to you and raised you not care about you and didn't love you?"
If you evaluate others like this, it's okay, but how can your father evaluate it like this, although his father is old-fashioned and indifferent on the surface and makes people feel majestic and fierce, but in his heart it doesn't mean that there is no trace of warmth, the most tender place in his heart is his daughter, but as the head of the family, there is no way to express those feelings, if you don't even have the head of the family, you should have the majesty, Wouldn't it be a joke for outsiders.
's father has his father's hardships, Lin Ming can understand it, and I hope Hinata Hinata can also understand it.
What's the point of thinking about that? My father is not only my daughter, he is at least angry, he puts all his hopes and expectations on Hanabi, presumably Hanabi will not let him down in the end, and that is enough. ”
In fact, when he said these words, Lin Ming was very sad, and he was a little unhappy, and even wanted to reprimand Hinata Hinata, how could this girl think like this, if she thought so, it would be too misunderstood for her father, even if you are cowardly, even if you fall back when you encounter anything, even if you are a girl who has always been weak and does not know how to grow up, can your father ignore it? No matter what outsiders say, he cares about this daughter in his heart.
How can a father's heart be seen like this?
"That's how you think of your father's father, and you know that person is just duplicitous......"
Lin Ming said as he pulled Hinata's hand: "How many times has my father said that he will kick you out of our Hinata's house, and how many times has he said that a daughter like you is dispensable, and how many times has he told your teacher not to care whether you are dead or alive It has nothing to do with him, but have you really been kicked out of the house?" But does your father really not want you? And your teacher dares to ignore you? You all know why what your father says and what he does behind his back are fundamentally different things. ”
Hinata Hinata also understands his father's good intentions, he just wants to grow up, but he feels that his father really doesn't know enough about himself, but if he understands a little bit, he won't force himself to grow up so much.
"I didn't say that he didn't do well, and I didn't say that he didn't do it, a father should do it, I just think other people's fathers are really kind."
envy the loving father of others, but I don't know how many pampered daughters will be raised like that, and such a girl will be bullied when she goes outside.
Hearing his sister say these words, Lin Ming had to sigh: "You said that your father doesn't understand you, how can you understand your father, in fact, you should really understand each other, instead of complaining about each other all the time, worrying about each other, loving each other but refusing to let each other know." ”
For his brother's words, Hinata Hinata chose to be silent, and Lin Ming looked at his sister like this, and he didn't know what to say, and it was at this time that the two of them found out that Hinata Hanabi had been standing at the gate of the courtyard.