"He said he loved me and said he would marry me." Julili's head rolled to his torso: "Joke, how could he love me." Even if he loves me, how long can this love last? I have seen many men, and every one of them says they love me, but before they say they love me, they all say they love others. What is love? Love is the most expensive and cheapest thing in the world. When the upper and lower lips touch, it is love. When the upper and lower lips touch, they just don't love. I don't care, I don't want, and I don't need this kind of thing. ”

"Because I don't care, I want to destroy, because I don't want it, I don't let others have it, because I don't need it, so I wantonly plunder it from others, and then throw it away without care. Julilly, what kind of person were you when you were alive? ”

"A man who hates being born into this world." Zhu Lili hooked the corners of his mouth: "My hometown is in Meng County, when I was young, I was no different from other girls, I thought I was an ordinary little girl, with an ordinary father and an ordinary mother." Suddenly, one day, everything changed. ”

Julie looked up and looked at his broken neck: "That day, school ended a little earlier than usual, and I went home with my schoolbag as usual. As soon as I arrived at the door, I heard my parents arguing. It was normal for husband and wife to quarrel, and my classmate's parents quarreled almost every day, but after the quarrel, the relationship was still good. I opened the door and saw my mom and dad tearing, my dad calling my mom a bitch, my mom calling my dad a scumbag. Both of their eyes were red, as if they were oozing blood.

Do you know? I used to think that my mother being together was the most perfect love fairy tale in the world. When my mother met my father, she was not yet sixteen years old, and in order to be with my father, she even went against my grandmother and grandfather's wishes and eloped with my father. It wasn't until they gave birth to me that my grandfather and grandmother forgave them.

eloping for love, what a plot or idol drama. As the story goes, they should cherish each other and live happily ever after.

But what are the facts?

The truth is, my mom regretted it shortly after giving birth to me, she thought it was my dad who cheated on her and spent her days thinking about how to get rid of my dad. My dad also regretted it, he thought my mom was young and sensible, and she couldn't do anything but play. They handed me over to my grandparents, and on the surface they maintained the appearance of a happy family, but in private they played their own games.

Our family has always been in good condition, at least better than many people of the same age. I always thought that it was the hard work of my parents, after all, they were not at home very often, and they seemed very tired when they came back every day. Later I found out that my mother's money was taken out of the pockets of different men. Her man, like me now, is a long year or two, and a short time of three or five days. My dad's money was swindled back from different women.

Meng County is very small, adhering to the principle that rabbits do not eat the grass next to the nest, neither of them is looking for it in the county seat, but goes to other places in the name of going out to work. During the New Year's holidays, no one knows that under the surface of this seemingly wealthy family, such a dirty fact is hidden. I became what I am today.

Originally, I thought I would blame myself and hate myself as much as I hated my parents. But later I found that such a day is both relaxed and happy, far happier than guarding a home, guarding a man, and living that boring life of firewood, rice, oil and salt. ”

"Have you considered your daughter? Aren't you afraid that she will become like you in the future? ”

"What's so bad about being like me?" Julie smiled evilly: "My daughter, you can't marry a man casually like those people, and then live this life inexplicably." ”

"Your daughter could have had a happy childhood, but you ruined her."

Xing Ruyi waved his hand, and a picture appeared in the bronze mirror, showing a happy smiling man clinging to the woman's bulging abdomen. Seeing the man, Xing Ruyi was stunned, because the one who appeared in the picture was her ex-husband.

"Is this picture familiar? You and he have been there. Your ex-husband is a man who loves children very much, and he is a wonderful father. It's a pity that you are not the woman in the picture, and you didn't have the same happy feeling as she did at that time. ”

"Not really. At that time, I hated the baby in my belly. If it weren't for his insistence, I wouldn't have wanted to give birth at all. My life has just begun, my life has just begun, and I don't want to, or want to be tied up with a child. You're right, he does like children very much, especially his daughter. But so what, is it possible that I will be tied to firewood, rice, oil and salt for the rest of my life because of this daughter. ”

"A woman like you doesn't know what true happiness is." Xing Ruyi waved his hand, and that image disappeared.

"What is happiness? Everyone has everyone's understanding that you are not me, how do you know that I don't know what true happiness is. Even if I didn't cheat, even if I was a good wife and mother, even if I let my daughter grow up in what you call a happy family, would she be happy? Can you guarantee that my ex-husband won't cheat on me because he dislikes me? You can guarantee that my ex-husband will not file for divorce from me after falling in love with another woman. Even if my ex-husband doesn't, can you guarantee that my daughter will be able to marry a man who loves her, and that man will be able to love her and spoil her for the rest of her life? You can't, and I can't. Therefore, people should not live for those illusory things, but should live every day in a down-to-earth manner, grasp every happy moment that can be grasped, and grasp every money that does not belong to them but is very likely to belong to them. This is a very real world, a society that will never be happy without money. ”

Julie said and glanced at Xing Ruyi: "Let's take you as an example." There are thousands of dead ghosts in this underworld, why can you open a store here, why can you be the proprietress here, to put it bluntly, there is no backstage, and it doesn't rely on men. ”

Xingru was angry, but he didn't know what to refute.

Zhu Lili is right, she was able to open a Ruyi Rouge Shop branch in the underworld, completely relying on her special relationship with Yan Jun, but this special is not what Zhu Lili thinks is special. She and Yan Jun are friends, the kind of friends who are also enemies and friends, this kind of relationship, she can't explain clearly, she can't explain it, and she can't explain it to a little ghost who just died.

"You don't have to be sarcastic or sarcastic about me, women are essentially no different from women." Julili's head spun in circles: "Forget it, it's almost over, and I'm not bad at telling you the last ones." In my life, I have been planted on men, and if there is an afterlife, I will not be so stupid. ”

Xing Ruyi looked at Zhu Lili and resisted the urge to kick her head out of the Ruyi rouge shop.

Concubine, she has seen it.

Little three, she has also seen it.

But it was the first time she had seen a junior like Julili, who was so brazen and eloquent, and felt that she was the victim.

Taking a deep breath, she calmed her mind and listened to the rest of the story.

"I know that he wants to marry me, and I know that he is sincere in marrying me, and to be honest, I have also thought about marrying him, but I know that even if I do, I will not be happy. Why? Because life is all chicken and dogs, firewood, rice, oil and salt, and it is a relationship like me and him, once we enter marriage, all kinds of contradictions will follow. He will always remember that my marriage to his ex-girlfriend was ruined by me, and he will feel that I made him lose the happiness he should have. Our marriage, our days will be spent in never-ending quarrels, and what's even more terrifying is that I have to have another child.

Why did I end my first marriage? It's because I don't want to live like this. I managed to escape, how could I have been stupid enough to jump into it again. I especially like my current days, the days when I was flattered and pampered by those men. So, I refused, and it was very thorough.

Honestly, I feel like I'm responsible for him. He's a very good doctor, and he's a very good man, and if it weren't for meeting me, he'd be happy. It was I who led him to a fork in the road, and I felt I should save him and get him back on track. But he didn't seem to understand, and after I proposed to break off our relationship, he came to me again and again. ”

"If you refused, why did you let him into your house?"

"Husband and wife for one night, besides, he was pretty good to me, especially in terms of money, and almost every penny he earned was given to me during our good days. As for me, I can't bear to be too cruel to him, I'm afraid that he will be sad, and I won't be able to accept it for a while. Of course, he's also a very good man, in every way, so I'm really not going to suffer with him. I just didn't want to marry him, but I didn't say I didn't want to be in a relationship with him. ”

"Does he know what you think?"

"I know, I told him, the original, word for word."

"What did he say?"

"He broke up with his ex-girlfriend, and people didn't plan to forgive him, and after separating from me, he didn't meet a more suitable person. He's also a grown male, and with me, he doesn't suffer at all. Probably because of this, when I told him, he didn't react much. Seriously, I still can't figure out how he went out of his way to kill me. Julie frowned and said, "Don't all the men in this world hope that the women outside will not be entangled with themselves?" I'm willing to be nice to him, and I don't have to be responsible for him, why did he kill me, why did he kill me? ”